Missing From Bian
BREAKS
“ Yank..” Open me when I call Dion after I get to the boarding house
“ Yes, “ Dion short answer. Actually upset, because I've gathered all my patience, and ignored the ego.
“ How? Mau VC”
“ No, why, I said I want to see you with Risna”
“ Tomorrow, if I'm with Risna, I'm your VC, now VC yuk”
“ Stale know not? “
“ How stale? I miss..” actually I want to scream, because Dion repeatedly answered my questions, but I refrained from being provoked
“ Who did you go with? And where was it last night? “
“ I told you there was a birthday..”
“ Lie, if you go with Risna..”
I who have been cornered and emotional once, have been unable to stem the cry, destroy the emotion…
“ What do you want now? “ challenge me “ I've tried to resist emotions, I'm not provoked but you keep nyudokin me.”
“ How do I? You're the one who lied, you started messing around there, right?”
“ How am I messing around? Is it wrong to go with my friends? Am I here to just go to work, keep coming home and wait for your call? I don't need to find a temen? No need to socialize?” my voice was already trembling with anger, I was annoyed, because Dion just kept cornering me.
“ You go there, I already disagree yes, which I fear like this, you start to change Bi, what the hell are you looking for? Go home, a week later I tell my parents to propose to you, when do you want me to marry you? Another 2 months? Or next month, hayuk, I've said, no need to find money until out of town, no use, marry me, you sit quietly, I can charge you”
“ why talk like that, you are 2 years the same way me, but you still do not understand me, do not understand the condition of my family, you think why my parents send me? Make it IRT? And I'm not just dedicated to helping ease their burden ? “
Oh my God, Dion's words really hurt me, my family didn't ask for a reward, but as a child I just wanted to serve, lighten their burdens even a little, make them proud. Okay, Dion's never gonna understand, because he's working hours, watching over some of his father's SPBU, the acre oil palm plantations, and the, waiting for a report that he didn't check properly either. As an only child, Dion was very selfish, and his parents were very indulgent. Her father and mother really liked me, since close to me, they think Dion has changed a lot. And Dion's Mother's father had a different nature to her son, they were very humble, and very appreciative of the people around them. His father who is a high official was very liked by society, because so far he greatly appreciated the opinions and requests of the community.
“ You know not said – said you hurt my heart..” I said sobbing, tears have already flooded my cheeks, I am really disappointed with Dion at this moment.
“ What do you want? Love your address, I'll pick you up, I'll drag you home tomorrow”
“ What right do you have to do that? “
“ If you do not love, I come to your hotel, I drag you when you are working again, let's be ashamed all”
“ What right do you have to admit it ? i'm Tanya? Whahuh? You think I'll shut up? You treat it like that? You think my family will accept it? The hotel I work for will accept? You know how much I'd pay if I resigned all of a sudden? I have to pay the rest of my contract”
“ How much is the money? I pay!”
“ I don't need your money Dion, not now, not next. If you want to come why not from yesterday? You know I miss you, I'm lonely here, you have a lot of friends, family, and I'm here? I'm starting to make friends, and you want to destroy all this? If I said I didn't need your money, now I want to say, I don't need you.”
“ What do you mean? Haaaahh? “ Dion shouted, but I no longer have the sanity to continue this relationship. Let it be, maybe Dion and I need some time to think about what this relationship means.
“ We break first yes, you think about what is good for us next, whether this relationship is still healthy or not, there are many women who are more beautiful than me, and he can accompany you without having LDR, without you having to miss and get angry”
“ Well, if that's what you want, I'm also fed up like this, 10 women are prettier than you, I can get”
Enough, this is the last thing I heard Dion humbling me.
“ Good night Dion.”
Dion turned off the phone. I continued crying. There was something that seemed to be piercing in the chest, it hurt so much. I cried constantly remembering how good Dion was, 2 years through the day together, Dion who was every day for me, even as a result I barely have close friends. My parents also really liked Dion, either because Dion was from a rich family, but whatever it was, surely I can also find someone else who is also no less loving to me as Dion loves me.