Missing From Bian
Sad Feelings

Like my prayers are heard...

Suddenly it rained. We can still barbeque under the canopy tent, Nando still let the fishing rod parked on the edge of the lake.

I love the moonlight covered with rain. It starts out red, not dark because it's cloudy. The lake is doused in rain, the smell is evaporating, the smell of the soil is fragrant exposed to water, I really like this atmosphere. If I could stop time, I would just want it right now. Make me very beautiful. But something was strange, for some reason I felt sad, like crying. I looked at Nando, I felt my tears being pushed out. Bizarrely. I am very happy at the moment.

" Yank... Hey..why are you?" Nando Tegur. I immediately woke up from my daydream. I hugged Nando tightly. I'm really scared of losing Nando.

" I just want to be like this, Ndo. I don't know why I feel sad. What's up, huh?"

" why? Remember dad?"

" No, I'm just suddenly afraid of losing you "

" I'm here, I'm not going anywhere" said Nando, wiping my hand, and pulling my head to the kiss on my forehead.

What suddenly makes me sad? This is my favorite place and Nando. The most beautiful place I've been in my whole life. This atmosphere, this rain, this camp, and the fragrance of this land, that's all my wish. But I'm sad.

I tried to chat Lusi. Ask the father's condition. According to Lusi's father as usual. Mom is nothing either. What makes me sad.

The sky is no longer red, I can no longer see the moon. The rain is getting heavier. Nando led me into the tent. In the tent Nando was still sitting, and I was lying on his lap.

Nando told me that he never had any more desire to have than he felt for me. And all this time the word marriage is far from his mind, even though he had thought of marrying Renya first, but not until pushed like to me, even if we can say our relationship is still relatively short.

After this, Nando will try to talk to his parents, how the solution of them related to our relationship. Mama's given the green light to run a hotel in my town, but Papa hasn't had a reaction.

I am too. I would have ventured to ask my parents for their blessing. After that we also promised to discuss alone, what is our decision regarding this belief. And I, however, have no desire to retreat to betray my God. And Nando? Do I selfishly ask her to choose me and betray her God?

The night began late, our conversation tonight was very sad. After marriage problems, we also think if all the dead ends? where are we going to find blessing?

Talking late, making us sleepy, and deciding to go to sleep. We slept looking at each other, as if there was no tomorrow for the two anymore.

I felt my sleep not yet sound, suddenly my phone rang. All I did first was look at my watch, at half-time 4am. I then look for my Hape who is not lying where. How shocked I was, the one who called was Mom. Nando who also woke up was as surprised as I saw the name on the screen Hape.

" Mom.." say hello to me.

" Sena, when can you go home?" answer Mom there.

" Why mom? Is there an urgent?"

" Your father's condition is getting worse. If there is a holiday even though 2-3 days, return for a while Sena. Meet me, every day I ask you news"

" Why don't you just call Sena?"

" Dad didn't want to, "

" Good ma'am, try to get home as soon as possible"

" Good son, I'm waiting"

Then the phone's closed.

Nando looked at me, and so did I. Then I went back into his arms.

" Tomorrow come home, let me take care of your sudden leave"

" Tomorrow I'm looking for a plane, go show aja yank, most Wednesday I'm back at work"

" Solve it first there, just come back, sorry I can't accompany you this time. But if you need me, let me know"

" There is Mr. Agus there too, you can ask for help with him too, do not hesitate"

" Good Yank"

" Yuk rest first, sleep again..."

I also went back to sleep.

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I wanted to go home in the morning as soon as possible, but Nando was more relaxed.

" Yank, I have to go to the show today, we'll check out early"

" No need, no ticket night I have ordered, thank God there are still many empty. You leave at 6pm" answered Nando still closing his eyes.

I smile. That's Nando. He asked me to sleep, but he stayed up late looking for a ticket for me. I lay back hugging her.

" Don't you smell jigong ?" Ask Nando again nosy

" So, don't kiss, it smells the same" I said with a laugh.

We also closed our eyes again. I won't bring much. Only 2-3 days there, I will bring a small bag.

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At 11, after breakfast and breakfast, we went home. Nando didn't come home, he continued sleeping in the apartment, while I prepared my bag. I also contacted Risna, telling her I was taking a sudden leave of absence, because my father was sick.

Risna meng-1ok right, as long as GM okay. Well, obviously, GM booked my plane tickets, too.

At about 2 o'clock Nando came out of his room in a state of bathing, and fresher.

" Want to order a yank meal? " ask me.

" Yuk, what do you want to eat?" ask her back

" Message from the canteen under yuk, fried chicken and capcai, will you?"

" Could, gpp "

I directly chat the owner of the canteen in this apartment. Not until half an hour of food came, then I prepared it on the dining table, for me and Nando to eat together.

" It's okay there, take care, be patient, if there's anything contact Mr. Agus" this message is a re-broadcast from Nando. Because last night he told me too.

" Yes yank, what day did I come back?"

" On Thursday, let me take care of the ticket. If not much work, I'll take care of you"

" No need, a waste of money and time. Thursday I'm back here"

" Well, the important thing is that you're comfortable "

I brought my face closer to Nando. And kiss her lips. Replied by Nando and we even left food scraps on the table. Nando held me while he continued to kiss me, then landed me on the TV couch.. Any more....