Missing From Bian
There's Always a Surprise

If I remember how many times Nando gave me surprises that I don't know how much he's worth to Nando. But for me, everything is always special.

From the moment Nando gave me a midnight surprise to the beach for sobbing. Deliver me dinner while waiting for the arrival of his parents, Watch a romance movie when the beginning of the storm because he wanted to watch an action movie, suddenly accompany me on leave, and now, he said, when I chose to go back to that city, Nando took a vacation instead. 

Even just as he slept, with the blue bird app, Nando completed all his iteraries during the holidays. One more day in my city, I will invite him to visit my school, and invite me to eat food that has made me remember because far away. 

In the morning, after breakfast we started walking around. And once again I convinced Nando, that in my city there are no natural attractions, but if the business is culinary and snacks, here is the paradise.

" There is absolutely no rice field huh Bi, hahaha, your pantasan is very happy if you look at the rice field.." he sneered. 

" But you'll gain weight if you stay here for 1 week.."

" Will stay here anyway, you forgot, if we're going to hold an Eight Star hotel? I'm serious about asking that to mom, so you can be close to your family.." 

" If yesterday I was the spirit of Yank, if now it's lemes, I skip first.." 

" Yes, an ugly relationship now doesn't mean ugly for long, does it? tomorrow I cheat on Dion's tactics to ngunjungin your family every day.mana know manjur, hahahahhaaa"

I directly hit Nando's muscular arm. We continued walking around my city, and only returned to the hotel when our stomachs started to break because of the fullness.

I was lying in Nando's room, while Nando was in the shower. I look around my phone, check the chat and make sure the FO operation is fine there. I always update the condition of the hotel in the group chat. Ruza, the FO supervisor is grateful to be able to run the current FO with an auto pilot. 

Not long after, Nando came out of the bathroom. For me, this is one of the sights that refreshes the eyes. When Nando came out only with a towel wrapped around his waist, his hair was wet, and 6 slices of bread were torn from his stomach. And rest assured, another fraction of a second suddenly he had reached near me. Let's prepare for this one ordeal. 

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Sure enough, Nando with his towel came up to me, then lay behind my back, and hugged me from behind.

" Tomorrow we don't have nature tourism Yank.."

" Yes..so we're messing around? must bring a small child, so the time of funny photos, where know there is a minion we can take a picture"

" Hahahahhaaa. must first make yank. Gak can not be downloaded it. but from the first I want to go there with family, imagine the frenzy bring the child there, because they must have been squirming everything there so active"

" Who will bring the child tomorrow? borrow someone's child ?"

" Yuk make yuk? " goda Nando, and I immediately turned the body face to face with Nando and landed a fist into his stomach. 

And today ended up in bed with all the jokes and other, yangbsulit temptations rejected. 

There was no dinner today, because the stomach was no longer open for food. I moved into my room, and planned to sleep after the shower. Nando was five Watts when I left. Fatigue Mr. Boss.

I tried to close my eyes, but he could not sleep, instead I watered, more than six months I did not meet my family, but only met a few hours, I had to leave, I had to leave, even now there are no messages or calls asking where I am, either from my parents, or my sisters. And Dion is again the target of my hatred. 

My cry grew louder, until it was hard to breathe, and I tried to get up, sitting while leaning back. He wanted to move to Nando's room again, but I paused. I try to enjoy this sadness myself. Let Nando rest.

I'm taking HP, I'm trying to call Mom, I'm throwing away all my selfishness. I just want to say goodbye. And I don't know when I'll be back here. Hopefully things will improve quickly, and I can meet them. 

Instead of calling mom, I called Rori. I was hoping to get some info from Rori's condition there.

" Dek...have you slept??" my greeting

" Yes, brother, where are you yet? are you leaving again?"

" Sister leaving tomorrow.What are the conditions at home?"

" Sister staying at an Eight-Star hotel?"

Deg, I was surprised by Rori's question. Did Dion's parents tell Dion everything, until they found out this hotel belonged to Nando. 

" Where's the deck from?" ask me

" Kemaren Mas Dion said to Mom's father, that brother must have stayed there and he said that mas Nando yesterday who owned the hotel "

" So, how's mom's dad's response?"

" They were silent, but until now you are still silent, brother, you look very angry. Dion was yesterday too. Brother, what's next week's event, brother?

" Sister doesn't want to, sister doesn't want to marry Dion Dek"

" Kasian's father's mother, the mother told Alin's sister, Mother can be ashamed, especially to the family of Mas Dion"

" I'm sorry, big brother, said the same mother's father, sister apologized. already yes deck, tomorrow morning brother has left again, but brother still misses…" 

" Yes, brother, be careful.." 

Then call me to decide, and reflect, whether what I'm doing is right or wrong. But this one time I don't want to give up on Dion. Already, I can't afford it, and I don't want to continue. 

I know how to lie down. I hope tomorrow morning is better than today. Poor Nando, it's been in various ways comforting me, but I'm still sad. I never felt him after yesterday.

Is Nando angry? Because yesterday Dion hit him, then how does he see my family's current condition? And did he hear father's words about our faith.

Every time I remember that, I go straight down. I'm lazy to talk about it now. I need Nando, whatever his current condition is, I need him, what does love need? But love needs each other, and right now she's all I have in my head and heart. May Nando be sincere, and my prayer for the last time tonight, may all this pass quickly.