Marrying My Beloved's Killer
Chapters 19. Bad memories tonight

Should Sea be happy now?

Wasn't her dream of becoming a full-fledged wife for her husband now realized.

Why does his heart feel so painful? Not only his heart, but his entire body felt as if it had crumbled after the struggle that occurred between him and Noah.

I want to feel Sea crying. If he may want to shout, wail how unfortunate his fate is. However, the rice had become porridge, nothing could prevent what had happened two hours ago.

“Mas. I beg you,” said Sea at the time. “Don't be like this, Mas! We can still talk about everything well.”

Two hours ago, Sea pleaded with her husband. Begging Noah's common sense to return and her husband's will was void. However, instead of stopping, Noah even more furious made. Jealousy had blinded Noah's eyes and heeded Noah's ears. Without him knowing and like not wanting to care if the wife who is in his confinement will feel the pain of birth and inner.

“Now you beg for forgiveness, but earlier you even forgot who you were!” noah refused Sea's request.

Noah violently forced to open the shirt that still covered Sea's body until all the buttons were removed and the shirt ended up lying on the floor.

In his heart he praised the beauty of his wife's body. You're so beautiful, Sea. Should I be proud and feel lucky to be your husband, to be the rightful owner of this body?

However, the ego prevents the praise from being thrown from Noah's lips. In fact, a circle of tears that began to flow through the smooth cheeks of Sea at that time and also sobs that was unbearable crying again, as if unable to affect Noah.

What's up with him?

Noah also questioned that in his mind. He should now feel sorry to see the cry of the girl whose hands he clutched firmly so as not to prevent him from doing his intention.

But why is he even afraid? Afraid that something might happen and he could not finish everything he started.

So, without a second thought, Noah hurried to take off the black trousers and the entire cloth that still covered the wife's body. After that he also rushed to do the same to himself, so that the evidence of his power that was ready can now be seen clearly by Sea.

Inwardly, Sea screamed. Is Mas Noah really going to take his due tonight? Not that I am not willing, but I still hope that everything happens not in this condition.

Other than fear, the chill from the air conditioning that greeted his innocent body, made Sea's body tremble violently.

Realizing Sea's fear, the shadow of the girl laughing loosely with another man suddenly flashed and managed to lure Noah's emotions back. Why can you laugh with another man while with me you tremble in fear?! Her thought.

Especially when Noah tried to bring his face closer to the niche of the wife's neck and the response he received was Sea who shook his head to avoid.

“Do not, Mas! We shouldn't have done this in these circumstances, you're blinded by your anger, Mas,” Sea again pleaded with her husband.

Sea still believes her husband won't do anything bad to her. In his eyes Noah was still a husband who would take care of him and would never hurt him.

Sea's refusal infuriated Noah. “Cih!” she was grieving, “Not you who really wanted to be my wife, huh?!” said it.

“You forced this wedding yourself, Sea. So, now take it when you will truly make me my wife!”

And just a second after that, without caring about his wife's pleas and cries, Noah did the union very roughly. Although it was difficult, but with the strength he had, finally Noah managed to become the first man who united with his wife.

His eyes were closed and the moaning escaped from Noah's lips without preventing it. It was all he could feel.

There was a feeling he could not describe with words, like there was something Noah wanted to achieve. There was no feeling of fatigue even though the sweat had flooded his forehead and his entire body. Increasingly, the heat of his body was clearly felt and had managed to defeat the cold of the room conditioning. After a long time he was lulled by the pleasure, it was time for him to reach his peak. It was then that he understood the meaning of the heaven of the world that others often talked about.

All the pleasure felt by Noah was inversely proportional to what the Sea felt. Not enough with the heart injury incised by Noah through his words, now the man who has the status of her husband also hurt his physique.

There was no first night like the one he was waiting for. There was no pleasure like he often heard. Although not screaming or squealing in pain, but the ringing and tears Sea spilled already showed how much pain he felt.

Throughout the struggle of the two, not a second Sea wanted to look at Noah. Initially, Sea several times resisted and rejected what Noah did. However, feeling his efforts were in vain he finally gave up. With tears streaming down from her two nets, the woman let her husband do whatever he wants to over her body.

Time passed until Noah finally ended it all. And what happened back then, Sea recorded well in his memory. It will be a first night experience that he does not want to repeat, he thought.

It does want me, Mas. I want to be all yours, I want to do this service only with you, Mas. From the first time I met you, from the first time I realized this love for you, to the word legitimate and I became lawful to you, you are the only one I want, Mas.

In fact, everything that happened was very different from what I expected. However, I still hope that every second that passes tonight will be worth the worship and get His pleasure.

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The dark night finally managed to pass Sea alone. Yes, alone, because the man who should be responsible for what happened, no longer shows his nose after successfully getting what he wants.

Before fulfilling his duty as a Muslim, Sea purified himself. Inside the bathroom, he glanced at his innocent body in the mirror.

Both her eyes were puffy, not only were the traces of tears clearly visible on her cheeks, but, the traces her husband made in many places could also be seen from the reflection of a mirror. Nothing Sea can do, everything has happened and cannot be changed, time has passed and everything can no longer be prevented.

Sea was shocked when she came out of the bathroom and found her husband there. Sea stood in its place. Although his lips have spoken if he sincerely accepts everything that has happened, but his heart cannot lie. There was fear when she had to see her husband again. And that is what is holding back his steps.

“Shalat dawn first, I will wait,” said Noah. “There's something I want to talk about.”

Sea only nodded in response.

After finishing, still with a face that covered almost his entire body, Sea now sat on the sofa right in front of Noah. Just sit down, for there is not a word that can be spoken from his lips.

Long enough to keep quiet, until Noah started the conversation first. “Sea, which happened last night..I'm sorry,” Noah said.

“Ehhm... a-aku a-aku,” reply Sea stammering. Since last night, Sea actually waited for an apology from her husband. Even a moment ago, Noah's name was still spoken in his prayer.

Sea did not continue his words when he saw Noah about to speak. Her husband seemed to be breathing slowly.

“Sea, which happened last night. I'm really sorry. I'm khilaf,” he said.

The deg!

Throw away the tears of Sea that had dried up last night. I should have realized, there's not the least bit of truth in this relationship. So what do I expect again?

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