Love Lanterns
CHAPTER 122 “Sorry I Failed”

“Your grief, your wounds my wounds.so, don't hide anything from me because I know even though you are silent in a thousand languages.”

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“Blue code... blue code..”.

The sign is so squealing for every doctor and also family members of the patient concerned. Worry instantly stopped in the heart of Inspiration when Maya's room rang the bell like that.

“Kak Maya..”.

Soon Aletha goes to the ICU to check on Maya.

Inspiration who was on standby waiting for Maya outside immediately entered the ICU room to check the condition of Maya who suddenly had a heart stop.

“Kak Ilham,” call Aletha lirih.

“Al, help me immediately!” pekik Inspiration.

Immediately Aletha prepared a heart shock device, Ilham who was already standing at the side of the banker prepared to perform a heart shock after the device was prepared by Aletha.

“On the count of three I will start it, Al. Prepare!”

Aletha answered Ilham with just a sure nod. Both doctors in the heart surgeon are doing their job to help the patient's life. Aletha and Ilham tried as hard as they could, because they did not want Maya to leave at that moment.

“Do it once again, Al!”

Because the first shock of Ilham failed, Aletha again nodded to do a second heart shock to Maya. In the count of the third Inspiration to do a heart shock.

“Tuttttt... ”

But failed, twice Ilham and Aletha tried to restore the heartbeat of Maya but the result was clearly God decisive. And finally Maya had been called God that very second.

“Kak Ilham,” pekik Aletha.

Ilham was silent with a thousand languages, he was stunned and looked at Maya who had been stiffened.

“Kak Ilham, I know how it feels like this. Brother Ilham must be strong.” Aletha rubbed the arm of Ilham.

“Al... I failed.” Tears that wail in the eyes of Ilham have spilled just like that.

“I'm sorry I failed to take good care of you, Maya. I'm an impudent husband..I'm a husband who has made a big mistake.I'm a husband who has let his wife go alone when she is pregnant big.” Ilham was stunned, his body slumped down.

The news made the hearts of Ilham, Aletha and their great relatives feel bitter. It was never thought that God's destiny was to take Maya's life in such a way. The accident was fatal to Maya.

“Kak, sorry I .. failed to save sister Maya.” Aletha was stunned in front of Maya's body.

The pain was certainly felt by Ilham and other relatives including Aletha when they had to accept the fact that Maya had been summoned by the creator. And all must be stooped to be patient and airy in accepting the harsh reality.

Maya and Ilham's family immediately came to the hospital after getting word that Maya had died.

”Mama... Adam misses Mama. Hik... hiks... hiks...” The first child of Inspiration and Maya so felt the loss of a mother figure who would never be able to come back in his life.

Adan did not stop wiggling Maya's body that had been stretched stiff. A heartbreaking cry has slashed every heart that felt the loss of Maya. Moreover, seeing six-year-old Adam and three-year-old Sahira having to lose their mother figure will never even be able to feel the affection of their mother again.

“Papa... Is your mom long? Why not wake up,” great-granddaughter Sahira.

Inspiration is increasingly touched, it feels not strong to accept that reality. But the name of God's destiny no one will know and no one will be able to change it.

Maya's funeral was immediately taken care of by the hospital, bathed in the hospital by the party on duty. After that, the ambulance became Maya's vehicle to go home. Aletha and her family accompany Maya to the funeral except for, Bu Laila and the Siti's bik. Because they have to keep Alina and Atalaric at home.

“Goodbye sister Maya, may sister Maya be quiet in heaven.” Aletha sprinkled flowers on the mound of soil that was still wet.

Aletha approached Ilham who was still rubbing and occasionally smelled a tombstone that read the name Maya Metalliani bint Ibrahim.

Silent...

“I'm saying goodbye, brother, because I have to go home. Sis Ilham jiga must remember, do not drag on in sadness. because it is not good.” Aletha breathed her heavy breath.

With a greeting Aletha said goodbye to Ilham and also the family. After that Aletha, Luna, Juan, Mama Nina and Bagas Kara got into the car to return home.

Still shrouded in grief, Aletha felt uninspired to do her work that day. So he asked Dimas for permission to always be the director of the hospital not to enter on that day. The love embedded in Dimas' heart made him allow Aletha a day off and the rest of Aletha had to re-enter as usual.

“Bu Laila, mom.. can rest if you are tired. Alina let me take care, I also. permission to holiday this heart.” Aletha approached Laila's mother, who still faithfully accompanied Alina in her baby basket.

“Actually... Mom misses you. But. If you want to rest is okay, really. Alina leave it here,” said bu Laila.

“It's okay, Mom. Ms. Laila's the one who breaks.” Aletha smiled.

“If you allow ... can't you if I take care of Alina again? I... only miss Dawn, if only that time marriage between you happened, surely I have got a grandson.” Laila's eyeballs turned wistful, making Aletha feel unable to separate Laila's mother from Alina.

“Alright, Aletha will allow Ms. Laila. Aletha will give ASI first after that Aletha will go to the room, Aletha.. sleepy.” Aletha smiled faintly.

Aletha put her body on the bed. He wanted to close his eyes even if it was only an hour, not long. However, when Aletha was about to do that suddenly her phone rang. He had to see who was calling him.

“Aa Keenan.” At once Aletha's smile expanded perfectly after seeing Keenan's name on her phone.

“Assalamu'alaikum, Neng,” Keenan said.

“Wa'alaikumsalam, Aa. What's the matter when Aa can call Neng at this hour?”

“It's okay, Neng. It's just that longing has struck Aa's heart. After all, this is already a break, can connect Neng to treat the longing of Aa to Neng.”

Aletha instantly swept through every wall of her room to take her gaze away from Keenan. Because Aletha did not want Keenan to know that he was holding a sham as Keenan expressed his longing.

“Oh Yes, Neng. Where is Alina? She... not fussy right?”

“Not really, Aa.” Aletha's eye twinkle turned into a wist.

Aletha's pair of brownish eyes could not fool Keenan, because it looked so damp after several hours of crying felt the loss of a good friend like Maya.

“What's up, Neng? Why is it sad?”

“No, Aa. Just tired, wanted to sleep. Uh, a year Aa phone.”

“Neng... do not cheat Aa.”

“Your grief, your wounds my wounds.so, don't hide anything from me because I know even though you are silent in a thousand languages.”

Aletha looked at Keenan's sharp eyes far from the other side. And sure enough, Aletha couldn't fool Keenan. So Aletha told me what happened to Maya.

“Neng, not Aa already said. And Neng also knows, that we as humans are certain to return to the creator. Pray for the best for Maya. Already, if Neng sleeps just sleep. Aa want more tasks, remember. Because what you feel will also be felt by people, Aa and Alina.” Keenan smiled.

“Iya Aa, Neng will pray for Maya's sister. Aa be careful while on duty.”

Keenan nodded, then ended the chat with Aletha who was only by air. And after having a moment of conversation with Keenan Aletha can no longer resist the sleepiness that can not be held. Until finally the breeze from outside the window of Aletha's room made him fall asleep.

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“Dour... Dor... Dor...”

It sounded so clear from inside the post that was used as a resting place by Keenan, Garda and members of the police who were on patrol that afternoon.

Seriate...