Love hindered friendship
Always wrong

On the banks of the river Jani stared irately at Atar. Atar's feelings started to get uneasy as Jani continued to look at him with such a gaze.

"Atar, instead of the children being told to go home first to change their school uniform, you even justiarin wet-wet kids gini? What if they catch a cold? Ew! Kan clothes so wet and dirty gini where the white color again this clean must be difficult, next time do not allow children wet-wet gini" hardik Jani without pause.

"A-I have forbidden them. "Atar's words were stammered by Jani.

"It is forbidden that I saw you also follow the water cipratin towards Shabira and Jidan. It's still playing water"

"So...Jidan slipped into the river helped by Shabira. Uh! He also jumped into the water"

obviously Atar.

"Here you are the most mature then why not you who nolongin Jidan instead tell Shabira" hardik Jani.

"Yes.yes I also want to nolongin but the hunt is helped by Shabira"

"You lack gercep (Fast movement) eat it so people do not melt"

"Yes sorry I'm always wrong" said Atar while looking down because it continues to be wronged by Jani.

"Kids let's go home, you can't stay wet for long afraid of catching a cold" Jani invited while pulling Jidan and Shabira's hands.

They left Atar alone. Atar threw a rough breath while staring at the woman's back passing away.

"Why am I always wrong in Jani's eyes?" atar was disappointed.

He then went back to the villa to change his wet clothes. At the villa he met Azka who happened to come home first because something was left behind. Azka looked at Atar from the tip of her foot to the tip of her hair.

"Atar, where are you raining? Ko on wet gini?" tanya Azka was astonished.

"Abis play water in the river" replied briefly Atar while pouting.

"Astagfirullah. Atar, you rich childhood is not happy just an adult is still playing in the river"

"Shabira cipratin water to me. Yes I ladeninlah let him grin" said Atar still pouting.

"Oh that. Then that's the mouth why is it still pouting so?"

"I've been scolded by Jani. Why the hell, I'm always wrong with Jani's eyes?" ask Atar for confusion.

As Azka's laughter broke, she continued to chuckle as she spoke.

"Hahaha... So you're angry Jani? Haha..."

"Not laugh at you, it's not funny to know" Atar protested to Azka.

"Yes. yeah.. No more laughing. Bay the way why are you getting yelled at by Jani?"

"That's because Shabira and Jidan fell into the river but the edges even play water, while at that time they just came home from school and still wear uniforms, the clothes are white again" replied Atar.

"Yes, the pantes aja Jani angry, we also used to be a child like to be scolded by mothers if they go home from school to play without changing clothes first, we also used to be angry, besides you are also wrong instead of telling the children to go home to change clothes first, Eh! You even play with the water the name of a small child, you must like it if it is not prohibited by adults" said Azka.

"Ih! Ko you even go along with me anyway? I told them to go home for a change of clothes first but do not know the edges even play water"

"Yes, accept the fate of Jani" Azka advised while grinning.

Making Atar more and more manyuning.

"Udah there! Change clothes first" Azka said.

When Azka was about to go back to the construction site and Atar was about to go to his room, Atar suddenly turned back to him and called Azka.

"Azka, wait a minute!"

Azka stopped her steps and then glanced at Atar, Atar immediately approached her.

"What else is it?" ask Azka.

"Tap my anterin to the supermarket, yes, I want to buy a uniform for Shabira and Jidan. When Jani was angry he said it was Shabira's uniform and Jidan must have been hard to wash so I wanted to change their dirty uniforms. I don't know about buying uniforms so I'm gonna need your advice. Anterin me to the supermarket tomorrow yes" pinta Atar with a little clear.

"Yes, yes, I want to go back to the construction site"

After that Azka just left while Atar went to his room.

...****************...

When it was late at night the village now looks quiet and deserted because the residents are partly asleep and some are preparing to sleep.

Same with Jho, he was preparing to sleep but suddenly the door of his room was knocked on someone.

Tok.dok...

"Come in"

Before long, Atar appeared from behind the door. He then went into Jho's room and Atar fell asleep beside Jho who had been lying on his bed.

"What's all of a sudden you get in here gini nights?" ask Jho.

"What's that?"

"These few days I keep thinking, I feel confused, I want to feel it too but I can't feel it eating it I want it to be the same as you, Jho"

"Don't have to be complicated to the point just what do you want?"

"You can get rid of the inner bond when you first meet Shabira, you can do it even though you are not Shabira's father. I'm the only one whose father Shabira can't understand so how is Jho, how can I feel the inner bond with Shabira?" Atar.

"It's about feelings, you have to hone your feelings again to be more sensitive, if your heart is sensitive maybe you can fret it but maybe I can fret it because me and Jani one mother of the affair up to Shabira also already rich niece herself, but I also don't know that feeling just comes, you don't want it ah! I'm not the expert just ask your mom there!" answer Jho.

"Yes, just as it is rich in suicide. I haven't told you about Shabira and my mother, I would be shocked to find out about it, while I'm here and I'm somewhere far away, I'm sure my mother's mind goes on, so what do I do here?"

"How do you want it?" ask Jho.

"I don't know I'm confused, but one day I will definitely get to know Shabira to my family and I will also apologize to Jani's family especially as much as Hadi" said Atar immediately looked down gloomily because of his guilt.

"If that's the story that there will be ends you and Jani must be married to your family, then what will happen with our feelings, with our friendship?" jho asked somewhat annoyed.

Atar looked at Jho dejectedly then he looked down gloomily while saying softly.

"I don't know, I just want to make amends to Jani and Shabira, I want to be a good father to Shabira too"

"Udah ah! I'm not in the mood to talk about this, you better quickly go back to your room I want to sleep" Jho said.

Atar then left feeling sad. The next day in accordance with the agreement of Atar and Azka, they will go to the supermarket to buy school uniforms of children, there they choose uniforms, the shopkeeper immediately approached them.

"Is there anything I can help?" ask the shopkeeper.

"Yes, I want to find a uniform for SD children" replied Atar.

"What kind of girl do you guys do?"

"Boy girl"

"What size is the wear?"

"What size? Aska, about how much Shabira Jidan size yes"

"Where do I know I never buy uniforms for children" Azka replied.

"Yes, you keep using me to come here for what if asked can not answer?" Atar was a little upset.

"But! Whose children even nanya to me, you're the father you should know dong size how their clothes" protested Azka.

"Yes, I also don't know you also know for yourself that I met them just now" Atar defended himself.

"Yes, you move quickly and find out about your son, his shirt number how much he likes, just find out all about Shabira" Azka said.

They continued to argue until finally the shopkeeper stopped their debate.

"Mas, mas, gini. What class will I have to find the size?"

Instead of answering Atar instead looking at Azka questionnaires, Azka immediately threw away her face because she knew Atar was confused by looking at her, hoping Azka could help answer the shopkeeper's question.

But since Azka also knew nothing about Shabira she eventually avoided Atar's questioning eyes. Knowing Azka was avoiding Atar's confusion, Atar finally looked at the confused waiter of the store while scratching his head that did not itch.

As if knowing the sign language Atar finally the shopkeeper threw another question that might be answered by Atar.

"How old are your children?"

This time Atar knew the answer swiftly he immediately replied.

"Nine years old"

"Well, I'll find her clothes for a 9-year-old"

"Yes, please mbak" said Atar and waited for the store waiter to find clothes.

"Azka, actually I also want to buy it for other orphanage children but are there those who are still small there are already big I don't know the size of the clothes so how do I get confused?" ask Atar.

"Not to be confused about the money to Jani, he must know more about the children of the home so that Jani aja who buy clothes for them" replied Azka.

Atar immediately smiled at Azka while saying "Yes too yes, ko I did not think anyway"

Azka immediately clucked while saying "Ck.ck.ck.ck"

"Yes this is too sudden Azka, how I am not surprised suddenly I became a father where his son was 9 years old again, this is too instant, this is too instant, I also need time to learn to be a good father to Shabira" Atar did some self-defense.

Azka only grinned while shaking her head at the behavior of her best friend because she did not want to comment again and she knew Atar was too soft in acting because of his lack of years to do what plus him could not be sensitive to someone's heart, so Azka chose to be silent and did not want to argue anymore with Atar.

Not long after the waiter returned with a child's uniform for girls and boys, Atar then paid after they finished returning home.

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