
The atmosphere of the ER waiting room sounds very noisy. There are two people who are arguing constantly arguing with each other, blaming each other. Kean and Sigit, yes those two people who are now passionately blaming each other for the conditions that Disa faces.
Arini has repeatedly broken up with both of them but these two equally stubborn men are unwilling to stop arguing until one admits his mistake.
“Eatya, you perrhatiin your wife. Take a real meal, if necessary buy food directly send to the boutique. Do not let you eat well in the office but your wife is confused, a lot of work until you forget to eat.” Again, Sigit who was protesting at his son's attitude which he suspected must still be very selfish.
“Every day I spend eating out pah. Sometimes we eat at the boutique together, I never eat alone. I always monitor him. Just ask the same assistant.” Kean's disapproval was blamed.
“Lagian, this is because papah, almost every mallem at 10 pm just entered the room. It was time for the old to rest and the young to work hard. This is even continued at chat.” Kean replaced the one who blamed the father. It is like that Sigit habit lately.
“Work hard what?” fierce Sigit not accepted.
“Kean, papah, already dong! You guys instead do’ disa even continue to play wrong-errors.” Arini had massaged her temple which began to listen to this father and son debate.
“Before, your child must be understood.” Sigit paused Arini's sentence.
Arini's mouth that had been opened again clenched and Shafira just rubbed Arini's back to calm him so that Arini did not join the lure and enter the debate.
“If you want to rest, just rest. Don't have your wife in the middle of the night. Your wife is not a tool of child livestock, nor is it just a tool to satisfy your biological needs. You are too selfish, making us have to meet all your needs. Tanya who has a body, she wants anything, agree anything, do not play just hit.” Imbuh Sigit with fire.
“Gosh mas!!! What the hell are you talking about!” Arini held Sigit's hand firmly, looked around him and noticed the many eyes that looked at them.
“Don't discuss kayak gini here dong!” his voice was made slowly but full of emphasis because of anxiety with the behavior of two people in front of him.
“Shortly mah!”
“Shortly mah!” say these two at the same time.
Arini just gawked, shocked to see the protests of this compact father and son.
“I never maksa dia. I also respect and respect there. Not papah who has always liked to dominate people, making people unable to choose or reject as papah always do?" unknowingly Kean is like reopening their memories in the past.
"Father should be the same attention. I already know there is stomach cramps, even papah forced a walk. Didn't you see that in the garden? Not on a Mattress?” I don't know what kind of defense Kean did, it's just that he didn't get blamed.
“Iya, but.”
“MAS!!! KEAN!!!” arini shouted in a higher voice.
Both of them immediately fell silent. If Arini's hoarse voice has changed soprano, then they better be quiet.
“This is the hospital!! What are you guys arguing about?! Don't you see what if people are watching us? They are annoyed with the debate does not mean like this! The longer the more ngaco.” exclaimed Arini to end the debate father and son this. Whether since when Kean and Sigit so like to argue small things like this that results in bringing up big things in the past. As each is claiming who deserves more attention from Disa.
“You guys are like boys! It hurts, it needs our attention. And you guys, goshaaa!!! Mamah don't understand, why you guys are so childish like gini. It's not the time to play wrong, it's time to think about how the condition is now and what he needs to heal.” Firmly Arini, to clench his hands because of growling.
He saw two people sitting before him sharply. Kean and Sigit just looked at each other and then fell silent, like reflecting on their mistakes.
“But rin,”
“Udah! Quiet!” emphatically Arini when the new Sigit will speak again. He no longer wants to hear any debate.
Sigit relented, he bowed languidly in his place. Maybe Kean was right, he had dominated Disa too much all this time, it was natural that his son was upset. He remembered what he did every day with Disa. After dinner, he always asked Disa to accompany him to watch television, talk in the family room and other things that might actually interfere with the break time of his daughter-in-law. True too, if he asks too much attention and makes his son-in-law tired. But he never meant it that way.
Looking at the bowed Sigit, Shafira finally approached.
“It’s okey dady, teteh will be cured soon. She’s strong, she’s gonna be okay, hem?” Shafira rubbed Sigit's back to calm her father and Sigit only nodded lethargicly.
Kean turned Sigit and looked at him from his place. He realized, because he was upset with the situation he brought up the past. Something that he really does not need to express because it will only make people who are in the process of repairing everything feel useless.
"Sorry pah" said Kean in the end. He felt guilty about his own words. It turns out that he is not old enough to sort out which one he should say and which one he should keep even in this tense atmosphere.
"No Promblem." said Sigit who tried to smile at the end of his sentence. He realized, there are still many things that he must fix to pay for his mistakes in the past. He did not want to repeat that and made people disappointed again.
“Family mother paradisa?” call a nurse from the mouth of the examination room door. The voice managed to break the silence in the waiting room and diverted Kean and Sigit's thoughts.
“ME!”
“ME!” sahut Sigit and Kean together. Both of them were compactly standing up, making the nurse stare in shock.
“Oh good father, please one family in, the doctor will give an explanation.”
“WELL!”
“WELL!” both of them moved into the door.
“Sorry father, one man only.” Hold the nurse holding the two men at the door.
“Papah aja, you wait with mama. You said papah was wrong, right, so papah who went in to make sure disa is fine.” Sigit began to argue and Arini began to prepare for the next debate.
“I am pah. I'm more entitled to it. Papah wait here aja.” Kill Kean who is trying to get into the room.
“Starting kean! Papah come!” pull Kean's shirt so as not to go in by himself.
“Sorry sir, one person first yes. Later if you have entered a new treatment room can be many families who enter.” Hold nurse.
“Udah papah diem first, kean keangan.” Kean gave advice. Well, the duo still can't give up on each other.
“Ya already, but tell me first my daughter-in-law why I did not enter.” pinta Sigit on the nurse.
The nurse sighed deeply, apparently it took extra patience to face the Hardjoyo duo.
“In short, bu paradisa is containing.”
“Oh yes, yes you are in.” Sahut Sigit relax.
"Yes, wait" the two were unaware of what they heard. But it's just about to turn around, like the two guys compactly realized,
“WHAT? CONTAINING?!”
“WHAT? CONTAINING?!” say both at the same time. They were shocked and shocked by what they heard.
“I-Yes sir.” The nurse stuttered to hear the cry of two people in front of him.
Kean hurriedly walked in with a feeling bubbling in his chest. He must meet with Disa immediately. While Sigit, “Then step aside, I want to go in!” not Sigit his name if it can not force. He slightly pushed the nurse away from the entrance.
“Ma-sorry sir. But,”
“DIAM!” Sigit cannot be denied.
“Silence, sssttt!” sis Sigit with his eyes glaring even though his voice was lower.
Finally the nurse relented, nodding weakly letting Sigit in. Should he note, facing these two Hardjoyo should just give up, before his mental hit.
“Honey..” inside there Kean immediately approached Disa who was lying on top of the bed with her pale face.
“Aa, papah.” welcome Disa when she sees her two loved ones coming in.
“Dok, really my son is pregnant?” Sigit immediately asked the doctor who had just finished examining Disa.
“True father.” The doctor is sure.
“Alhamdulillah.”.
“Alhamdulillah..” Again, Kean and Sigit speak together. Does anyone know since when they could be this big?
“Honey, thank you.” Kean kissed Disa's forehead feelingly. He shed tears feeling a happy feeling in his chest. Kean junior came this fast, why is god so good he thought.
Disa was only nodding, not only was Kean very grateful, he was the same.
Sigit approached Disa and clasped her hand tightly. He could not speak to express his happiness at this time. He could only look at the pale face with mixed feelings and teary eyes.
“Pah, kean will be a father and papah will be a grandfather.” Reveal Kean among his tastes.
Sigit smiled in relief, in his breath deep and then exhaled slowly. In the past, when he knew Arini was pregnant he was very happy, imagining there would be a successor generation in the Hardjoyo family and now the same feeling Sigit felt even more than the feeling he used to feel.
“Happy son,” Sigit revealed with teary eyes. On his forehead Disa then he kissed lovingly.
“Kean, you have to take care of your child and prospective. So the husband and father are responsible for them. Remember, you are not only looking after a child and your wife but you are also looking after my granddaughter and son-in-law.” He patted Kean's shoulder firmly to encourage his son. Sigit had never expected that he would become a grandfather in this fast time.
He made a mistake and he did enough of it.
“Iya pah, kean will be better to keep dia.” Sahut Kean with full of seriousness. He looked at Disa with the page, again he felt he had fallen in love for the umpteenth time on Disa.
“Then how is my daughter's condition now doc? She fainted, is she okay?” ask Sigit who began to master himself. He sat in the chair facing the doctor and prepared to listen to the explanation.
“Iya sir, overall the health condition of my daughter is fine. He had fainted due to stomach cramps are quite strong and his blood pressure is low. Every pregnant woman does have different conditions, including the mother paradisa.”
“He just needs enough rest, consume healthy and nutritious food, as well as vitamins. In the early trimester I suggest he reduce his activity so as not to fatigue. Reduce up and down stairs, bedrest for one week and do not engage in sexual activity first.”
“I will prescribe some drugs and vitamins to restore the stamina of the mother paradisa during pregnancy.” The doctor at length.
“You heard it was kean?” Sigit turned to his son who was accompanying Disa. Can be sure that underline and in bold print by Sigit is to reduce the hobby of Kean to disturb Disa day and night.
“Iya pah's. Everything I will do for my wife and my future son.” Kean insisted without hesitation. Dijusapnya Disa's stomach is still flat and then dyed it with full affection.
“Strong and healthy in there ya nak.” He nodded with a smile.
Sigit smiled happily at what his son was doing. “We will keep it.” Firmly Sigit to the doctor.
The doctor smiled as he nodded. “Good sir.”
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Disa's refusal to be hospitalized, finally brought her back home to the main house. For the next few months, they will occupy a room on the 1st floor that has been made as comfortable as possible for Disa to occupy. Not without reason, as the doctor said, Disa should reduce activity up and down stairs and bedrest total for the next 1 week.
Kean carried Disa as he got out of the car. Kinar and the servants and Marwan greeted them at the mouth of the door.
“Congratulations on her pregnancy, miss and young master.” Said Kinar who was followed by the other waiter.
“Thank you.” Kean and Disa at the same time.
“May the young lady and the future lord or little lady always be healthy and protected Allah swt.” Reveal Kinar with great sincerity.
“Aamiin.. Thank you bu kinar.” Sahut Disa's.
Actually he was embarrassed to enter the house while being carried by Kean. Especially when he saw his friends who were smiling to see Kean's sweet attitude towards him. But what can be said, both Sigit and Kean always remind that Disa must bedrest and should not walk for long. It turned out like this the impact of stomach cramps that he often felt.
Arriving in the room, Kean laid Disa carefully and then he also laid his body sideways facing Disa.
His cheeks were softly pecked, then his forehead, both his eyes and of course his lips. Then he looked at the beautiful face that still looks pale with the page.
“You should know that I love you very much, sa. I know it's going to be hard because you not only have to take care of yourself but also our child-to-be. Many things and habits will change but I make sure, I will always accompany you to get through everything and you will always be my priority above everything.” Lirih Kean with great earnestness. He rubbed his forehead gently.
Disa smiled faintly, she also tilted her body facing Kean. On her swab Kean's cheek gently and then he kissed her husband's lips.
“Thank you husband and future father of our son.” Disa gently rubbed Kean's lips with her thumb. I don't know since when her husband began to be good at saying sweet without asking.
If you think this is thanks to Disa, No! no one will change because of anyone else. A person will only change if he wants to change, just like Kean. Disa just gives a choice, what Kean will remain is the old Kean, cold and untouched or the present Kean, the warm man who can feel happy.
“Aa tau, when I first heard the doctor call me with a call ‘Bu paradisa’ my heart was pounding very fast. Like that call gave me a different kind of power. Especially when I found out that it wasn't just a call.”
“I will truly be a mother to the son of the boy I love. A thing I thought would never happen let alone in this fast time.”
“I may not be the perfect mother but, I will try to get there. She said, The journey of being a mother is difficult easy but I believe, aa will accompany me through many phases and I will do my best in every opportunity I have.” Kean's hand was held tightly.
“Thank you for believing in me. Thank you for giving me an honor that I cannot exchange for anything. Thank you for proving that not only a beautiful princess can be a companion to a prince. And thank you for loving me for who I am.” Disa with full taste haru.
Her eyes were red and watery, slowly dripping a circle of tears in and wetting her cheeks. He was so happy and grateful at the same time.
Kean clasped Disa's hand which he then kissed. “I love you.” although not quite representative of her happy feelings at this time, only that sentence was then heard from her husband's mouth. Kean placed his forehead on Disa's forehead, made their noses meet and gave a warm air that gently rubbed each other's faces.
There was nothing Kean could express but the feeling that he loved Disa so much and was grateful for what he had now.
So if anyone asks Kean what he is most grateful for right now, he will answer, All of them.
If you could turn the clock in to change the past, what would you like to change in the past? He will answer that there is none.
By going through a difficult past, he can feel the present is so beautiful. There is nothing to regret in the past. It is true, he does not know what kind of father figure is right for his son later but, he was once a child who knows what needs he needs from a father, a father, let everything go natural.
Because it's all about learning to understand. Be it fathering for his son later or being a son for Sigit as it is today. Understand his position as a husband. Yes, all of them just learn to understand.
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