Marry The Heir
When I have to step away

Meri's desire to go home cannot be denied. He immediately said what he felt to the doctor who was made confused when examining him. Whatever medical explanation the doctor gave, did not make this woman change her mind.

“I diem here is not more healthy doc, but more sick. He told me to rest but the monitor next to me kept sounding, this hose was also everywhere, not to mention the wires on my chest. I was ready to be told to die. I can't believe gini doc, I want to go home aja.” he said with breath still breath holding tight.

“Kalo I die also at least I do not ngerepotin my son and nephew.” he added insisted.

“Bu,.”

Damar's coming closer. Hearing the word die so lightly uttered Meri made her even more afraid of hearing that word. Twice he was left in that frightening way, he was not prepared that the only woman he had would also go the same way.

"Mommy's okay, it's better. Sleeping at home can also be cured." Trying to calm his son but not just remove Damar's anxiety.

The doctor who examined Meri immediately mediated. “Pardon me if you feel uncomfortable. We do all this, so that the health condition of the mother is always monitored."

"I'm sure, the mother's son and nephew still expect the mother to be healthy and longer to be in their midst.” The hijab woman's doctor said. Very patient he served all complaints upset Meri.

Meri stared one by one at the face before her. There was fear in his eyes. “I love them doc, but I don't like to trouble them like this. I am willing to take a lot of medication and I make sure I take it regularly. But, I beg you. I just want to go home. I want to hang out with them at home.”

A stubborn gun cannot be denied. Being in the hospital longer makes the shadow of death feel closer and real. Not to mention the feeling of being useless because it had to trouble Damar and Disa who were guarding him all day.

He was used to doing everything himself, shouldering his burden without involving anyone. She is an independent woman and she does not want in her old age to make everyone difficult.

The doctor before Meri could only sigh deeply. It seems he can't change Meri's mind. Not that he did not believe in the treatment they gave but psychologically unprepared and refused. And it's not good for the healing process.

“Good if mom insists on going home. I'll give you a prescription for my mother at home. In addition, we also ask the mother in charge to sign a letter of refusal of treatment. Are you ready?”

“Iya, I'll sign it later. The important thing is I can go home.” Follow him quickly.

The doctor just smiled and asked Damar to see the administration.

“Hopefully at home mom can recover faster huh. Do not forget to set the diet and rest because it is important for the recovery of the mother. It is better if the mother exercises lightly so that the muscles of the mother's body quickly back.” The doctor in the end.

Meri looked at her left hand which was indeed a little weak. The doctor said earlier, this is not a stroke. Luckily it can still be treated only takes a long time besides that he must set his lifestyle to be healthier.

“Iya doc.” His mouth is full of confidence. He is determined to heal but not here the process.

Damar and Disa eventually faced the administration. The cost of hospitalization in a day is quite large even though it has been reduced costs while in the ER. Not to mention Damar had to sign a forced return statement. Some of his points make his guts shrink because if something happens to the patient, it is beyond the responsibility of the hospital. It is understandable because he made this decision. After all, he could only obey Meri's will. Arguing with his mother will not result in a good decision especially if you have to force it.

“This mong, you can use this first.” He offered his ATM card to pay for hospital fees.

Damar looked at her but smiled.

“No need, I have severance money. Still enough to pay for this doang sih.” He chose to refuse Disa's help. For him it was too embarrassing if he continued to trouble Disa.

“Lo money, you can use for daily expenses or if aunt needs control. Come on mong, auntie meri is also my parent. I want to do something for him, yes even if only in this way.” Can buried his ATM card in Damar's hand. His desire was already round to lighten up a little of Damar's burden.

After all, if he saw the cause of what Meri and Damar experienced, his help was not much. He not only made Meri and Damar lose rupiah but also lost calm and happiness. Something he could not pay with money.

Damar agreed. True what Disa said, Meri treatment long term and of course he needs to prepare enough costs as long as he has not got another job.

“Still sa, thanks for the kindness lo.” Lirih Damar in the end.

Disa was only nodding, while patting her best friend's shoulder for her clover.

“Gue nemenin aunt yes, lo selesein first everything.”

“Hem. I didn't have a long time.”

He immediately returned to the room. He had to clean up Meri's stuff before he came home. But just a few steps he walked, he had to stop when suddenly he saw a male figure standing at the end of the hall.

Either be happy or sad as he sees Kean standing there with a fruit parcel in his hand. The man smiled warmly waiting for Disa in her place but the warm smile that then made her heart churn.

For a while he was pecking, thinking about what he should do later. The more Kean approached the more he began to feel fear. There are many things that make him afraid when Kean gives attention not only to himself but to his family. Because what Kean did would probably incite the anger of his great master.

But in the end, Disa still had to face Kean.

“Sorry because I'm new here. Something had to be done in the office. What's your date?”  the handsome man spoke calmly. His attention and care made Disa feel touched and crowded at the same time.

He could only look at Kean with a million feelings in his chest. Can he survive in the midst of increasingly difficult circumstances or he must run away from his problems and leave this man?

“Hey, even bengong.” Kean rubbed his cheek gently and made Disa aware.

“Do not master.” He immediately brushed off Kean's hand that was still stuck to his cheek. Her gentle sweep could always make the feeling of Disa craze. But this time he must be dim, yes dim as strong as Disa is able to although maybe it can make his chest crumble.

"Nobody saw this. Anyway, what's wrong if anyone sees it?" tease Kean with her charming smile.

Disa did not chim in, she chose to sit in the waiting chair and was followed by Kean.

Kean watched Disa's sad face, much anxiety he saved.

“What is your appointment alright? How is the doctor's explanation?” Maybe the state of Meri is not too good to make Disa moody.

“Can I find him? I also want to get acquainted with your appointment.”

Kean continued to speak excitedly, trying to show his care and concern, not only for Disa but for his family as well.

Disa smiled faintly as she bowed to look at her two hands that were linked to each other. There are many worries that fill his thoughts and feelings. Kean is too sweet, too pleasant and too much in love. Kean treats her so well that she feels she has meaning for someone she loves. Then, can you let go of the thing that makes you feel that life is not just black and white?

He took a deep breath for a moment before staring at Kean. He must calm his mind before making a decision. Believe me, he had already had a great debate with his heart and mind before finally asking, he said,

“Master, can we end it all?” slowly oozed.

He ventured to look at Kean who was beside him.

“You mean?” the man frowned his forehead, still not digesting what Disa said.

Disa turned her gaze forward there, saying this while looking at Kean was too stifling for her.

“I feel, if what we are doing right now is a mistake.”

“We can't continue something we started wrong."

“There will be many people injured and not just the two of us.”

Until this sentence, Kean began to realize the purpose of Disa. He put the fruit parcel in his hand and rubbed his face rough.

“Do you feel our relationship is a mistake?” kean's warm face turned cold. He watched the hands of Disa that were linked together to dampen the tremors he was trying to hide.

“Everything that happens between us is too beautiful sir, until I think everything is just enough to be a dream. We can smile in it but in reality we can only cry.” His breathing was choked, the defense he had made from the beginning almost collapsed as word for word came out of his mouth. Why was his heart so sick when those words just flowed?

“Can't you wait for me in a minute? We've walked this far sa, I just have to finish what I started. And business with papah, I can finish it.” Kean's voice sounded raucous. He still did not expect to hear something like this from Disa.

A moment ago, he felt anxiety when he saw the gloomy Disa but this time, there was a crazed fear when he heard the words of Disa. Losing Disa, not the thing he prepared beforehand because he thought, he would not let go of Disa for any reason.

But, the girl he said would wait for him started to give up. And he knew the reason why Disa started giving up.

“What will you finish? Your relationship with the great master?"

"What's the solution like, have you thought?” crying Disa began to break, even though there were only tears that dripped without her being able to stand it.

“Our relationship is water that gives coolness as we gulp it down. While the great lord and lord relationship is a blood relation, the blood that makes the master can sit beside me like this time.”

“We may be able to last longer without water but, the blood that flows in your body, will never change. As well as the blood flowing in my body, it is clear that the mouth.”

Recalling Sigit's words while arguing with Arini, his heart shrieked even more. He knows who he is and what his position is. But he did not expect that the relationship of a servant and his young master was a big mistake that his great master could not accept.

In the aftermath now, Sigit had truly proved the threat he had once told Disa.

“Can, I beg you. I'm asking you to wait a little longer, I beg you to do.” Kean grabbed Disa's hand but quickly dodged.

He looked at Kean's pale face like he was not ready if this decision was finally taken Disa.

“Until when sir? When should I wait?”

“What up to one by one people around me get misfortunes like this?” the question of Disa made Kean bow in lethargy. He can't answer it.

He could not be sure when it could melt Sigit's heart but he was trying, trying his best to protect Disa. Until without realizing it, Sigit not only teased Disa but harassed the people around her.

“They are my family, I will not let them bear the burden that they should not carry.”

“So, we'd better end it.” Lirihnya. He was very sure of his decision.

Beside him Kean looked at Disa in disbelief. His eyes were red and teary

nearly broken.

“Can,” his voice is raucous. He turned his body to face him. Kean has not been able to accept Disa's decision. He is sure there is something to be repaired.

“I'm sorry sir.” Lirih Disa while taking off Kean's hand which held his shoulder.

He moved from his place, running away from Kean who was only smitten with tears dripping down his cheeks. He ignored the attention of the few who passed him and saw him shed tears.

He doesn't care about people's minds. He just wants to be like this, not moving and not thinking anything. Only his heart was turbulent and was spelling out the fact that Disa was asking to end it all.

Did Disa really leave him?

Back there, behind a white wall not far from Kean, Disa cried with her hands smothering her mouth to dampen her voice. He deliberately chose to hide, pull over, let out all the anger that was in his custody. He had never expected that his great master would go this far but this was real. Everything will only end if his relationship with Kean ends.

God, does loving someone have to be this sick?

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