Love Lanterns
CHAPTER 60 ”Healing”
"I love you Ayunda Tiara"
Ayunda just silently heard the love statement from Doctor Erick, she did not know how to answer it. At this time if Dr. Erick could hear the heart, it would be clear the pulse. And suppose Doctor Erick could see his heart, honestly how surprised he was. Had this statement been uttered by Doctor Erick when he had not yet chosen, perhaps without thinking Ayunda would have accepted it.
"Why did the doctor tell me?" ask Ayunda.
"Sorry Tiara" said Dr. Erick.
"From the beginning I harbored a feeling, I guess all this time...." Ayunda stopped her speech. "I don't think, behind the wall of separation that the Doctor created, there's love there. I know the doctor is loving and kind to me, but it is only limited to the doctor's affection for the patient" said Ayunda.
"You're wrong Tiara, I love you more than that, my love because I love you" argued Doctor Erick Ayunda.
"Thank you for the Doctor's love for me, at least I know that I haven't fallen in love myself. Unfortunately, the third opportunity has passed. I'm sorry, I've given up for the third time, long before today" Ayunda finally answered Doctor Erick's love statement.
"Tiara" Doctor Erick clasped Ayunda's hand.
"Doctor, let this love be the memory of both of us, only Doctor and I know. And let this love fly high, where no one can reach it, other than us, both of us" pinta Ayunda who now holds back Doctor Erick's hand to beg.
"When it's too late, I feel happy, the doctor has a heart on me. But I have to choose and realize, the message of our lives is like this, loving each other but it's too late, too late to be together. No story can put together a story to write together"
Doctor Erick just kept quiet, he prayed for a third chance, and it turned out that the third chance had passed, before the two begged.
"Doctor, I have to leave immediately. See you at dinner at Om Anggara's house" said Ayunda.
"Dining at Papa's?" ask Dr. Erick.
"Yes, I was invited to dinner Om Anggara, tomorrow night" Ayunda explained. "See you" Ayunda removed her hand from Doctor Erick and immediately stood up. He smiled looking fixedly at Doctor Erick's face, before turning his back and passing from the presence of Doctor Erick.
Ayunda got into the online taxi car he ordered when he was sanded. He breathed a sigh of relief, his heart problem with Doctor Erick was over, his goal was to meet with Doctor Erick, not just want to give his painting, he said, but he also wanted to release his heart that had been stuck with Doctor Erick for a long time. Although she also got a surprise today with Doctor Erick's love statement.
The taxi driver turned on the radio playing a memory song. "Sir, I play the song, nostalgic song is okay?" ask the driver, whose age is no longer young.
"Please sir. No problem" answered Ayunda. Not long ago Ayunda answered a song from the sound attached to the online taxi he was riding.
If only you could hear my heart
How clear the pulse is
If only you could see my heart
How honest my surprise was
Why only now
You're telling me?
Hm-hm
Deg. "Why is this how I feel" said Ayunda.
For a long time I have also suppressed desire
Even though I realized it was just wishful thinking
Behind that solid wall of separation
I just found out, we're good
Regret, really sorry
I'm not alone anymore
If time could return
I want to repeat from the beginning again
"Why can it be the same as this" Ayunda muttered.
Let the love
To be memories of both
Only you and I (and I) know
Oh, let the love
Fly into high clouds
And no one
Able to reach him
"Ohh... "Ayunda said it while exhaling a rough breath. He felt his body goosebumps, the lyrics of this song were the same as he had experienced.
Even though it was late, I felt happy
You have a heart for me
The Suratan of life is like this
"Why Mother?" ask the taxi driver when he hears Ayunda ohh with a heavy. Doesn't he like the song? ask again.
"There's nothing sir. I like it" Ayunda replied.
Regret, really sorry
I'm not alone anymore
If time could return
I want to repeat from the beginning again
Let the love
To be memories of both
Only you and I (and I) know
"Sir. may I know, what is the title of the song? sung who?" tanya Ayunda finally she was curious.
Oh, let the love
Fly into high clouds
And no one
Able to reach him
Ho-oh, let the love
Fly into high clouds
And no one
Able to reach him
"Oh. This is the title Suppose Time Can Return Ma'am" replied the aged driver.
We are (only us)
We both (we both)
We are (only us)
We both (we both)
"Singer Meity Baan Mbak. Why Ma'am? Good to hear the song?" ask the driver after answering Ayunda's question.
"Yes sir, the song is good to hear, but I never know this song" Ayunda replied honestly.
"It's an old song Ma'am, nineties, young people like Mbaknya natural if not know, but for my age let alone like to hear the radio fairly often hear this song played" explained the driver.
Ayunda is not interested in that old or new song, the lyrics are what makes Ayunda pay attention to this song. Like telling the story he feels.
Ayunda again sigh, Erick's name in both of his lives, always a love that is only to be remembered, it is a secret for both of them, if the love was ever there, especially for him.
Did not feel Ayunda until in front of the lobby of the company Adhipramana Group. "Ayunda" Ayunda turned around, it turned out that Widya was calling her. "How are you?" greet Widya is friendly.
"Hi Widya, Thank God. You?" Ayunda asked Widya.
"My news is good too. Why did you leave the company?" ask Widya. Rumors he heard about Ayunda, that Ayunda was no longer working in the company fired Nathan, because he dared to tease their big boss.
"I'm on sick leave, not out" Ayunda replied honestly.
"really?" Widya did not believe Ayunda's answer. Ayunda can see Widya's doubts.
"What did you hear about me? What's the unpleasant rumor?" ask Ayunda.
"You know what the employees are like here" Widya explained.
Ayunda nodded in understanding "Leave it alone" Ayunda replied. "I'm up, yes, want to see Alisa" said Ayunda.
"Are you not afraid to meet the boss. He doesn't like people who like long holidays" Widya told Ayunda.
"Later I will face and apologize carefully" Ayunda replied with a smile.
But when he turned around he saw Nathan was standing behind him. "Mas.hem Pak "sapa Ayunda.
Nathan approaches Ayunda shamelessly, tidying up the knit hat that Ayunda wears, then grabs her little girl's hand, taking her to the special elevator of the leadership and the board of directors. "Mas" whispered Ayunda.
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