Marrying My Beloved's Killer
Chapter 79. Sea Trauma

Tears still shed even though the two poor women's neutrals were in a closed state. Sea thought after two days of passing second after second by crying, those tears had dried up. Apparently what he thought was wrong, the tears still continued to linger without him asking.

Hiding under a thick blanket, unable to reduce the cold tonight. The sea was still waiting for the source of his warmth to return.

From noon, with a heavy heart he was forced to let Noah leave. Until this day Mami Joanna who replaced her son to take care of Sea.

“What time will Mas Noah return, yes?” Lirih Sea muttered with the blinds continuously closed.

The Sea has tried not to show his sorrow and sorrow. Although no one told me, Sea could guess if his mother-in-law had cried a lot too.

Not only his two in-laws, but everyone closest to Sea and Noah also grieved over the calamity that befell the couple. But only Sea knew how great the feeling of fear and anxiety was now lodged in his mind.

Ever since the attack, Sea has never been able to sleep without dreaming of the terrible event. Not enough with nightmares, Sea will also feel frightened when there are men he does not know looking at him.

As happened this morning when Mami Joanna took her for a walk in the park in a wheelchair. Sea suddenly became hysterical when a man stared at him. He thought the man was going to attack him.

Mami Joanna had repeatedly expressed her intention to contact Noah, but Sea prevented her. “I'm fine, Mi. I don't want to bother Mas Noah.” That's how Sea gave the reason for the rejection.

Until night comes. Forced Sea to pretend to sleep soundly so as not to make Mami Joanna more worried.

Chequelek

The ringing of the door instantly stopped Sea's daydream. Immediately he opened his two neutrals and got up from his lying position. Hopefully the one who comes is Noah, he thought. She really misses her husband.

“Mas Noah? Are you that, Mas?” ask Sea.

“Iya, it's me.” Noah said as he pressed the light switch to make the room brighter.

Noah sighed, apparently Noah's guess was right, his wife was still awake. “Mhiu darling, you haven't slept?” Noah asked his wife. Sea replied with a head.

Before approaching his wife, Noah first went to the bathroom to clean his body and changed his clothes. While Sea patiently sat on top of his safe. The woman's eyes never moved from the bathroom door.

“You waiting for me?” noah asked as he approached his wife's gurney.

Sea nodded and shook his head, not wanting to make Noah worry. “A-I'm asleep. But woke up when you heard the sound of the door when you entered,” kilah Sea.

Noah sat down on the side of the sea. He tightly gripped the woman's body which filled most of the recesses of her heart.

“You have not had the talent to lie before,” said Noah while peeling followed by Sea lips.

“Come, bedtime.” Noah slowly helped Sea to re-spread his body.

Sea shifted his body slightly, giving room for Noah to lie on his side as well. Her head then rested on the chest of her husband's field. Hearing the sound of Noah's heartbeat, making Sea back in the thickets.

“What's up?” Noah kissed Sea's head when he realized his wife was sobbing.

Sea shaking. No words can describe his feelings right now. It was as if a dagger had cut his heart. Like there was a godam hitting right in his chest.

Pain ... yes, his body may seem to be recovering well. But not with his heart.

It is getting clearer. “I failed again,” regretted. Sea's voice sounded so heartbreaking.

“Nobody failed, dear.” Noah further tightened his hold on the wife's body that continued to tremble.

“All has become our destiny,”.

Sea shaking. “Ta-but .. ta-but ...”

“Sstttt .. no but-but, if you think it has failed. Then I was the same, I was as failed as you,” Noah interrupted Sea's words.

“I have failed to become a husband because I cannot protect you.”

Sea's head was finally stopped. “Mas, is it possible we will still be given the trust of having children?”

Sea is tightening its hold. Noah's heartbeat rhythms are like a beautiful bedtime music.

When the net would be closed, Sea remembered that Noah had not told him about what he had done at the police station. What made her husband leave her so long.

“Mas,” call Sea soft.

“Hemm,” replied Noah.

“So, has the perpetrator who attacked me been caught?” ask Sea.

The woman turned her head to wait for the husband's answer. He wanted to find the honesty of Noah's answer from both of his neutrals.

“Yes, he has been caught and he has confessed his actions,” Noah replied holding back emotions when discussing about the perpetrator.

Imagining the face of the man who had taken the life of his future baby, made Noah's chest rumble with anger. Twice the man had harmed Sea and twice their future baby was victimized.

Yes, the culprit is the man who used to be also involved in the case of a car accident that hit Sea. But there was something that made Noah's heart ache.

If the man tried hard to be free from the snares of the law, why is it different now? Inner Noah.

Sea's sigh of relief sounded. “Thank God, I can be calmer now,” he murmured involuntarily.

“What's really why? Was there anything else that bothered you?”

Sea immediately shook his head. Didn't want him to tell Noah that lately, his anxiety disorder is back again. Sea feels back to the hardest times of his life. That's when both of his parents left him forever.

Finding a peeking gaze from her husband, Sea immediately pretended to yawn. “I'm already sleepy, let's go to sleep,” elaknya.

Noah believes that his wife is hiding something else. But the late night made Noah undo his intention to ask further. He was the same, there was one thing he was still trying to cover from the Sea.

“Ya, let's sleep.” Noah peeked once more at his wife's forehead before he closed his eyes.

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The same night in a different place, the cold began to envelop. It was a pitch-black night, as quiet as the dark, and there was only the singing of insects heard . A woman walks in a hurry to her car.

Although a little difficult, but the woman was seen exerting all her energy to bring a large bag to her car. After successfully inserting a bag containing his clothes into his car, he immediately took a position sitting behind the wheel.

His hands shook as he grasped the steering wheel. The feeling of fear also did not willingly start to touch his mind. Before he began to step on the accelerator, once he turned to the big house he was about to leave. No matter when, he has no answer.

The road was very quiet, making it easy to go at high speed. Not 10 minutes he was driving, he was surprised by the sound of a very loud car horn from behind.

“Why it follows me!” The woman looks panicked when the car chasing her is at a distance close enough to her car.

He knew the car clearly. He knew exactly who the man was chasing him.

“Not ... no. I can't stop. I should be able to escape!” his determination.

On the streets that are quiet because the night is getting late, the two cars are seen driving at high speed chasing each other. Although tears have made the woman's vision blurred, but still did not discourage her to continue to drive her car away from the car behind her.

Every now and then he would look at the rearview mirror in the middle of his car. He must continue to make sure that the car that has been chasing him since, is at a considerable distance with him.

Soon, with the expertise of the man in driving a car well, he was finally able to overtake the woman's car.

Ckiiiiiitttt ….

Both cars had to stop suddenly. Luckily neither the man nor the woman was hurt.

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