
They continued to force me even though I continued to reject their desires until suddenly Mr. Wiguna grimaced in pain, his wife said it was because he had heart disease, he shouldn't have much thought because this will affect his health.
But the problem is inevitable because the rice has become porridge, Reza his son Pak Wiguna has impregnated Raisa but he instead ran away on the day of his wedding and this makes Pak Wiguna continue to think about his son's marriage.
I feel sorry for him finally willing to represent Reza to say kabul with the condition after this I do not want to deal with them again because I do not want Jani to know about this.
The kabul ijab event was held at the Raisa family residence, but the event did not go well because I kept thinking of my wife, my wife, every time I say the name of the bride is always the name of Rinjani Maharani bint Hadi Himawan who always comes out of my mouth unconsciously.
All have warned me in various ways so that I can no longer pronounce the name of the bride but it was all in vain because I still mention the name Rinjani even though the kabul ijab event has been repeated ten times.
Raisa and all the brides are sad because I'm always wrong. I also received a strong warning from the ruler so as not to mention the name of the bride, the pengulu gave me a ten-minute opportunity to memorize the words of his kabul ijab to me, if the latter is still wrong then the forerunner will move elsewhere to marry the other bride and cancel the marriage of Raisa and Reza.
They don't want this mistake to happen again, they finally think of a way to keep me from repeating my mistake. Then they put up the earphones and told me to follow the sentence that would later be heard in the earphones attached to my ears.
Ten minutes later the event was continued and I finally managed to recite the kabul Ijab correctly thanks to listening to the sentence heard in the earphone. After the show was over I immediately said goodbye from that place because I did not want to linger here.
Although it's Raisa and Reza's wedding but my heart still feels guilty for Jani because I replaced her groom even though this is just pretend, I was too scared for Jani to know this and she was mad at me for mistaking me.
"Sir, the kabulnya ijab event is over so I want to say goodbye, I can not linger here" I said goodbye to all the parents of the bride and groom.
"Sir Atar, help us once again, you stay here until the event is over, if Raisa is guaranteed alone then it will be a question for the invited guests, he said, do you have the heart to see Raisa sad because she endured all this alone" persuaded her mother Raisa.
I looked at Raisa's face from a distance, which at that time she was sitting on bail alone, this was her wedding day should be happiness framed on her face but all I saw was sadness on her face, my heart was filled to see the misfortune of that woman. But my love for Jani was so great that it could beat all the roar of turbulent feelings in my heart, that I closed my eyes and my heart to not see it all.
But again and again the old men continued to force me by continuing to weld until I finally collapsed as well. I was found out until the show was over. But, they broke the agreement again after the event was over I couldn't go back to my inn.
They forced me to sleep in one room with Raisa because it was late at night and it was raining heavily outside, I don't know what other plans they put together to make Raisa dress very mini like a shirt that lacks materials as if she was going to tease me with her body's makeup. My heart is really upset to see this scene the guilt towards Jani is even more riveted in this heart.
I immediately picked up a pillow and blanket and immediately pretended to sleep on the floor because I did not want to see or talk to Raisa. By morning blind I woke up from my sleep, I lyrics Raisa still lying in her complaint she seems still lulled in her dreams.
I hurried to wake up from my sleep, sneaking out of the room slowly because I did not want Raisa to wake up from her sleep. Outside the room still seems empty and quiet, it seems like they are all still sleeping and this is a good opportunity for me to escape from this house immediately.
Without thinking anymore after successfully escaping from Raisa's house I rushed to the inn and took all my belongings after that I returned home to Bogor with not forgetting I immediately canceled the cooperation the company with Mr. Wiguna's side unilaterally because I don't want to deal with them anymore.
Because I don't want this because my marriage to Jani is ruined. I decided to keep this a secret from Jani and everyone who knew me.
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"So that's what happened between me and Raisa" I said.
"I'm sorry Jani, I'm too scared to lose you. 10 Years' time is enough for me to get away from you, I don't want this to happen again so I don't want to lose you anymore because I love you so much, in my eyes you are the most perfect that no one can replace"
"But still you're wrong, you're not being honest with me and you can't be firm with them to refuse the marriage. If this is how you want what Raisa is?"
"I will explain all this to Raisa, Mother and all if my marriage to Raisa is not legal because the married ones at that time were Raisa and Reza, she said, I'm just an intermediary representing their marriage so Raisa's not my wife"
"If Raisa keeps kekeh confessing you're her husband how is she?"
I then looked at the two Neutra Jani so deeply, I held her hands tightly and said, "Eat from that you must keep believing in me no matter what, I just love you and have no intention of cheating on you and from that too please help me to convince everyone that Raisa is not my wife because my wife is just you, Jani"
Then Jani looked at me with a suspicious look while bringing her beautiful face closer to my face and leaving only 5 cm distance.
"Are you sure you didn't do anything in that room with Raisa?"
"Of course not, for me you've had enough of everything, I just need you I don't need another woman"
Jani further squinted both eyes and looked at me with an intimidating look. "This time I will try to believe in you but if you try to betray my trust then don't expect me to forgive you"
"Yes, yeah, baby I promise I won't betray your trust in me, so now you're not mad at me anymore right?"
Jani just nodded slowly, a tinge of happiness radiating from the aura of my face, I immediately warmly clenched the tiny body.
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After gaining the trust of Jani I did not waste all this, I also immediately resolved my problem with Raisa and explained everything clearly but in fact it was not as easy as turning the palm of the hand.
Apparently Raisa has prepared all means so that she is accepted into this family as my wife and also the father of her child. He kept throwing empty jokes that kept cornered me until I and everyone could accept him coming into our lives by slandering me and shedding false tears that made everyone feel sorry for him.
"Yes, I was once pregnant by Reza mas but I miscarried until I lost my baby, after Reza mas left me I often met you at Atar, mas Atar, once we had that relationship until I got pregnant again, I asked you to marry me ten months ago, after we got married you left me like Reza" Raisa said in tears.
"You don't slander me Raisa, it's all not true, I only met you once and that's why we didn't have that relationship" I argued.
"Then who's gonna believe what you say, mom? Didn't you often go out of town to see me on the grounds of your wife that you have a job outside the city" said Raisa made Jani more hesitant to me. I was getting annoyed at Raisa, I said spicy words to her until she shed her tears again.
And the false tears of Raisa made everyone doubt me so that even Jani seemed to waver because of Raisa's words. Not wanting Jani's trust to collapse on me, I kept convincing Jani but she kept flinching and not responding to me as if she believed in Raisa more than I did.
I was upset and angry because of that and then yelled at Raisa until she cried a hiccup and in the end Raisa ended all by challenging me to do a DNA test on her baby.
It's not that I'm calm about the DNA test but my heart suddenly became not about what else when Raisa challenged me to a DNA test with so much confidence and confidence. My gut tells me that Raisa has other plans behind the DNA test.
Otherwise he might be so confident and confident to do the DNA test because it's certain that his son is not my flesh and blood because I'm pretty sure I never had sex with him.
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