Missing From Bian
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As usual, if the name is already a plan to camp, surely I always can not wait to leave. In the office I was still a work spirit, but his note, the spirit was because to kill time, so as not to feel that time was slow at all.

And strangely, how many times today Nando chat "I LOVE YOU " somehow hit where his head, until such a error. Even since we were dating, Nando has never done anything more like this.

It's chat 6, and none of me reply. But this last one I avenge. " I Love you tubi bertubi kitaanngggg" while smiling amusedly.

No wait a long time, chat reply from Nando was entered, " Find OO yank room", it's clear that reply chat made my eyes round. It's really bumping this boss sir.

"Wooooiii" reply me. And then enter again a chat reply from Nando that I no longer gubris. Waiting for the hour to go home from work I was impatient, plus Nando's interference made me more and more work-birit.

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The end of the office hours came. I went to the locker to change clothes, there as usual, I took the time to joke with the kwek kwek trio.

" Hey, missaa.. Here used to sit down, you have to explain something to all of us" called Risna, with a very serious face growling a little spooking me.

" Aposek, the cake is serious" I replied as if I didn't know what they were going to ask. Though I know, surely Risna will discuss my employment contract.

" Sist, what's wrong? The feeling yesterday in the hospital, you still ask me about your employment contract. Then why all of a sudden today, I heard from my boss, you don't want to be extended? What was? sebel I Bi.... " Omel Risna Long. His face was between angry and sad. It's too obvious, if I can reach out with his hands, maybe some punches and pinch will land on my arm.

" Ohhh.. GM does not want to extend my contract sist, sad I tuuuuu really" lie me, I put a face as if sad.

" What's Bi? You want to get married?" ask mba Iren.

" No mba, who wants to marry?, no one has applied "

" Ahhh, don't cover up from us anyway Bi.. You are, we are already rich family gini, again cheerful merrily befriend and tease, know her you go... " Add Iren again.

" Yes mba.. Really. My boyfriend is Mr. GM, if I want to get married, the news must be everywhere.. There is no one yet"

Risna's face was getting irritated.

" mba, Ris, donuts.. I'm going home. I want to help Lusi my sister take care of my father. There was still time, "this time I answered seriously. Yes that's the diplomatic excuse we prepared with Nando last night, if anyone asks.

The answer that has been officially validated by me and Nando, which I use also as an excuse not to extend my contract in HRD.

" continue? How are you with Nando?" ask Donut

" Well, not how. I'm moving on, so team up with Mr. Agus in my city. Yes relationship with Nando, we just live "Obviously me again.

" Why Bi, why move, here ajalah.." Risna.

" I also want Ris.. Want near Nando continue. If near my parents later his courtship is not as free here, right." joked me, and welcome to laugh rushy trio kwek kwek.

" Is there a farewell party ?" Shouted Donut with a hopeful face.

" Hhhmm, I tried to talk to Nando first huh. I hope I can"

" Siiippp" they answered simultaneously.

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" I'm sorry Ndo, that was abis in the introductions of the kwek kwek trio" Nando just smiled in response to my explanation.

Then the car started to go. Nando's hand held mine, and drove with one hand.

My memory goes back to the first time Nando stated he liked me, and took this relationship seriously. Yeah, the day I was in Dion's denials. The day Nando picked up my phone that was on a video call with Dion.

Along the way, I just observed Nando's face. I'll miss him, for sure. I want to be satisfied to see this face. Nando, who knew I kept looking at her face, replied with an occasional look at me, and kissed my hand. From his grasp I know, he doesn't want to let go of me, he wants me to stay by his side... Ndo, if I could, I would too.

" His car has a yank camera?" ask me while looking at the windshield.

" There's..." Answer Nando.

" another car?"

" There's all, why?"

" How long does the data last?"

" 2 weeks"

" Hmmmmm" I replied weakly.

" But all the backups anyway, it's in security at home. Why?"

" I want all our videos in the car, right from the start, okay? " Please be weak. Yeah, I'd like to remember Nando once in a while with all this. Hopefully it can ..

" Maybe, I'll find it, I'll keep it for you"

" Thank you Ndo"

I immediately clung to Nando's arm, hugged his arm, and stared ahead. When I first went camping, I was very nervous to see the atmosphere on the road, left right, and this rock hill. But right now, I feel a loss if I let go of Nando for a moment.

Ndo.... how are we after this?

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We arrived. Nando just took the number of the tent, and the equipment that had been in his message during the reservation last afternoon.

Then we parked the car, and walked towards the tent. Each stay here, always get a different tent, surely the view will also be different.

" bi... Remember we are camping, and the one in the tent next door is a family with their kids" Nando said as I was preparing barbeque and steamboat equipment for dinner.

" Yes, the rain is heavy, their children.e cheer with excitement, because of the splash of rain, I immediately imagine, our child will also one day be as happy as it is staying here.." Honestly, I want to cry. The words 'our children' that just came out of my lips, made me like I was struck by lightning, my hands and feet weakened..

" Bi,," Nando approached.

" Tonight, if after this you get pregnant, it means our way with Bi" she added. Her eyes were glazed over, her arms clasping my wrists. Her breath is in a long pull.

I forced a smile to be on my lips. And answered with a head, and also let go of a long breath. To me, I've told Nando many times, that I don't approve of the idea.

Nando then squealed and hugged my leg. Immerse her face over my thighs. His shoulders were shaking, Nando sobbing in tears. My tears finally came. I looked towards the lake, only dark. The light of the lamp is not able to illuminate up to the middle of the lake. My hands, keep stroking Nando's hair. What should I do Ndo. His sense of wanting to go crazy, and plunge into the lake, we just die tonight both, let the pain and tightness in this heart disappear. Want the taste of this heart I came out temporarily, let it heal first. If it doesn't hurt anymore, I put it back.