Marrying My Beloved's Killer
Chapters 1. I'm Not a Killer!

“I'm not a killer!”

A woman's scream echoed in one of the check rooms at Pelita Harapan Hospital.

The woman is Seanna Filia, a beautiful 21-year-old student who will be a bride for a week and hold the status of the legal wife of the man who is now looking at her with a look of hate.

“Indeed you didn't kill him with that hand. But since you dared to meet her and suppress Aneesa, the lover I love that ended up killing yourself.” Reply the man did not want to be denied.

The man who was now enveloped by the fog of anger was Noah Myles. A 26-year-old doctor who just grieved yesterday that he had to lose his girlfriend forever.

In the room that he used to examine his patients, Noah is now in a dispute with Sea. The woman who has been chosen by her parents to be her life companion.

“Press Aneesa? Me? You accuse me of pressuring your lover, Mas?” asked Sea to convince him of what he had just heard.

How could Mas Noah accuse me of that, if he wasn't there when I met the woman? Inner Sea wondered and did not accept the accusations that Noah made on him.

“Then who else? Just you ... the only person who last met him!” Jerky Noah.

“You don't know Aneesa, do you know if her mental state is unstable, huh?”

“With you pressing him about our marriage, it made him reckless until he finally sacrificed his own life,”.

Sea's emotions that initially exploded because Noah was endlessly cornered him, now it slowly began to subside after seeing the look of the face of loss as well as sadness on the handsome face of the man he had loved in silence since they first met 3 years ago.

“Of course I don't know, knowing him doesn't even know his whereabouts. And that's all because Mas never told if Mas Noah already has a lover,” Sea said defending himself.

“I've never pressed Aneesa, either. Please believe me,” pinta Sea with memelas.

“As a woman who became your future wife, I only defend myself,” continued Sea Iirih expressed her opinion.

Yeah, Sea was just defending himself.

As a woman who has the status of a future wife of a man, if what will the woman do if suddenly there is another woman who claims to be the lover of your future husband?

Although Sea only gained that status after a matchmaking arranged unilaterally by Noah's parents, but Sea's love for Noah is not new. The beautiful student had loved Noah for a long time, but never dared to reveal it.

Is it wrong, if after he has the chance to have Noah then Sea tries to defend him?

Noah's laughter resuscitated the Sea from his daydream.

“Try repeating once again, what did you say?” ask Noah.

While Sea only frowned, he was confused by Noah's response.

Nothing funny then what Mas Noah laughed at, Sea thought.

Sea did not have time to answer, with a sharp gaze Noah immediately interrupted.

“Prospective wife said you?” ask Noah again. “Wake up from your dream, Seanna Filia!” His impact.

The man stepped forward, approaching towards the Sea who was now standing at his feet.

What does Mas Noah mean? Is he planning to cancel our wedding?

When the distance between the two was very close, one of Noah's hands stretched out to grip Sea's chin.

“I wouldn't want to have a killer's wife!” Noah said, emphasizing every word he said.

Noah's words just now were like a dagger that slashed Sea's heart. When he had just had the opportunity to achieve his dream, Sea was instead asked to throw the dream away.

Without being asked the tears of Sea that he had been holding since then finally shed also moistened his smooth cheeks.

Lirih Sea grimaced with pain as Noah released his grip on his chin.

A little regretful for hurting the woman, but the shadow of Aneesa's body that was stretched stiff lifeless again made Noah brushed aside his regret.

“A-a-I'm not Mas's killer,” Sea said on the sidelines of his sobs.

It felt like Sea could no longer afford to argue with Noah. His strength today has been quite drained, after almost 5 hours in the police station as a witness now he has to face Noah who is angry with him.

Sea will try to understand, if all Noah's harsh treatment of him today is only because the man is still in a state of mourning. Although he was not the one who felt it directly, but he knew enough how the pain of losing someone loved suddenly.

Sea only shook his head while covering both ears with his hands.

Sea hopes Noah understands if he can no longer hear all the accusations and insults Noah.

After Noah stopped talking, Sea stopped covering his ears.

With trembling hands the woman grabbed her bag, cell phone, and car keys from Noah's desk.

“I'm the same as you, Mom. No matter how you judge me now, I will never justify all your accusations to me.” Sea Saying.

“I'm not a killer, Mas!"

"Receive the fact that Aneesa, your lover left this world because of her own choice to end her life by suicide.”

After resolutely revealing what was on his mind, with the back of his hand Sea rubbed his cheeks that were wet with tears. Then he turned around to leave Noah who was still standing staring into the vast expanse of the hospital garden through the window of his room.

Sea's hand had already pressed the door handle and pulled it. But before actually leaving Noah alone, he took the time to turn around once more to stare at Noah's back.

“Which I will never give up on our wedding plans, Mas.” Reveal it.

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It was getting late by the time Sea walked out of Noah's room. The atmosphere of the hospital hallway was very quiet because there were no more patients waiting for the queue.

Unfortunately it further added to the uncomfortable feeling that Sea felt, because now several pairs of eyes the nurses looked at him with curiosity.

It's not that the nurses don't know Sea. Over the past 3 years, Sea was introduced as Noah's younger cousin.

But a month ago the status of his cousin who was held suddenly changed to a future wife after the beautiful woman was betrothed to Noah.

This certainly raises a lot of question marks in the minds of everyone who knows them both.

Sea further accelerated his pace as he passed through the deserted hospital corridor. It felt very uncomfortable when he could faintly hear the whispers of the nurses guarding around the doctor's room.

I heard he was called by the police in connection with the suicide that befell Doctor Noah's girlfriend.

I never thought she was so young and her face was so beautiful. Why choose to be an actor?

It's more or less like that the nurses are talking about Sea.

With the pace that he accelerated, Sea hoped that he could soon reach the place where his car he parked. However, Sea's efforts dodged, but the nurses' cruel and hurtful words had managed to cut a wound in Sea's heart.

The hard-earned cries he weathered finally broke as well once Sea made it into his car. His sobs echoed in that narrow space, yet who cared.

It was important to Sea that he could vent the pain in his heart.

Today there was so much humiliation that he had to accept. His chest felt tight until Sea began to find it difficult to breathe.

“This is difficult for me to feel happy?” I don't know who it was.

Everything started a month ago. After 3 years of harboring feelings of love for Noah, a man who was very close to him but very difficult to reach, finally the opportunity to have the man arrived as well.

Although everything had to start from the arranged marriage planned by Noah's parents, Sea is optimistic if one day he can definitely melt Noah's heart.

Moreover, there was no direct rejection from Noah, although the man also never once stated clearly if he agreed to the matchmaking. It was different from Sea who inwardly unceasingly gave thanks when knowing the matchmaking.

All the wedding preparations have been prepared well by Sea and of course assisted by Noah's mother, Joanna Myles. For Sea everything felt almost perfect, the beautiful woman who was still sitting on the lecture bench was really happy when she imagined if soon she would become a wife.

Until two days ago Sea received a phone call from a woman he never expected to see.

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