Love hindered friendship
The hidden desire

That night Jani was sitting on his bed daydreaming, the door of his room that slightly opened reproach everyone who passed his room to be able to see Jani.

Shabira accidentally passed Jani's room and saw her mother daydreaming because she was curious and entered Jani's room after knocking on the door.

He then sat next to Jani who was still sitting dreamy, staring at the mother's sad face, there was a clear grain that slid freely on the smooth cheek of the mother.

Shabira then wiped her tears with her small hands, suddenly making Jani wake up from her daydream.

"Shabira?!" lirih Jani

The little girl then smiled as if she wanted to comfort her mother so that she would stop being sad.

"Mother why are you crying?" ask Shabira

Jani then gently stroked the little girl's cheeks affectionately, she smiled at the smile she was lips on even though her eyes did not imply happiness.

"Mother is okay, baby, mother just admitting dust alone so the mother's eyes water" replied Jani

"Mother doesn't have to lie to me because I can read there are lies in your eyes, tell me why are you sad?" ask Shabira.

Jani then turned his eyes away from Shabira, he did not dare to look at the little girl's netra because he was confused what to say. He then sighed heavily the atmosphere became silent for a moment until Jani started saying.

"Are you happy with our lives now? Do you feel like there is less in your life or not? Is there anything you can't give you that you want? Say to Mother Shabira, you will try to fulfill it, is your mother still not good to you, dear? " ask Jani

"Mother has been my best, all my wishes are always fulfilled, I just want to be with my mother forever there is nothing else I want other than that" Shabira replied.

"Are you sure of what you said, baby? Are you sure you don't want a father like your schoolmates?" asked Jani with teary eyes.

The little girl immediately fell silent gloomily, she seemed reluctant to answer Jani's question because she was unable to lie to her heart, that she also wanted a father figure.

"Tell Shabira's mother, if you want her you will try to fulfill your wish" Jani said with tears that almost broke her defenses.

Shabira then looked at the netra of the mother, there was a deep sadness that was implied from the radiance of her eyes though not revealed.

"If you can't say it and fulfill it I won't force you, I just want you to be happy without feeling overwhelmed by it" said the little girl.

Instantly Jani immediately hugged Shabira, her tears now spilled over because it was unbearable again.Before she took off her arms again, he wiped his tears first after it just released his embrace.The sight of the little girl was in-depth.

"Are you sure we can be happy without a father figure? Are you sure we can continue without a father?" jane asked doubtfully.

The little girl looked down again and was still loyal to her clamor.Jani was more doubtful of his decision to stay alive like this he did not want to be selfish if Shabira wanted a father figure in their life, although fear, awkwardness, disappointment, anger and all those feelings mixed into one make Jani infested with feelings of extreme anxiety.

Shabira raised her face and looked back at her mother.

"I'm sure we're capable of living in this way but.... " Shabira hung up her sentence for a moment.

"But what, baby?" ask Jani.

"Although we can't be together but I just want to know and want to see what kind of father's face?" said the little girl while looking down.

"Pardon mother Shabira, mother is too selfish with you, forgive mother for not being able to introduce you directly but mother is sure you have seen it and maybe you have talked to her" said Jani with a sad downturn.

"Is that really how you are? Have I ever seen and talked to him?" shabira asked excitedly.

Jani nodded while smiling at the corner of her lips.

"Is my father one of the scholars who is now building a field of tourism in our village?" shabira asked very curious.

Jani looked at Shabira's face and then he nodded his head in a sign that he confirmed Shabira's statement.But suddenly the little girl was moody again.

"Why are you moody again?" asked Jani in astonishment.

"I'm sorry dear, this is all your fault. Your father doesn't know that he has children as beautiful as you eat them he doesn't greet you" Jani said.

Finally Shabira understood why her father had not come to see her as his father.

"Hulfh, yes, let us live our lives like this. I was sleepy" said Shabira languidly and she went to her room.

Actually Jani was saddened by Shabira's disappointment with him even though he did not show it directly but, Jani's ego is still high and there are still secrets in his heart that Jani does not want to reveal now. She could only cry in her solitude.

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The days continue to pass with a little story of human life that is still stored as a secret in the deepest recesses of the heart. However, life still continues even though there is still a secret of life that is still an unanswered mystery.

Since knowing for sure that his biological father was one of the four handsome men, he, every time Shabira met them she always stared fixedly at them with question marks even though she did not reveal it directly.

A thousand questions that continue to fester his mind can not be dismissed by Shabira because his curiosity is too strong to defeat his kegemingnya.But still even so his lips are too mute to ask directly to them.

Who is my real father?

Finally only a curiosity that coiled up was observed without any one clear certainty.

And because Jani never wanted to tell the truth to the four men to make them curious and could not bear to remain silent without finding out finally they decided to do a DNA test secretly without the knowledge of Jani or Shabira.

Even so they need a splinter from Shabira,finally, Jho invited Shabira to meet and then had a long chat and at the right time Jho took a few strands of Shabira's hair secretly to be used as a stunt so that their DNA test runs smoothly.

"Why would you take me here?" shabira asked Jho.

"Om want to know you even more deeply, you will know your mother is your friend Om from a young child, you know yourself, you know your grandmother died while giving birth to your mother Om often take care of your mother when you were a baby because her father or your brother had to work" Jho told Shabira about his childhood with Jani.

"Your mother also often drinks breast milk in her mother Om so Om and your mother is like a sibling herself, you know that your mother was very naughty when she was a child, he often makes Om Atar cry but even so Om Atar never tired to be your friend"

"What about Om Gio and Om Azka?" ask Shabira

"Just like they are also often dijailin the same as your bundle, it's just that in Om Azka your bunda is a little afraid, afraid not to be conjured the same Om Azka because among us he is the one who is the most, his pocket money was always the biggest among us because his parents Om Azka was a rich man in our village" said Jho again while imagining his childhood first.

Secretly the little girl smiled hearing the story from Jho.

"Oh yes, Om has something for you" Jho said as he pulled something out of his jacket pocket.

Shabira only looked on without commenting until Jho gave her something.

"Om didn't know you'd like it or not, but Om thought you'd look even prettier if you wore this cute hair clip"

"Thank you Om, this is good" Shabira said.

"Can't Om tie your hair with this hair tie?"

Shabira nodded then she turned her back to Jho so that Jho could tie the little girl's long hair. Jho then took off the hair tie that Shabira was wearing and replaced it with the one he gave the little girl.

Jho secretly prepared a tissue and took some of Shabira's hair left tied to Shabira's hair, then Jho hurriedly inserted the tissue into his pants.

"Well! it's over, sorry it's not neat Om just the first time tying the hair of a beautiful girl like you" said Jho.

Shabira just smiled in her heart saying "Why is Om Jho so good with me? Is he my father?"

After chatting for quite a long time, Jho finally said goodbye to Shabira on the grounds that there are other matters that must be taken care of immediately. They eventually separated.

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