Love hindered friendship
Woman with her little baby

The time that continues to pass leaves the rest of history reflected in my life, so many stories that I went through with the gift of happiness that is immeasurable after passing many tears that poured but in the end the happiness came also and gave the beautiful colors in my life.

Now Jho and Azka have found their happiness, I also hope that Gio will soon find his happiness because I myself do not feel calm if Gio is still alone until now and he instead chose to go to Australia.

As usual this morning I went to work and lately I often come home late at night because I have to overtime, he said, sometimes we alternately go out of town and stay for a few days because the work requires us to go out of town often.

I am now used to living with my wife and children so often feel homesick for them because I often go out of town. As a result when I stay at the hotel and at bedtime I definitely do a video call with my wife and children.

After finishing making a video call I immediately went to bed because tomorrow morning I will come to the house of investors who will use the services in the company we manage to hold a meeting.

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Two days later.

After meeting investors outside the city I finally returned home, tonight it feels very tiring after I travel far alone from out of town, this is not the first time I travel out of town. But, this time I feel very tired and feel so very uninspired that my wife who was deliberately waiting for me to come home until she fell asleep in the sofa, I do not say hello even I let her sleep in the soup.

I immediately went into the room and cleaned my body with a splash of water after I finished bathing I immediately laid my body in the room. Just as I was about to close my eyes it turned out that Jani woke up from her sleep and went straight to see me.

"You're home yet? Ko I don't know. Uh!Maybe I overslept, I'm sorry" Jani said, sitting next to me.

I then woke up and immediately sat down, I looked at Jani's face, in my eyes she was still beautiful as usual, my love for her was still intact in my heart. However, this time there was a feeling of tightness in my chest as I looked at her face, I immediately hugged the tiny body.

"Jani forgive me yes" I said just out of this mouth.

Jani didn't budge she let me hold her tightly, but it seemed like Jani was confused why I suddenly apologized until she asked me.

"Why are you apologizing?" ask Jani.

The question made my chest very sick, but I could not answer Jani's question I finally switched the conversation by telling him to go to sleep immediately.

"Jani, I love you so much. It's night let's go to sleep" I said, then I pulled my wife's tiny body and broke it down and I covered her.

After that I immediately went into Jani's blanket to immediately sleep, I immediately closed my eyes while hugging the body of my wife who still showed her confused face because of my strange appearance. But again I can't say anything, just the word, "I'm sorry, Jani" is all I can say to her.

The next morning I accidentally did not wake up and did not go to work, I also deliberately turned off my phone so that no one contacted me. Jani woke me up for breakfast, but I refused, I told her I was not feeling well so I needed a break and I didn't want breakfast.

"What pain do you have, and your body isn't hot?" asked Jani who was sitting next to me while sticking the back of her hand in my eyes.

"It seems like I'm going to have the flu my head feels dizzy" I replied.

"Yes if you have a break, but you have to have breakfast even if only a little, I take breakfast the same medicine for you yes, to this room"

I just nodded then Jani went to take breakfast and medicine for me, before long he returned with a tray containing a plate of rice with his side dishes, a glass of water and medicine for me. I told him to keep all that on his desk after that I told Jani not to worry too much about me because I just needed a break and would get better soon. He then nodded while saying.

"All right, I hope you get well soon. Oh yeah, Azka called me because your phone is off. He's your nanyain. Why don't you go to work? I just say that you are not feeling well anymore Azka nanya, Why is the project in Banyuwangi canceled unilaterally? Did the meeting go well?"

"Oh about it later I call Azka deh, to answer the question" I replied not excited

Ten months later.

This sunny Sunday morning I deliberately went nowhere, mumpung work holiday I deliberately kept at home to help my beloved wife do her homework, maybe people think if I help my wife's work, she said, I look like the kind of husband scared wife but the truth is not like that either.

This is one form of my love for women who have given birth to my children, I know that maybe the work of taking care of the house, taking care of the children and taking care of the husband looks trivial, she said, but actually it was a very heavy and noble job.

How not, my wife is so painstakingly taking care of everything, without complaining, without the fatigue she feels she keeps smiling serving me and the kids well, I really feel grateful to have a wife like Jani.

At first I didn't expect that the former tomboyish girl would be a good wife but the truth is, Jani wasn't what I thought she was, I really never regretted marrying her and making her the mother of my children because she was the perfect woman I dreamed of.

After finishing breakfast I helped Jani wash the dishes while she was cleaning the dining table and also the used kitchen she was cooking. Suddenly the house bell rang, Jani immediately went to the front to open the door. When the door opened, a young woman carrying a baby was seen. Jani didn't recognize the woman and what her purpose was to come here.

"I'm sorry, who are you and what does it take to come here?" ask Jani.

"Mbak, my name is Raisa from Banyuwangi. Is this really Atar's house?"

Jani immediately rounded her eyes perfectly because the woman asked her husband, then who is she and what is the relationship with her husband? Before long the tall man who now only wore a white shirt and knee-length shorts immediately approached the two women.

Atar was shocked when he saw the familiar face of his guest. What was the matter of the woman coming here, is still a big question in the mind of Jani and Atar, but the feeling of Atar began to feel bad and anxious about the presence of the woman.

"Atar. Do you know this woman?" asked Jani with an intimidating look.

Atar could not answer because somehow suddenly his lips felt faint so he was unable to say anything. Raisa, who was waiting for an answer from Atar, hoped that Atar would still remember her, could not wait to hear the answer from Atar. Finally he took the initiative to introduce himself more to the women who live in the house with Atar.

Unexpectedly Raisa approached Atar while crying, Atar suddenly so inched backwards behind Jani's body because he did not want Raisa to approach him. Jani is increasingly confused by the situation at that time until finally the puzzle about the woman slowly begins to unfold.

"Why do you have me? Now that I have given birth, my baby needs his father. Why don't you go back to our house? And let me give birth alone, you must. I'm always waiting for you but you never come home. Have you forgotten me?" raisa said with tears that continued to flow.

Deg

Jani's heart suddenly hurts even though she still does not understand who the woman is and what relationship with her husband? Jani immediately stared intently at Atar to ask for an explanation of the woman's words. Atar's face turned very panicked and frustrated.

"Honestly, tell me who this woman is? And what is your relationship?" urge Jani while holding back the roar in his heart.

Atar saw clearly there was anger that implied highlighted Jani's eyes, he was really confused what to say because Atar did not want Jani to be angry at him finally he could only swallow his saliva while continuing to budge.

"Tell me who is this woman?" snapped Jani who was not strong enough to withstand the anger in his mouth.

Seeing Atar kept silent Raisa then answered Jani's question, "I am his wife and Atar's baby is our son"

Deg

Jani's anger and disappointment at Atar was unbearable, at once the clear grains on Jani's eyelids immediately slid without permission.

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