Love hindered friendship
Fired as a father

ATAR POV

This sunny day I walk along the sidewalk which is a place for pedestrians, street vendors are shallow and many people are waiting for public transportation to pass according to their respective destinations, on this Sunday I went to the nearest town because I wanted to go to the supermarket.

If only my three friends were not hostile to me maybe on this holiday I invited them to go together, but unfortunately it was just a mere empty hope that might never materialize again.

Yeah, ever since I made up my mind to marry Jani my three friends were really hostile towards me, they wouldn't even talk to me anymore even if we lived in one house. My heart is really sad about all this.

But, I don't want Jani to endure this disgrace alone, I don't want to make my daughter sad because there is no father in her life, even though I have to sacrifice my friendship with Gio, Azka and Jho, although I should be hated by them I will accept it.

I can't feel my feet have now brought me in front of a self-service door made of transparent glass, from the outside alone I can see the shelves lined up neatly with many products and items neatly arranged according to the type and product of the goods.

There are also many people who are shopping, picking things and putting it in a basket or trolley. Because there will be a lot of stuff that I will buy so I take a trolley that I will later use to transport the items that I will buy.

Then I walked between the rows of shelves while staring at one by one the items arranged in the storefront, so many items that there are so confused what I want to buy. Actually I just wanted to buy a gift for Shabira because she's now fully healed.

Thanks to his therapy and his persistence to walk again he was finally able to recover with a quick time and I wanted to buy him a reward for his efforts.

"What I bought, confused. There's no Gio, Jho or Azka I can ask about this" I said and looked down sad.

Suddenly my brain thought of something, I widened my smile when I found an idea for my problem. I rogoh a flat screen in my pants pocket. I then searched for the google icon on my smart screen then I pressed the voicemail and held it for a while while I said the sentence I wanted to find.

"The stuff that girls need"

Before long appeared many options I click one of them and I read.

"The doll seems like a good idea, I bought a doll ah, for Shabira" I thought.

I put my smartphone back in and I started hunting for dolls that I thought were funny. When in the doll shop, again I was confused because so many dolls were on display and everything was very funny.

"It turns out shopping is a tiring, boring and draining thing on my mind. I wonder why women love so much" my inner monologue because I give up before fighting.

Not wanting to waste my time I finally chose just rendom, I took a teddy bear that is super jumbo size. After that I shearching back to read the continuation of the option earlier.

Like that and like that until many items that have entered my trolley until one day I saw there are rows of cute accessories to various hairpins.

"It looks like this hairpin is funny to Shabira, she would look so pretty if I put this on, I take this ah!" my monologue with sumringah.

Because I want to give Shabira a lot of gifts I finally shearching again, this is my phone error, there is no signal or anything that I do not know but this time google display the word skincare. I immediately knit my forehead.

"Skincare?! Is Shabira wearing skincare?" many confusions.

"ah! I'll buy it for Shabira's treatment"

I chose some skincare products that I think are good even though I did not know that the quality is really good or not. After that I searched again, I read the options that appear on google. This time the option made me a little stunned by surprise until I scrunched my forehead because google display the word Bandage.

"Ko pads anyway? The 3rd grade of Elementary School has arrived in the month, right?" I don't think I understand.

Finally, with my innocence that does not know about girls. Fix, I decided to buy it, who knows Shabira does need it. After so many things that I bought for Shabira I ended up shopping for my needs.

Long enough my legs went around and I struggled with the stuff that made my brain almost explode because I was confused as to which one I should finally get to the finish as well, this is the time for me to pay for the things I have transported in my trolley, I immediately pay for the cashier.

In addition to draining my mind and the contents of my wallet, it turns out shopping makes my feet ache too. Hulff! If it wasn't because I wanted to make my daughter happy, next time I'd rather just shop online than have to shop directly to the store, let my fingers work to find things on my smart phone, she said, that way the items I bought will be sent home without me having to bother traveling around looking for them.

The next day, then I give the things I bought yesterday to my beloved daughter. I was quite troubled to also carry so many totebags and teddy bears that could cover my body.

Arriving at the orphanage I want to give him a surprise, when the door was opened I accidentally hid behind a teddy bear and my surprise succeeded, when Shabira opened the door she looked shocked, I then say hello to him still while hiding behind a teddy bear, I move the hands of a teddy bear while talking.

"Hay princess I am a beautiful teddy bear that will give you many gifts as long as you want to show your beautiful face with a smile" I said.

"Dad, I know it's dad, stop hiding behind this teddy bear is not funny dad" Shabira said with her flat face.

"Teddy bear is sad, because the princess does not want to smile, smile first dong beautiful" I asked.

Perhaps Shabira wanted to quickly end my crisp and childish jokes for her until she finally pulled the curved line in her lips and her smile was forced.

I know that Shabira is indeed very indifferent a little jutek and badmood'an, but as much as possible I want to always make her smile even though I can not understand what she wants. But, yeah, that's it. I immediately gave the teddy bear to Shabira.

"This is for you, do you like the doll?"

askaku then Shabira just replied with a nod.

"Because this beautiful father's daughter has been persistent in running therapy and continues to practice to be able to walk again until now it has healed, eating from it dad wants to give a gift to you, he said, in addition to teddy bear father also has another gift, this is for you" I said while giving a lot of totebag to my daughter.

Shabira keeps her teddy bear on the floor and receives a lot of totebags from me, instantly her jutek face turns cheerful. It seemed like she liked the gifts I gave her, she started peering one by one at the contents of her totebag.

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"Thank you" Shabira said briefly.

Bruk!

Suddenly my daughter closed the door so tightly that almost my heart was about to fall out of shock. Of course this makes me very confused because I don't know where my fault is when Shabira shows her feelings like being angry. In the end, I could only stand idly by with a thousand questions running through my mind.

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Shabira continued to walk towards her room in great haste, her teary eyes that held back the dam of tears instantly broke without excuse by along with the collapse of her tear defense at once her cries broke and broke in the air.

"Hhuuaaaaa.. hicks.... hhuuuaaa..."

He immediately went into his room, slammed the door, threw a teddy bear and totebag him on the bed and then Shabira threw her small body on the bed.

With a prone position she covered her head with pillows incessantly crying while thrashing, peering at the mattress with both hands and feet.

Jani who accidentally heard the sound of Shabira's cry he immediately went to his daughter's room.

"Shabira, why are you crying?" jani asked while sitting next to Shabira.

"Mother don't come here I don't want to meet anyone hiks... hiks."." said Shabira who still covers her head with a pillow.

Getting eviction from his daughter certainly makes Jani feel worried because not usually the daughter was crying hysterically like this.

"Honey, don't make you worry dong actually why? Come on, same mother's story" persuaded Jani.

At first the little girl refused to tell a story because she was embarrassed but because Jani was afraid of her favorite daughter why-why finally she continued to persuade Shabira until she wanted to tell a story.

Shabira then sat down while sticking her small body on the nightstand at the end of the head of her bed while peeling her face behind the pillow she held.

"You don't make your mother worry dong, baby. Comeing! Same story mom. Why are you crying hysterically?" ask Janie again.

Still with sobbing Shabira then showed her index finger towards the totebag who was beside her.

"Totebagged? What's with the totebag?"

Shabira still did not answer she still pointed her index finger at the totebag. Out of curiosity Jani then grabbed all the totebags and looked at the contents.

"Skincare?! Who's this?"

"Slayers?!"

"Hhuuuaaaaaaaaa.." Shabira's cries were increasingly broken and tight even though her face was still hidden under the pillow.

"This is yours?"

Shabira nodded behind her pillow even so but Jani could see Shabira nodding.

"You haven't worn skincare yet, you haven't come by the moon"

"Hhuuuaaaaa.hhuuuaaa.

Jani who understood that his daughter was embarrassed then he apologized while rectifying his words.

"Yes.iya.iea.m sorry mommy won't say that again. But who has given you stuff like this to you?"

Shabira's cry began slowly, still sobbing she then replied, "Dad, I'm ashamed mother hiks..."

"Ataadrr... What does he mean try giving rich gini stuff to his daughter who is still in 3rd grade Elementary School?" berang Jani in heart while clenching both his hands as it held back his anger.

"Yes, mother will omelin father abis-out you do not cry anymore yes, mother does not want you sad, now mother will meet your father" said Jani as he moved from his seat.

But suddenly her daughter's little hand pulled on Jani's hand, the little girl looked at Jani with a sad face and her face still looked crimson.

"What's the matter, baby?" jani asked while looking at Shabira.

"I want you to be fired as my father, I don't want to have a father like Atar's, he's so embarrassing, I don't want to see him again" Shabira said in a statement.

Jani's heart felt really sad to hear his daughter's request. How could Atar make a stupid mistake that made his daughter feel so embarrassed that she did not want to have a father like Atar. This made Jani very upset.

"All right, sweetheart. Mother will talk about this to your father, now also mother will samperin your father. Where's your dad now?"

"So it was in front of the house" Shabira replied still sobbing.

"Okay, mother will be samperin. You don't cry anymore huh" added Jani while gently stroking Shabira's head.

Shabira then nodded then Jani looked for Atar out.

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