Marrying My Beloved's Killer
Chapter 66. Three months ago…

Three months ago….

The woman in a red dress is seen walking limped out of the lobby of a hotel. His face looks so ugly. He didn't even care about the scorn of some of the people he met.

He took a few deep breaths and slowly exhaled. His hands were shaking, it was hard to grasp the steering wheel. It was as if he had suddenly developed tremors on both of his wrists.

If this continues, how will I go, he said in his heart. Despairingly? Yeah, he's starting to get desperate.

His determination is unanimous, no one should know what happened tonight. Had he been able to, he might have erased all his memories tonight.

“Please yourself, Tessa!” Many times the sentence was murmured to calm himself.

“One Night Stand is nothing. As long as you can avoid the man, everything will be fine.” His hand patted his head, thinking it could give off some of his memories.

A little while after that, Tessa finally managed to take control of herself. Feeling that his mind had calmed down enough, he started driving his car away from the hotel. Hopefully there is no trace that he left there so that Alfio, the man who spent the night with him, does not know who he is.

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Upon arriving home, Tessa immediately cleansed her body. The trace of romance between him and Alfio did not just disappear. Although his skin felt sore because he continued to rub it hard, it did not also stop him from continuing to do so.

In the bathroom, he continued to hurt himself. His neck was also his chest a victim. He did it so that he had a reason to keep shedding tears.

“Silver,” lamented on the sidelines of his cries.

Long enough Tessa flushed her body under the shower. Both of his hands hugged his own body to reduce the cold. Her tears fell along with the water flowing through her body. The cold water gradually began to puncture into his bones.

But all of that was ignored by Tessa. His mind was busy wondering, about the worst that would happen to him later on. As a result of what happened tonight.

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Tessa tries to be ordinary. It was as if last night had never happened. After preparing, Tessa joins her parents for breakfast.

“Morning Pi, morning Mi.” He kissed the cheeks of his parents and then sat on the bench that he had always occupied all this time.

“You're not ready to go to campus?” ask mother.

Tessa shakes. “No. I'm tired, Mi.”

“Tired?” The middle-aged woman's forehead frowned. “You mostly play,” comments the mother.

“Ya, Mami is right..” replied Tessa sure.

“And you guys are also overworked. Until we rarely gather like this,” he continued without looking at the faces of his parents.

Even if what he said was true. But Tessa's words, still hurt the hearts of the two middle-aged who were staring at each other.

“Darling, you know.It's not like we left you on purpose. We work, dear.” The woman, called Tessa as Mami, felt her heart pinch when she heard her daughter's heart.

“Yes, I know Mami. I don't mind it, I'm just saying the truth,” Tessa replied.

For more than 20 years, their families have been living in this situation. All the busyness of these two middle-aged in business, sometimes makes Tessa feel very sad and lonely. Only this morning did Tessa reveal her disappointment.

“Ekhem,” Deafness from Tessa's father makes two different-aged women silent.

“Tessa darling, what your Mami said was true. Everything we do, just for you,” he said gently as he looked at Tessa.

A second later the bespectacled middle-aged man turned to his wife. “Mami, what our daughter said is also true. We are very busy with work, it seems we need a short break.”

For a moment he nodded his head at his wife. “Holiday together looks like it will be fun,” his proposal.

“Yes, that idea is very good Pi,” said Ms. Tessa cheerfully. Hope her daughter will come back as cheerful as ever when they meet.

“What do you think, darling?” the middle-aged woman caught a strange girly from her daughter.

“We will go on vacation whenever you want,” timpal the mother.

Tessa feels bad for her parents. The reason, the woman even vented her frustration at them.

It seems I've hurt Papi and Mami, her inner self.

A sweet smile Tessa tried to give her parents. He wants to make amends for his mistakes. “Yes, it will definitely be fun vacationing together. Thank you Papi, Mami.”

Even so, her sweet smile did not last long as the shadow of last night's events re-crossed her mind. They'll be even more disappointed in me if they find out what happened last night, Tessa's mind is sad.

Tessa looked down again, it was hard to look at the eyes of her parents. He felt guilty, especially if he remembered his mistake this time would not just disappear. It will continue to cling to him.

How am I going to deal with Alfio, Sea, and the others? I shouldn't have to help that si*lan player so I don't have to experience any of this.

“Tessa... are you okay, son?” the look of a worried face was obvious when the mother asked him.

Tessa nodded, “I'm fine, Mam. I was just thinking about how exciting our family vacation will be,”.

A vacation? Maybe I need this, he thought suddenly.

“Pi... Mi... may I request that we take a vacation in the near future?” tanyanya doubt.

His father's forehead frowned even though a smile remained on his lips. “Maybe, Papi will strive for the best.”

“Can we leave ha-today?” door hesitated.

“Today?” the father seemed surprised at his daughter's request.

Her mother was suspicious that something had happened to her daughter. “You're okay, aren't you, son? Is there a problem?” ask her mother gently.

Tessa shook her head, “Tak no. Nothing happened. I just missed you guys.”

“Where do you want us to vacation?” replace the father who now asks.

“To anywhere no problem. I just want to spend time with Papi and Mami,” Tessa replied.

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As per Tessa's request, for 10 days her family vacationed abroad. The woman performed her role very well. He seemed to enjoy his vacation so much, that both his parents thought that what had made his daughter sad was indeed them.

If it's on schedule, Tessa should be back when the holidays are over. His parents had to travel to another country for a business meeting. But the woman insisted on taking part with her parents.

Ten days on vacation, Tessa has never missed a single night without thinking about the night she missed with Alfio. Until he decided to stay away longer. Spending time with both parents is a choice, considering that their togetherness is also fairly rare.

Two months later, Tessa is back. His heart and mind are better. The longing for his two best friends is unstoppable. It became his encouragement to immediately go to campus the day after the day of his return.

But all his efforts were in vain, when the first one he met was the man. The guy he's been trying to forget for the last two months.

“We have to talk!” said it.

Tessa shook her head while clucking. Inwardly he cursed the haughty manner of the man before him.

“Nothing to talk about,” reply is also unfriendly.

But not Alfio if not forcible. Si*lnya, after the meeting of the two at that time. What happened to the woman was the more dilemma of her choice.

Whether he has chosen the best or the choice will make him regret later.

That*l!!! I hate her! Tessa's screams in the heart.

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