Love hindered friendship
Questions are confusing

I stared in awe at Jani, after 10 years had passed, so many changes from her. She who used to be tomboy now turned into more feminine and she also looks so beautiful that I was made pangling by her, even when we first met I did not recognize her, I thought she was another woman but it turned out that she was Rinjani, my childhood best friend.

I could not deny this heart, to his waiting already captivated my heart, I so admired him, his shady face and radiating an aura of affection made me feel at home to linger staring at him.

But for those who miss the moon, that's how I am now. Because of the five of our friendships I won't be able to have Jani to keep the other's heart from getting hurt.

"Jani" says.

"Hhmm." replied Jani.

"Now you've changed a lot, yes, I saw you, when I first met I thought you were another woman but it turns out you were Rinjani my childhood best friend...Jani, now you look very beautiful" I said while staring at Jani with a widening curved line in my lips.

Jani immediately looked down blushed, but even so I never knew what his heart was like? Whether he admired me or he put his heart on one of us, I don't know if I can read his heart.

Silent!

After the atmosphere of silence for quite a long time because we were silent to each other finally the atmosphere of liquid returned when Jani asked me.

"Atar, do you know Shabira's full name?"

"Yes I know, you gave her name Shabira Nur Arafah right?" my answer.

"Did you not suspect from the start that he was your son? I'll put your name on Shabira. Arafah if the letter A and the letter H are discarded then it will form your name" said Jani.

"I didn't think about it until there, Jani" I said.

Jani threw a rough breath his face looks disappointed at my answer but how else I really did not think until there.

"Or if not... When you first meet Shabira you feel different feelings towards Shabira such as a kind of inner bond. Did you feel that when you saw Shabira?" jani asked expectantly, hoping Atar would be sensitive to it.

However, Atar even scratched his head not to itch his face looked confused while Jani continued to look at Atar expectantly while waiting for an answer from him.

"I. I. I don't know" Atar replied as he circulated his gaze uneasily.

Jani seemed annoyed to hear Atar's answer, immediately Jani scowled. Atar, who knew Jani's disappointment, said.

"Yes, now we find Shabira yuk" Atar asked while standing up.

Jani looked up at Atar.

"What's Shabira looking for?"

"Well let me know if when I see Shabira I feel that inner bond or not?" atar replied innocently.

Jani was immediately dumbfounded in shock and wonder. He looked even more upset at Atar.

"No usha, no use, it's too late because everything has been discovered that Shabira is your biological child" said Jani and then manyun.

"Yes, if you don't want to know, don't look for Shabnanya" Atar said while sitting back down.

"It doesn't have to be free" said Jani.

Silent!

But Jani couldn't help but get upset in her heart she finally grumbled in annoyance.

"Basar guy emang not very sensitive anyway, say Shabira is his own flesh and blood when asked so just say do not know, basic do not have heart, basic do not have heart, had never been for his own child so far plus he could not understand the bond of the inner same flesh blood itself, what kind of rich father is that?" Jani mengedumel softly while throwing his face from Atar.

"No! right, he said he did not want to know even ngedumel" said Atar who could still hear Jani's words.

Atar then stood up again while pulling Jani's hand.

"Yes already. Comeing! We find Shabira let me know how I feel about her being rich?" bring Atar.

"No need!" Ketus Jani while releasing Atar's hand.

"If you don't have to be angry again dong" pinta Atar.

Jani then glanced cynically at the tall man and then he threw away his face a sign that he was still upset at Atar.

"Keep I have to how so you don't get mad at me anymore?" ask Atar for confusion.

Jani then stood up he then said while glaring away leaving Atar.

"Think of it yourself"

Atar gawked in confusion again for the umpteenth time, he then scratched his non-itchy head.

He then called Jani many times but Jani did not press Atar he kept passing away.

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The mustard now again greet the inhabitants of the earth with its warm and bright light. All began to move as usual, as well as the orphanage residents who began to busy with the routine as usual.

All are getting ready to go to school, Retno and her 35-year-old housekeeper Tari is busy with her homework, while Husen has been going to the restaurant since dawn.

"Children, let's get ready, it's too late we have to go to school!" jani shouted busy calling all the children of the orphanage.

Before long everyone gathered and was ready to take a car to leave school immediately. After all, Jani was immediately driving his car.

In different places, Atar was ready to go to the construction site on foot after all his friends left first. While on his way to the same mind Jani who at that time was annoyed at him because he did not know the answer to Jani's question.

"Jani's still mad about that? Uh! I can't calm down if he's still angry" Atar muttered.

"I know the answer already, did I meet Jani just to tell you the answer?" thought Atar weighing.

"Yes I have to meet him let my heart calm down" Atar muttered again.

He then glanced at the circular watch on his wrist.

"Jam like this Jani still nganterin school children deh"

When he saw his watch Atar who had just come out of the gank accidentally saw Jani's car passing in front of him, he then shouted while waving his hands high to stop the speed of the car.

But Jani, who doesn't see Atar, continues to focus on the wheel. Atar who saw the car continue to drive and ran after him, he cut off the road to get ahead of the car.

With great difficulty he chased the car by running until his breath was bored finally managed to precede the car. Atar immediately jumped into the middle of the road, he stood in the middle of the road while stretching out his hands.

Jani who saw Atar appear suddenly so shocked, fortunately he immediately stepped on the brake pedal spontaneously until Atar was not hit by the car he was driving.

But because stepping on the brake suddenly causes the sound of tire squeaks that collide with road asphalt, it makes the children a little pushed forward to cause a commotion.

"What is Ririn suddenly doing?" ask the children in their minds.

"Mother, why is it sudden?" shabira asked who was sitting behind Jani's seat.

"In front, someone suddenly stopped the car" replied Jani, pointing at Atar.

Shabira then looked in front of the car glass, he saw Atar still standing in the middle of the road.

"Dad, why stop the car anyway?" inner Shabira.

Jani got out of the car and met Atar.

"You want me to hit, suddenly appear in front of a moving car? I'm surprised to know, fortunately I can get by on time" said Jani somewhat annoyed.

"I'm sorry I'm calling this the car told me to stop and go on"

"Where I know you call me, I don't see you. Why do you want to stop my car?" ketus Jani's.

"I want to say that I already know the answer" said Atar with two sparkling eyes.

"What answer?"

"On your question about that inner bond between me and Shabira" Atar replied still with sparkling eyes.

"What does the answer matter?" asked Jani so did not care even though his heart was very curious about the answer from Atar.

"After I met Shabira, it turned out that I was feeling pretty ordinary"

Jani was disappointed by Atar's reply because he was completely insensitive, he then said with a cringe.

"Why do you talk to me if the answer is rich? Just ngeselin! You, waste my time, the kids are late for school! Because you kids are getting late. I've been out there, don't stop my way if you don't want me to hit"

"But I love Shabira really, Jani"

Jani did not care because he was upset and then he gawked away to get into the car, Atar then stepped aside to the edge because the car would soon go. Jani's car drove back while Atar was still in his place in confusion.

"Jani why keep getting angry anyway? Not answered wrongly answered also wrong ko I became all wrong just the heck? I became confused" said Atar increasingly confused.

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