Missing From Bian
Commitment

I can't wait for Friday, it's already Thursday. Risna is not going to eat meatballs, somehow meatballs are not special today. Because my mind has traveled to Camping and Barbeque. 

"Jajan yuk Ris, make a snack tomorrow Camping time" take me

"May, I'll buy a lot, let's revise it tomorrow more exciting together mba Iren and Donut "

Donut means Risna is Dona, AR the hotel I'm at, giving Risna lunch too. 

We then went to the supermarket everywhere, like going to war, we bought almost all kinds of snacks with the title ..

"This is it, Rey likes it.."

"Yes, my boss is snacking on this"

"This is also the Boss I like to talk about when I buy"

"This is the Herman she likes"

I don't know anyone who likes, who became a suspect for a lot of his snacks that we bought that afternoon. 

Night yes Nando ngajakin VC, which I discussed is still about Camping, said Nando he was tired of his horrors. He doesn't know I've never been to a mountain in my entire life. So my head was full of thought what was there cold, do I have to provide a thicker jacket, etc.

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Yeaaayy..After work directly delivered to the boarding by Nando. Will be picked up at 7 p.m. Travelling for about 1 hour, he said. I immediately took out a backpack for me to carry, stuffing clothes, warm water tumbler, drinking water tumbler, and snack that I had bought.

I saw it was 6 in the afternoon. I was getting ready to take a shower and put on the warm clothes I had prepared. 

Less than 7 o'clock Nando has arrived. Nando went straight to my room where the door was open, and sat down by my bed.

"Where's the luggage?" ask her

"This is my answer" pointed to a backpack that has been as big as the stomachs of pregnant women 9 months.

"mad, what did you bring Neng?" 

" the most delicious snack"

"just went last night rich 5 days you know" Nando sneered, but I pretended not to hear.

"Well, eat first, I'm hungry." take Nando.

He stood up while carrying my backpack that was insulted earlier. 

I caught up with Nando who had left the room, and locked the door.

I also did not forget to contact Mom, for permission to go camping.

" Hello ma'am…"

" Sena.. have you eaten?"

" It's mom, mom tonight just want to camp to the mountain with friends mom, so don't go home to the boarding house. It's just one night, ma'am" I explained to Mom

" Yes gpp, his friend is fine, right son?"

"Who is ma'am.id Sena has always been the same bad guy" I chuckled at my mother's question.

"Eh son, this is Dion, mother love her hape yes, just so happen to be she's here playing with Rori" 

Nando stopped the car. She heard what Mom said, which was the phone on speaker, but I didn't think Dion was still going to Mom's house, but she never called me at all. 

Nando looked at me, but didn't say anything, his expression showed him he wanted to know what Dion was talking about.

"Hallo Bi" Dion's typical heavy voice took me by surprise. 

"Yes.." Answer me

"Where are you going tonight? like you're getting out there more and more" Dion hasn't changed, why is he talking about it? I tried not to be provoked, but next to me was Nando, his expression was not wearing. Maybe if the dion in front of him at this time, Nando's bogem has landed on his face.

"You VC? you dare? dare not?" challenge Nando. 

"Make what? what do you want to know?" 

Nando coded me, to say yes, but I shook my head, until Nando put on a pushy face. The end I did.

"If you're still abstaining, I'm not, but you have to remember yes, we're currently nobody, you're saying you can find 10 women prettier than me" answer me angry.

"Okay, I just want to know who's next to you"

I switched the call to VC, and my legs cooled as soon as I saw Dion's face. She's alone, like her sitting on Mom's porch. Her cynical smile was on the corner of her lips. In the frame, I'm just on my own. Nando is invisible, he deliberately keeps his distance.

"It's still pretty you too" whispered Dion

"already? I hung up on him" I replied

"who you go with, it's impossible for you to ride an online motorcycle sitting in front"

"with anyone it's none of your business anymore"

"Just have your beauty there, there will be many men who want, you can get a lot of money, even overnight" Oh my God, Dion's words are amazingly hurt my heart. He who dated me for 2 years more never gave me my body, let alone someone else, but he was able to tell me to sell myself. 

Nando's hand shook, suddenly his kiss landed on my cheek. Dion immediately stood up from his seat watching Nando kiss me from the camera. 

"Anj**g" his eyes grew big, his teeth were docked. I know how angry he is at this time.Maybe he was still aware that HP belonged to mother, otherwise, it's been hit with all its energy. 

"Bro, you don't have to tell him to sell himself, he's looking for halal money just not inexhaustible, why to have to sell himself" Nando directly spoke to Dion. He survives from the beginning but maybe Dion's words remrofoculate him.

"Anj**g you two, when I see you, I'll finish you both"

then call Dion's lid. 

"Ndo, I don't agree with what you did. I know Dion, he's been makin' me like that a lot, already, what you're doing is making things worse" 

"continue, should I just shut up to see you're fawning at someone like him? how rich is he until you just stay quiet on him? in the defense for years, I bought her mouth, how much do you want to pay?" 

Nando was fiery, only once did he get angry in front of me. It turned out that this jolly man was terrible if angry.

"I'm a gpp, I'm an ordinary person, but I'm afraid of his last words, I'm afraid…"

My tears were dripping, I was afraid that Dion might go berserk and not control, or even complain that I did not. 

"Ndo," call me

"You why? what are you afraid of? are you afraid of losing her?" Nando hit the steering wheel. 

"Go away, let's talk first" I tried to talk calmly, so Nando was calm. But as angry as Nando is, he doesn't scare me in the least, like with Dion. 

"You haven't told your parents that you broke up with him?" ask her again. I shook my head, I nodded.

"why? " continuously

"i'm afraid you're worried, so the plan is that I'll tell you tomorrow that I'm on leave, I'm home" 

"It's still a long time Febian, so what do you think I am? what do you think of this relationship?" nando's voice was full of pressure, Nando was angry, really angry.

"I don't know Ndo. You never reveal your feelings to me, you never permission the same me every touch me, you do that. Sometimes I think evil, confused, do I benefit you to make Dion's lupain, or do you again benefit my troubled condition? but honestly, I've always been comfortable near you, very comfortable"

"Do I still have to say what his commitment is after everything we've been through this month Febian? I gotta talk to you if I like us, let's date? lt's it? you want to not date me? so I have to talk so you know what we're doing now ?"

"I don't know youuuu" I cried as I cried.

"i'm confused, I'm comfortable with Nando, very comfortable, I like it when Nando touches, I never feel that feeling, if you go home, I think he wants to, I feel that, keep you near me, but I'm afraid, you're just taking advantage of my condition. You also say yourself, if you are approaching someone, continue if the girl accepts you? i how? are we HTS-an?" 

"Geez Bian, what are you thinking?"

"i'm afraid of Ndo's disappointment, that Dion really likes to hurt me. But you, you pay attention to me, you treat me gently, I'm afraid of disappointment, I'm afraid when I've been hoping, you go with the girl"

"That girl is you…." Nando clasped my hand firmly, the pain was painful, but it made me realize, and the words had managed to stop my crying.