Marry The Heir
Is that really the oath?

One unexpected visit was obtained by Disa from a woman who was waiting for her in the back garden.

It was Kinar who nodded respectfully upon seeing the arrival of his young miss.

“Good day young miss.” Apply politely.

“Good day, mom. Please sit.”

“Thank you.”

They sat together, sat with each other in their minds, then threw smiles at each other.

“Please excuse me for interrupting the busyness of miss.” The adorable but appreciative sentence was uttered by Kinar, followed by a line of calm smiles that were not usually seen.

In Disa's mind, Kinar was a stern woman. As Tina once said, her smile was expensive. Be careful if Kinar smiles, he will talk seriously, whether it's nagging them or preparing to punish them.

It was the thought of Disa that Tina instilled in her subconscious. But for now, there was no way Kinar would come to nag her?

“Nona set this place beautifully, I am very impressed.” The sentence is then said Kinar with a view circling around the back garden.

“Thank you.” He was watching the surrounding environment. It is very beautiful and this helps so that his mind is always clear when making works.

Honestly, Disa was impatient with the intention of the arrival of Kinar and what Kinar would talk about at his sudden arrival. It's impossible to just admire the back garden isn't it?

“Before, I apologize if maybe my arrival a little presumptuous miss.” This is the one waiting for Disa. Kinar will say something serious.

“No problem. You can come at any time and talk about anything. I'll listen to.” Sahut Disa, trying to look calm even though the turmoil of his feelings is still very strong. It must be about the Hardjoyo family.

Kinar started his sentence with a smile, then looked at Disa fixedly.

“Tadi morning, big mistress approached me. He said, he was very sinful to you young lady.” Right no, it's about the Hardjoyo family.

“Hem, I spoke to you this morning.” Sahut Disa short. He took his eyes off of Kinar and chose to look at the buds of the newly blooming shoe flower. Maybe his feelings could be better.

“Nona knows, I never had a chance to be a parent or a mother. But, I have a great opportunity to take care of the young master since he was born.” Kinar paused his sentence with a choked breath.

His mind was like spinning, considering how he was happy to welcome the birth of Kean at that time.

“I love young master like my own son. My affection and pride may be just as great as that of the great mistress."

"He was born into a family that looks perfect in everyone's mind. Abundant treasure, being the only son in the hardjoyo family that will definitely be the successor of a big company in the future. I'm sure a lot of people are jealous when imagining his luck."

"But unfortunately, no one ever knew that he grew up among many misfortunes.”

It sounded as though Kinar was swallowing his saliva violently, like something big was jiggling down his throat and making him cramped.

“Poor little boy, I call it that."

"It is true that no one is truly perfect even if it is perfection.”

“Young master is like an expensive and rare sweet drink that is poured on a golden cup but underneath it is ember. He was hurt by so many things, even if it was a cup of space that made him look precious."

"For so long, I can only see it, watching it feel the heat and tormented in its place.”

“I can't take him out because I don't have rights over him.”

“The drink was like a lot of sugar that at too high a temperature, finally the young master hardened. His heart, his mind, everything as if it could not go back softened.”

Kinar flipped his body facing Disa then grabbed Disa's hand and grasped it tightly.

“He doesn't know how to get back into shape before she finally arrives. She could melt away on her own like a lady had brought a miracle in her misfortune-filled life. Miss is also a light to her dark soul.”

“Nona has made young master can see that besides black and white, there are many colors that can make him happy.”

“If in the mind of the lady ever thought to go and turn off the light that the lady has given me, I beg very much so that the lady does not do it. Because the young master can be destroyed, like a crystal flake that will not be able to be put together again and only make others hurt.” Pinta Kinar solemnly.

His eyes glazed over and a moment later broke, dripping clear liquid past his cheek line.

Disa doesn't know what to say. He couldn't even think what he was supposed to do.

“That's how I feel right now.”

“Whichever choice I take, whether it's going or holding on, will still hurt me."

"Which is different, if I go, maybe I can still survive for people who still appreciate my existence.”

Tears of Disa have been shed. That's how he feels now. Surviving or leaving Kean would both hurt himself. But by leaving, even though the pain later he can be cured.

“No miss, young master appreciates the true whereabouts of miss. He always said that he was happy with the lady and his life would be ruined if the lady left.”

The sentence was a click of Kean's sentence as he congratulated Kean and Disa's marriage.

“How can he be happy while he makes me tormented? Isn't that so selfish?!”

His voice finally rose. Her crying really broke. He cupped his face with both hands and then stroked his hair and pulled it hard.

“She even still considers me her servant on appeal of his wife.”

“NO MISS! TO YOUNG MASTER, MISS IS HIS WORLD. HIS LIFE! And I can make sure it.” firmly Kinar while looking at Disa sharply.

“Oh yes? How do you know that I am his life and his world, while you do not know what he has done to me?” Disa looked back at Kinar with her eyes red and wet.

“He just refused to touch me. He is disgusted, he does not want me to occupy my position as his wife let alone the mother of his children.” His voice sounded desperate. He cried without caring if others saw or heard him.

“No miss not like that.” Kinar approached Disa. He held both shoulders and gently rubbed them.

“Young master didn't touch miss, not because she was disgusted, but,”

Kinar breathed deeply. Instantly a shadow of Sigit's desperate-looking face flashed through his mind.

“Kinar, I've completely ruined my own life as well as my son."

"You should know, in the future, you will not hear again the name of the hardjoyo that you hate kinar. Kean who will end it.”

“He swore in front of me that he would never give me a descendant.”

“He said, he will not let there be another child who begs to be loved and there will be no more son who is forced to be the successor of the hardjoyo family. Everything ends kinar.” Sigh Sigit who was stuck in his place with tears dripping down.

So great was Sigit's regret before he fell then unconscious.

It was hard for Kinar to gather his courage to say this to Disa. But, he couldn't if he let Kean crumble because of his own vow. At the very least, Disa should know that Kean never intended to demean her.

“She is not disrespecting you miss, nor does she not appreciate much less love you.”

“He is bound by a vow he made himself."

Can listen to the sentence again Kinar. The vow? What kind of oath to make Kean make a limit with him?

"He swore, as long as the great lord could not be fair, he would not give him offspring from any woman.” The cry of Kinar broke again in front of Disa. He knew Kean's vow was because of his anger at the arbitrary attitude that his father always did towards him.

Like there was a lightning strike that shook Disa when she heard Kinar's speech. Then Disa could only fall silent, trying to digest what Kinar said. Really it? Is it true that Kean swore before his own papa not to give him offspring?

“If it wasn't you, then I wouldn't love anyone at all.” A line of that sentence was then ringed in the ear of Disa. That sentence also made Disa finally decide to approve her marriage with Kean.

Kean, is the problem really that small?

Disa moved from her place leaving Kinar sitting alone on the grass. The woman was still crying and Disa left her with shaky steps.

Where does he have to go? I don't know, his legs even felt limp just to add one step forward in front of him.

One thing on his mind right now, if the oath was true then he misjudged Kean all along. Then, what should he do now?

“A, how deep is the wound until aa pronounces the oath?” inner Disa with an erratic mind.

Whatever he has to bear the consequences of that oath.

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