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I continued to look at Jani expectantly, while she continued to be silent causing a deep curiosity in my mind. I repeated my question again because I couldn't wait to hear an answer from him.

"Jani, I love you so much that you want to marry me and be my wife who will always accompany me under any circumstances until we age and death do us part, please answer my question Jani?"

Jani then looked at me with a flat gaze, then slowly he began to publish a smile on the corner of his lips, my heart getting louder when Jani's eyes began to sparkle.

"I... " Jani hung up her sentence making my curiosity even bigger.

"I want Shabira to be happy, I also want Shabira to have a father so I want to accept you as my husband" Jani said.

Making me happy instead of playing, I am really happy finally Jani wants to accept me to be her husband. With sparkling eyes, I immediately put the ring in Jani's sweet finger that I gave her.

I also wear my sweet ring because this ring is the symbol of our love. Our eyes were intertwined with love and I felt today my life was full of color. But I have to be honest with my situation now because I don't want to if Jani and I get married but there are secrets between us, I finally tell Jani everything.

"But there's one thing you should know before we get married"

"What is that?"

"Jho, Gio and Azka are still mad at me even they got me out of the company so right now I'm nothing more than an unemployed person. Actually I could have made a factory or a new office because I still have savings to start my business back but the problem is I am still confused about what business or business to make. So will you still accept me in my present state?"

"What is my reason for rejecting you if I have accepted your proposal? So I'll still accept you as my husband. If you want us to be able to start a joint venture I'm willing to help you, do I have many children so I have to support them"

"Of course I want to build a business with you but I'd rather my wife stay home, you take care of me, our children and take care of the house. About supporting our children and your adopted children I'm willing to provide everything because they're your children that means they're my children too"

I then smiled at Jani when she was willing to accept my current situation and I would also strive to be a responsible husband who would support my family later.

I'm getting in love with Jani. The love that Jani loves in my heart makes me so excited again after a few days ago my days feel gray. When we were still looking at each other with a smile suddenly Shabira's voice surprised us until I let go of Jani's hand.

"Dad, Mother! Come play with us" take my daughter with a cheerful smile framed in her lips.

Jani and I stood up and followed where Shabira and Jidan were going to play. We also went around the tour. My daughter's face was stunned as her two neutrals saw something she wanted to see.

Yes, apparently Jho, Azka and Gio made a water dance even though without seeing and following my design, maybe the three of them designed it themselves, but it is not important that Shabira can see the water dance.

"Well! Very cool, what father do you see in Dubai just like here?" shabira asked enthusiastically.

"Iya Shabira, the waterfall is almost similar to this only the size in Dubai is larger than this" I replied, smiling at my little daughter.

I was so happy that she and Jidan seemed so excited to see this water dance, that innocent looking cheerful smile really complemented my happiness today. After I successfully proposed to Jani now I can also see my daughter is very happy in this field of tourism. This is something I could never give my daughter.

Maybe because all this time my daughter was rarely invited to go for a walk by her mother to eat her when now she goes to the tourist spot she seems very happy and enjoys the entertainment presented in this place.

Actually, it's also my fault that if I had been there for my son and my wife, maybe they would be able to enjoy the real life together with a full family.

But yes, everything has happened this time I will not let my children and my wife suffer again, as much as possible I will make them happy, take care of them and love them.

Do not want to continue to drag on in the past mistakes, I forget for a moment all that, mumpung there is this event I will have fun with my wife, my son and also Jidan, he said, the boy who was always there for Shabira, who loved my daughter like her own siblings.

I can't ignore him, I know he's very sincere and he also needs the affection of a family, I don't think it's wrong if I consider Jidan like Jani who thinks of him as his own son. We also had fun.

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Without Atar, Shabira, Jani and Jidan realizing that there was a pair of eyes that were watching them from afar, the pair of eyes belonged to Gio. Yes, from that moment on Gio kept watching them. It was clear that there was a happiness that was enveloping their hearts and it made Gio think because his heart was touched by their happiness.

"Shabira is very happy to be with her father and her mother" Gio said as she continued to stare at them with a flat gaze.

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POV RAFATAR

Two days later.

This morning I took my foot to the villa with my suitcase and with me, because I knew Jho, Azka and Gio will return to Bogor and leave all memories in this village because the work here is over.

Hopefully this time they'll be kind enough to give me a ride so I can go back to Bogor with them not because I can't go home alone but we came here together and I hope to go home together too.

From a distance I could already see that Gio and Jho were busy stuffing their luggage and belongings into the car. I approached them and greeted them.

"Good morning Gio, Jho" I said with a friendly smile but they only glanced at me for a moment then returned to their activities without answering my greeting.

"Jho, Gio, we came here together I hope to go home together too so can I come home with you guys?" I asked but again they didn't bother me.

"Jho, Gio, today the people will also come back to Bogor, you guys will stop by first right to the orphanage because they do not know the way to where we live where so we as a guide for them I happened to call Jani, he said they were ready to go" I kept talking to Jho and Gio as I followed them along.

But they still did not respond to what I said until shortly Azka just came out of the villa.

"Friends, have all our things been put in the car?" asked Azka who had glanced at my whereabouts but she was indifferent to me as well as Gio and Jho who seemed to not consider my existence in this place.

"It's been put in all the cars, isn't there anything left behind, Azka?" ask Jho.

"Nothing, all our belongings have been taken out" Azka replied.

"Then come on! We go" take Jho who immediately takes the wheel.

They all went in but they didn't let me go home with them because as soon as they got in the car the door was locked and Jho went straight into the gas.

It's not the first time I've been abandoned by them, so my heart is strong enough to accept all of this. After the car they boarded disappeared from sight, I immediately went to the orphanage because they were waiting for me there.

It took me 10 minutes to get to the orphanage, there everyone was outside, truckloads of freight, there, one travel car and one car belonging to the orphanage are already in the orphanage yard. I immediately approached Jani.

"Atar, when are we leaving? Where's Gio, Jho and Azka? Are we going home with them?" Jani threw a lot of questions at me.

I shook my head as I said impassively, "No, they went home first probably because they're still mad at me"

"Owh, that's it. You just go home with us. Ms. Retno and Mr. Husen will ride in a travel car with the children, me, Shabira, Jidan and Mbak Tarik will use the home car, I'm the one who drives. Which car are you going to?"

"Yes of course I want to join the car that you ride dong, Jani. Let me just drive, you sit in front of me, accompany me" I said with a flirtatious smile at him.

"OK" replied Jani briefly while looking to go to see Mr. Husen and the others to inform him that now he was leaving soon.

Everyone got into the car according to their seats. Because I will be the road guide for all so the car that the coachman who is in front after that is a new travel car followed by a truck. Once all is ready the car starts to go.

It took a few days to get to Bogor by land. On the way we always stop if there is someone who wants to go to the public toilet and we will also stop if it is time to eat because our stomach needs to be filled even though the journey we take is very far.

On the streets of Shabira, Jidan and Mbak Tari are often seen sleeping because they may feel tired, while I continue to focus on the steering wheel that continues to be accompanied by Jani.

After a few days on the way, we finally arrived at my birth town. I immediately took them to my house which I planned to stay with my son and wife because it seemed like everyone was very tired so before I went home to my parents I brought them to my house first.

Seriate