Love hindered friendship
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The piece of wind was so piercing the pores of the skin that felt so cool, the wind was able to shake the weeds and grass that was wet from the rain last night, the blooming flowers and scented with the chirping birds are now silent witnesses to the little girl's heartbreak.

The girl, who was sitting in a wheelchair by herself with a look that looked so sad, described clearly how misty her heart now felt. Not without reason, he felt very sad because his legs could not walk like before plus he was still ringing about the fact of birth that he had heard yesterday.

A fact that so deeply pierced his heart that it made it a hard slap in his heart, realising it was true what many said that the orphanage was a place for child banishment and it made Shabira even more sad over her status as a child.

Just as the world was about to end this very second that was how it felt, that deep despair and sorrow often gnawed at her fragile little heart, the envy that sometimes dominates his soul of the perfection of other children who are given a pair of legs that are perfect for activity and a pair of parents that are still complete makes him so envious.

"Is this a punishment for a child who has become a disgrace to his parents like me? Am I not going to heal? Am I going to stay like this? Why should my leg break? Can't I have a perfect pair of legs like everyone else? Can't I have complete parents? " the girl lamented in her solitude.

Without him realizing there was already a man who had been standing behind him was looking at him with a feeling of pity and sadness.

"Shabira!" exciting Atar.

The voice that broke the silence made Shabira choked in shock, she immediately glanced at the source of the voice.

"Dad! Since when is Dad here?" he asked with a little fear because he was afraid that his words had been heard by his father.

Atar then approached his daughter, he knelt in front of his daughter touched gently the two cheeks of the little girl in a soft tone of voice Atar said as he continued to stare bitterly at the princess just his way.

"Why are you talking like that, baby? Who are you saying this is a disgrace to your father and mother ?"

Shabira who was staring neutral at her father now so down gloom, the little girl was reluctant to answer the question of the father until she chose to remain unmoved. Atar raised Shabira's face so that she looked at her face.

"Listen to dad! From now on you must not listen to anything said by others that will make you hurt because I do not want this beautiful daughter of father to feel sad, promise me your father will obey the word father"

Instead of agreeing with Atar's words, Shabira instead looked at Atar with a huffed look then she turned her face away from Atar as a form of rejection that was not implied with the words.

"Well, if you don't want to obey what your father says, one thing you should know is that your father and mother love you very much, like anything you should never think that you are a disgrace to us, it is not true Shabira because you are the most beautiful gift for father and mother" said Atar full of confidence.

Atar then looked down with regret at the sadness of seeing his daughter hurt because of the mistakes he had made ten years ago.

"Dad apologized because all this is the father's fault to make you feel sad, if only time could be repeated again father wants to fix all this so that you and mother do not feel this suffering, he said, if you want to punish me for this mistake. Please punish father" said Atar with deep regret.

Seeing the earnestness of the father Shabira felt pity despite the fact that his heart was angry but what can be done for a small child seems to change the fate that has been outlined for him.

Shabira then put on her ugly face and with arrogance she said even though her sikaf and heart are not in line because behind the mistakes of her parents, Shabira actually still loves her father and her mother.

"I'm so angry at you for the stupid mistakes you've made with me and your mother that I want to punish you"

Of course Atar was surprised by Shabira's words, he did not expect his little daughter to be so eager to punish him for the mistakes he had made despite heavy heart finally Atar was forced to obey the little girl.

"Ka. ka. lau it wants you. please. please do father ready to receive punishment from you. What punishment would you give me?" tanya Atar hesitated in a stammering voice.

The little girl threw a smirk at Atar.

"Then I want you to marry me and we live together"

Suddenly Atar was immediately shocked by what he heard, he thought his daughter would punish him with what punishment it was, but in fact Shabira only wanted the clarity of the relationship between father and son.

With the marriage, of course, it will clarify Shabira's status as her son Rinjani and Rafatar but Atar continues to be silent. While neutral Shabira was still staring at Atar, she was still waiting for an answer from her father about her request. However, Atar who felt a dilemma to explain all this to Shabira could only flinch while staring sadly at her daughter.

What Shabira can think of for Atar's silence is that Atar refuses his request without Shabira knowing Atar cannot marry Jani because of his three best friends and not because he does not want to marry Jani.

"Did you refuse my request?" shabira asked who was impatient to hear the answer from her father because he was still faithful in his silence.

Atar's lips felt so confused, he did not know what to say to his daughter until Atar finally could only answer his daughter's question with a look of unease framed on her face.

"Yes if you don't want me... " shabira's words that sounded uninspired were then cut by Atar immediately because Atar could catch a huge disappointment implied in the plain face that was pouting.

"Mom..it is not like that Shabira's father. "Atar's sentence stopped because he was still doubtful of the sentence to be spoken to his daughter.

"Dad why?" Shabira asked again.

"Dad..."

"What father?" urge Shabira to feel impatient with the continuation of the sentence that will be spoken by Atar.

Atar lowered his head in doubt then he raised his face back while taking a deep breath.

"Dad promised to marry your mother and we'll live together"

Finally the sentence escaped from his mouth even though it had been hit by doubt. Instantly, Shabira immediately commented on the smile she was licking, her eyes twinkling with pleasure. The little girl then pointed her little finger at Atar.

"Promise me you won't lie to me?"

Although Atar was not sure of his promise but he was forced to agree to let his daughter feel happy. Finally Shabira reviewed a happy smile because her dream of having a complete family can be realized. After that they talked back. But suddenly Shabira shows a face that is not excited again.

"You're moody again, why? Are there any more of your wishes that have not been realized?" atar asked as he continued to stare closely at his daughter.

He did not say verbally what else his wish had not been granted, he just stared at his feet that could not walk. Long enough Atar could understand the intent of his daughter's wishes, he who continued to struggle in his own confusion tried to guess in his anxiety until Atar began to guess.

"Is it because of your feet you're so moody?"

Shabira then looked at Atar then she nodded her head with a sad face. Atar drew a curved line at the corner of his lips.

"But when am I supposed to sit on wheels?"

Atar thought for a moment and then he pointed his index finger while saying "Ahaa...! I know, so that my beautiful daughter is not sad anymore how about...."

Atar deliberately hung his sentence so that the little girl was curious.

"If what?"

"What if dad's a leg for you"

"How do I not understand"

Atar then explained his point clearly that he was willing to be a foot for Shabira so that her beloved daughter was not sad anymore, so wherever Shabira wants to go Atar will be ready to take her away without having to use a wheelchair because Atar will carry his daughter.

"Well! How do you agree that you're a leg to you?"

Shabira who was hesitant then convinced herself by asking Atar.

"Where do I want to go is Dad willing to take me?"

Atar smiled as he nodded his omen confirming Shabira's question.

"When I want to go"

"Yes dad is ready, you want to take a walk dad is willing to take you away, take you to school, wait for you to go home to school and many more anyway dad will always be there for you?"

"Then what about dad's job if you keep delivering wherever I go?"

"It doesn't matter because I can do it anywhere and at a leisure time so you let me make you a leg?"

Shabira then nodded with a smile after that Atar invited Shabira to walk around in the tea garden mumpung atmosphere is still early all morning looking for fresh air while pampering the eyes by looking at the vast nature paintings with beautiful.

The father and son looked very happy to enjoy their togetherness, the happiness was seen on their faces that continued to beaming with a crisp laugh that sounded so happy they.

Elsewhere.

Rinjani is walking alone to the restaurant owned by Mr. Husen because Jani will help Mr. Husen serve the buyer at the restaurant, he accidentally passed Azka who was running early in the morning for his physical fitness.

"Janiy...!" sapa Azka half shouted for the woman to stop her footsteps.

Jani turned his head back to see Azka approaching him while running.

"Hi Jani, good morning" said Azka again with her sweetest smile.

Jani only retorted by throwing a smile at Azka.

"Where are you going?" ask Azka.

"I want to go to the restaurant to help my father, where are you going from?"

"I'm jogging while looking for air seger, we together yuk to the restaurant because I want all breakfast, all breakfast, earlier in the villa there was no one cooking because the food had been exhausted yet shopping again so I, Jho, Gio and Atar nyari breakfast outside each"

"Owh.want breakfast already. Comeing! We go together"

Jani and Azka then left together, in the middle of the journey they accidentally saw Atar who was carrying Shabira was busy walking around.

"Eh! Jani, it is not Atar same Shabira" pointed Azka on the steps of tea-planted land that is located on the road where Jani and Azka walk.

"Well yes, I think Shabira was with Jidan because she wasn't home and she went with Atar. When did Atar go to the parlour, didn't I know?" said Jani while looking at Atar and Shabira who looked very cheerful.

Azka and Jani then looked closely at the happiness of the father and son down there without the knowledge of Shabira and Atar.

"It looks like Shabira is very happy with Atar ya" Azka chirped without taking her eyes off Atar and Shabira.

Jani did not answer he just glanced at Azka for a moment then he looked back at Atar and Shabira. There is a feeling of pleasure in the heart of Jani seeing her daughter can smile happily at her closeness to the father.

"Thank God at last Atar can also be a good father for Shabira even without having to marry you, Jani" said Azka while looking at Jani.

The woman did not make any comment, although somehow there was a sense of disrespect in her heart over the words of Azka. Suddenly the man smiled wryly at Jani while saying.

"I don't think Atar would be a good father to Shabira because he's so lousy, doesn't understand anything about taking care of and treating his rather sensitive daughter"

Jani continued to be a loyal listener to Azka without saying anything because he knew he should not carelessly speak until Azka's heart was hurt, even Jani prefers to follow the line of his destiny rather than obey the wishes of his heart that will make many hearts hurt.

"You know not Jan, Atar is yes if in his chatty villa for mercy, he likes this questionnay it's about taking care of children, about being a good father for Shabira to me, he likes this question, Jho and Gio said we are also not experienced as a father. But even so we are not very rich bego-bego-bego Atar who is really innocent" for a moment Azka took a pause in his speech and before long he resumed his sentence.

"Try to imagine the same you, Atar nanya about nine-year-old child if the class school is? The rich period should be asked, think that using logic usually first class children are seven years old means that the age of nine years is just counting alone do not use to be asked everything" azka told me about Atar.

Hearing that makes Jani so pat jidat. Actually Jani already knew Atar was insensitive to his own son so Jani never felt confused his brain Atar filled with anything until the trivial he could not know. And in the end Jani can only shake his head.

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