Love hindered friendship
Screams of heart

In the corner of the hospital hall that looks lonely sat there was a boy on the floor while leaning with his arms hugging his calves and buried his head between his knees.

He continued to cry in solitude without anyone knowing until the moment Atar had just seen the doctor and was about to return to where Shabira was being treated.

But as soon as his gaze was on a child who continued to cry, the closer the child Atar slowed down his footsteps until he finally stopped right in front of the boy.

Atar squatted down and noticed the boy who did not see his face because he kept his head buried between his knees, apparently it was Jidan. Then Atar touched Jidan's shoulder that made Jidan shocked, lifted his face to look at someone who had touched his shoulder after knowing who it was he returned down sad.

"Jidan, Shabira's already sober then why are you still crying so sad here?" atar asked as he continued to look at Jidan.

Jidan is reluctant to answer Atar's question because behind his sadness, one of the reasons is because Atar also finally Jidan just kept quiet without saying anything.

Because he did not want to answer his question he then sat next to Jidan, his eyes looked straight ahead of which there was only an empty bench at the end of the corridor there, then slowly he tried to look at Jidan's heart which was still sad even though Shabira had regained consciousness.

"Om knows you love Shabira as much as your own sister, Om is happy and very grateful to you because you love Shabira very much but has he not made it through his critical period and what else makes your heart sad?" tanya Atar then glanced at Jidan.

"I'm sad because Shabira has to experience all this because of me" replied Jidan sobbing.

"Why do you blame yourself for this disaster?"

"If I had no intention of escaping from the parlour and Shabira was chasing after me maybe she wouldn't have experienced any of this" Jidan replied without daring to look at Atar.

"Frosty! Why do you want to run away from the parlor?"

"Because Om will take Shabira away from the parlour and invite her to live with her mother as well"

Atar was a little surprised to hear Jidan's last answer because he only realized that Jidan's sadness was caused by him as well. Then Atar gently stroked Jidan's shoulder which was still looking down sad.

"Do you know where Om would take Shabira to live with Om? Then why do you have to be sad when Om will invite Shabira to stay with Om not he is his son Om who has been lost and it is natural that Om wants to stay with him?"

While continuing to sob Jidan then looked at Atar. The look of his innocent eyes still looks foggy from the water his face still looks there is a deep sadness in the heart of the boy.

"I know about that Om, I know I'm nobody to Shabira but we're just two kids who were reunited at the orphanage, living together and living like a family when we have no blood ties. "Jidan's sentence hangs for a moment because he wipes his tears that managed to slip freely on both cheeks.

While Atar was only a loyal listener, the boy complained.

"I know I don't have the right to rule Shabira's life because I'm nobody to her but, only mother and Shabira's family that I have, she said, only Mother and Shabira loved me with all their heart like family, a lot of love and affection I received from those I did not get from my parents who have died... " Jidan no longer able to withstand the sadness that has been lodged in the heart finally broke his tears.

Atar then hugged Jidan then patted his shoulder gently to calm Jidan's heart which was filled with sadness that rained down on his mind.

"Cry until all the burden of your sorrow is reduced, Jidan" said Atar.

Jidan became more and more after hearing Atar's words, his tears spilled until the dam of his tears receded then he stopped crying and Atar released his embrace.

"If Om takes my mother and Shabira from me I will be very sad because no one will love me wholeheartedly like my mother and Shabira" said Jidan, still sobbing and looking down.

"Owh... So that's why you continue to be sad even though now Shabira has realized?" tanya Atar was convincing.

"I beg Om, do not take Mother and Shabira from my life" Jinta Jidan wholeheartedly nodded.

His face looked clear at Atar to make Agar not bear to see it, then he smiled while saying.

"If Om asks you to also stay with Om, Mommy and Shabira will you still be sad?"

Suddenly Jidan was caught in shock, feeling disbelief with what he heard and Jidan asked to convince his heart.

"Would Om seriously ask me to stay with Om, Shabira and Mommy?"

Atar then reviewed a warm smile warm to the sun in the morning while nodding the sign assuring Jidan's question. And it managed to frame a smile of happiness on the corner of the boy's lips, his eyes were sparkling and excited to hear Atar's statement.

"You don't have to be sad and worried anymore because we can all live together if we need to be all residents of the orphanage as well. But Om takes time to realize it all so please be patient yes because there are still problems that Om must solve first"

Jidan then nodded excitedly with a happy smile. Atar then returned Jidan's smile with a meaningful look because in his mind was planning something that only he himself knew.

Two weeks later

Since Shabira was allowed to go home because her condition has improved and she wants to get back to her usual routine but this time she can't be free to do what she wants because since the accident shabira was unable to walk or run as before because her leg bone was broken due to being hit by a car still has not healed and still feels pain if taken to walk without using a tool.

Even the school he always uses a wheelchair which will be helped encouraged by Jidan when they are in the school environment. Actually Shabira felt sad about her condition but she did not want to burden anyone.

But even though he was still a fragile child who sometimes felt jealous when his friends played while running, Shabira also often faced with a sense of hopelessness about, Whether he will be able to walk again like before or not. But he keeps his feelings hidden in everyone, including Jidan.

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Unbeknownst to Jani and his friends, Jho secretly intends to approach Jani by taking advantage of the situation, not only did Atar pay attention to Shabira but Jho also approached Jani and Shabira with more attention to Shabira.

It turns out that Jho's efforts made Jani touched his heart, Jani thought that Jho was good to Shabira because of his sincere feelings and without any other desire behind his good feelings towards Jho with his favorite daughter.

Until one day when Jani and Jho were both suddenly Jho expressed his love for Jani directly even though Jani already knew that Jhosu liked him but he felt surprised that Jho would shoot him directly direct.

Jho looked at Jani with love, in his hands Jani gently even though the beautiful woman felt uncomfortable with the sweet and gentle sikaf of a Jhosua.

"Jani I want to say something to you" said Jho, commenting on the smile that showed his dimples.

"Let go of my hand Jho, if you want to talk, just talk, do not need to hold my hand" said Jani asked to be released and without wanting to see the face of Jho who continued to look at him with charm.

But the man did not want to let go he instead forced Jani to look into both eyes.

"Jani, please look me in the eye"

"What's Jho doing, what are you doing?" hand over Jani because he felt very uncomfortable and uncomfortable will sikaf Jho to him.

"So I like you so much, can't you repay my love and ignore Atar, I truly love you, I will accept you as you are, I will also consider Shabira as my own son so please accept my love Jani"

Jani threw Jho's hand and then he threw his face with angry feelings Jani then said "Sorry Jho I can not accept you is not that we have all agreed not to establish a relationship more than friendship"

Unbeknownst to them, Shabira and Jidan had only returned after a walk, when they saw that his mother with Jho was talking, Shabira asks Jidan to stop pushing her wheelchair because she is curious about their conversation which looks very serious finally they eavesdrop on Jho and Jani's conversation behind the bushes.

"Who cares about the deal if our hearts love each other, if you accept me and can repay my love, we will be determined to break the deal"

"So you're asking me to betray?"

"Yes why not, I love you and Shabira needs a father figure, I'm ready to be a father for her"

"Sorry Jho I can't even if you keep asking me"

"Why Jani? Don't you love me? Do you love Azka more, Gio or.. Atar the jerk?"

Jani did not want to answer Jho's question because he had clearly answered his question if he did not want to betray his friendship with the four men.

Jho thinks that Jani likes Atar more than he does because Atar is the father of his child eating him from it he is very upset and angry. Why didn't he become Shabira's father?

"Are you rejecting me because you like Atar because he's the father of your son?"

Jani continued to throw away his face and remain faithful in his clatter and it again made Jho's belief more confident that Jani loved Atar.

"Why should Atar, Jani? Please open your eyes and heart, here I am sincere in loving you. Stop liking Atar he's just a jerk who ruined your life, made you suffer for having to contain his seeds that should not be born into this world until you have to endure this disgrace alone... " jho's sentence was cut by Jani who felt offended because without Jho realizing he had insulted Shabira.

Jani looked at Jho with Smirk's gaze, both of his hands clenched tightly for restraining emotions then Jani said with great emphasis.

And without them knowing Shabira heard Jho's words as soon as she became very sad, tears managed to slip without defense.

"It turns out my birth is the source of her suffering mother, I am a disgrace to father and mother, I became increasingly convinced that father and mother never married and they do not love each other, he said, my birth was a mistake you had to accept. It turns out I'm just an unwanted child, a useless child what's more now I can't walk for sure this is very troublesome mother" inner Shabira felt slapped by reality.

The little girl's tears kept dripping down her cheeks, Jidan who understood Shabira's feelings and immediately pushed Shabira's wheelchair because she didn't want the little girl to get hurt even more by the fact of her birth.

"Did you just say Jho? So you don't think Shabira deserves to be born because she's a disgrace to me? That's what you mean Jho?"

Jani's face turned crimson and his intimidating glare made Jho shrivel what else his involuntary slurred speech had ignited Jani's emotions.

"Mom.bu.that's not what I mean Jani.a. I. I'm sorry Jani, I don't mean..." jho said then lowered his head in regret and was unable to continue his sentence.

"Listen to me carefully JHOSUA! I never regretted giving birth to Shabira. Regardless of how Shabira can be born into this world I...RINJANI MAHARANI.as the mother who gave birth to her will still love her ten souls. And you are Jho! You have no right to insult him.... " Jani hung up her sentence because she wanted to try to control the feelings of sadness and anger that were overflowing in her heart.

"Originally you know Jho, before I reject you I will first reject Atar no matter if he is his real father Shabira, I will never accept him as my satisfied husband you Jho!" sergeant Jani.

The atmosphere became silent when all was silent because Jho was embarrassed and very sorry because his mouth was presumptuous to say that to Jani. While Jani continues to try to calm himself from the anger that is stirring by hitting his right chest softly. His eyes looked teary as he kept holding back his tears from falling.

"Jani I'm sorry" said Jho regretfully as he was about to touch the beautiful woman.

But Jani brushes Jho's hand, he doesn't want Jho to touch because he's still angry. Jani finally leaves Jho because he is too fed up with the sikaf and Jho's words that have hurt his heart. Finally the man could only stare at the passing of the beautiful woman's back.

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