Missing From Bian
Tear

I woke up at 6 a.m. Today as usual, I have to work. While taking a shower, I saw my eyes swollen and swollen, from crying yesterday. I also compressed my eyes after a shower.

I got ready with some neat clothes, and ordered an ojek online. On the way, I felt not well. My head hurts like a migraine, I had a chance to feel the forehead and my neck, and it was hot. But I've already arrived at the hotel. I decided to keep working, however I could, I thought. If I feel like I can't do it, I'll go home.

While changing clothes, I met a trio of kwek kwek. Yes there are those, who have not been together for a long time especially since I moved to the apartment. When I was at the boarding house, they would sometimes come and gather at my boarding house.

" Sist... Are you not healthy? Pale, not as usual? " Tegur Risna, his face was a bit worried. Risna then approached and touched my forehead.

" Eh Bi, it's so hot. Have you taken medication? Don't work Bi, rest, go back there" he added.

" Gpp Ris, try to work as well as possible. Later if I can't afford to rest"

" But very hot, break ajalah... Sleep here" Risna.

" Ntar... I went to the office first.. Yuk mba's...Don's..." I also went to the office. Accompanied by the annoyed gazes of the members of the trio kwek kwek. They're upset because maybe they think I'm stubborn at getting a break.

I'm getting ready for the morning briefing. But when I wanted to stand up from my chair, suddenly my gaze was black instantly, and my head was throbbing even more. I wanted to sit back, but my legs shifted the wheels of the chair causing the chair to move away from me. Then last I heard the voice of someone screaming...

" why?"

And Bug... I'm fallin...

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I slowly heard Risna's voice calling my name. Also a touch on my cheek, like a slap, but slowly.

I wanted to answer, I wanted to open my eyes, but I didn't have the strength to do it.

Then there was a voice that said the car was ready, and my body was touched by many people. Risna's voice I still hear calling me. Don't answer, Igin nodded his head I couldn't.

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This time I felt very comfortable on the bed. I don't know how I got here. I felt my breathing relieved, but something was tied to my nose. After being awakened by Risna's call, I can now open my eyes, and I know this place, the Hospital.

I tried to inhale the long oxygen attached to my nose. The feeling was relieved, but the headache that I had felt had not disappeared.

" sister.. What's his name? " ask someone, whom I identify as a nurse trying to resuscitate.

" Tian.." Answer me

" How old is he? " ask her again

" 24 years "

" Sister can see my finger? This how many?"

" Three..."

" Good, brother is now in hospital ER. Brother remember how big brother got here?"

This time I shook my head. Because I don't remember at all .

" What do you feel now? Any pain? Or dizzy?"

" There's a headache in the head. It seems like here, it hurts so much" I pointed to the point that I felt so much pain.

" This is a card, containing a sis number, according to brother, the pain that you feel is in what number?"

I tried to examine my pain, and match the indicators on the card.

" Sister, what kind of pain? Pulsed violently, and if the elder brother stood up to be spinning? Or just throbbing?"

" Throbbing strongly, and so much pain when I tried to stand up, my view became all black, and it felt good"

" Well, just a minute, brother, let's get a doctor"

Risna sat beside me. His face was between annoyance and worry. Maybe if I wasn't in this condition, he would have lectured me at length times high. Because it was d nasehatin to rest.

" His face is always sist" I said to Risna. Because his face is ugly.

" Apaan's.... So if in nasehatin the man, heard. Not stubborn, until that ration. Good thing it didn't break his head to Bi's desk...Bi..."

" Oh yeah? I don't remember anymore. Just remember to stand up, uh even dizzy... Keep my chair kicked"

" Have a rest first"

Not long after that came a doctor. The doctor explained the condition of blood pressure, the diagnosis of my complaint, while I was suspected of having vertigo.

" Dok, if vertigo can't help her get up or walk a lot?" ask Risna.

" Oh right mba,, this mba will be on opname for some day's obstruction. Because of the risk of falling, we give yellow bracelets yes mba.."

" But doc, can't I be outpatient ?" I'm pasting. Karen, there's no way I'm on opname right now. Who's gonna take care of it?

" Why is that so mba?"

" My doc's alone, nobody's gonna take care of him"

" Especially if you live alone at home, it is very dangerous. Because of the risk of jatoh mba. So as good as the mba in the opname, no need to worry yes mba, we have a nurse who standby 24 hours, can mba call to help mba"

" Don't be stubborn anymore. Don't think things through. Follow the doctor's word. Me and Donna can change your guard. Don't make it up to ask to go home and be alone in the apartment" Omel Risna.

I can only surrender. The process continues. A nurse came to put my infusion. Risna then takes care of all the administration. I just remembered, I forgot to ask if Risna called Nando ?

I hope not yet. Because I don't want Nando to worry. Let him finish his business there first. I'm at most in 2-3 days. I can finish this all by myself, without Nando.

Not long after, Rishna returned.

" Ris, have you told Nando yet?"

" I ? Nothing yet.. Wh why? I don't know if the others. Because it was a big scene when you fainted"

" Ris, help infoin, to friends and other HOD as well. Don't tell Nando. I don't want him to worry. Let him concentrate on his business there first. Helpin' ya.."

" okay. Try it Bi, if anyone has already info I'm not responsible"

" I don't think there is yet. Because if not, he must have called you.."

" Yes too. Okay, I'm trying to get some info..."

" Thank you Ris..."

" lyes.... "

And I'm getting ready to move into the treatment room. Let me rest here for a few days.

For the first time in my life, and when it happened, I was alone. Without family, without the people I love.

Yes, I do have to practice for myself often next.....