Missing From Bian
Deep Talk

Today was over, Nando and I went home together, but since Nando had to go to the airport tonight, Nando just drove me home without stopping.

Arriving home, because I was so tired, I immediately took a shower, for this dinner I decided to order online only. After the shower, I waited for my food to come, playing Hape on the TV couch.

Not long after that the food came. While eating alone I felt lonely, and suddenly remembered Mom's cooking. How long have I not tasted my cooking. Back then, coming home from work, when I was tired like this, whatever Mom cooked, I would have spent. Miss Mom's cooking, miss Mommy,,,

My tears are dripping, somehow my family's there I don't know. The feeling of longing, miss the atmosphere of the house. Hang out with my sisters.

Serba wrong, miss cry, call must also cry. Lusi also has no news. If I go through Susi I ask, maybe I won't cry. But when I want to chat Lusi, I mengantungkan, because this is still maghrib, usually it's dinner time, Lusi must be with Mom and Dad.

After eating, I went back to bed on the couch. I tried to chat with my close friends first. Vero. I haven't had any news with Vero in a long time. Vero responded, we told each other. Vero is getting married this month. He wanted to let me know, but lost my Hape number. The invitation has been delivered to Mother's house, and received directly by Mother, he said.

I immediately told Vero the status of my current relationship with Mom. Vero's concerned. He cheers me on. Plus I told you about Nando, and how I got into a relationship with Nando. Vero finally told me, that Dion also had time to invite him to meet, telling me. Dion wants Vero to influence me to go back to Dion. To persuade me to return to my city. But ignored Vero, because vero did not like Dion who was too positive for me. After a long chat, Vero and I went to bed.

When I was about to move to the room, suddenly heard the door open, was shocked, but because of my position facing the door, I could immediately see Nando entering with his typical grin. I then smiled.

" Mama and sister Uki have left?" ask me

" I just got home from the airport" replied Nando.

" Don't go home, you know, you'll report to your mom again.." I satirize Nando with a smile, funny to imagine the face of Nando when in the quip Mama earlier. Sure enough, Nando immediately sneered at my words.

I sat back on the couch and turned on the TV.

" Want to see a movie?" ask Nando

" Can,, yuk"

Then I was ready to find a movie from the app and turn off the lights, to be really like in a movie theater. It's been a few months since the tragedy, me and Nando have never seen a movie again.

We watched while having a light conversation. Summarizing from a few days of not talking because of busy at the office.

" Well, how was mama?

" There's nothing, it's just you"

" hmmm, do you know what my relationship is with my parents?"

" Tau, I told you"

" Terusss"

" There's nothing, mama just said, no matter how the relationship should be repaired. Then he wants you to go home to your city, Eight-star handle"

" Hmmm.. About arriving in my city, Daddy and Mom accept me, don't ya? Or maybe my picture is already spread out by the mayor so that I can't get in there again"

" There-there's... I said instead that mama asked for marriage, hahahahaha" I reflexively pulled Nando's head off. I'm glad that Nando proposed to me. But....

" Eh, really "

" Would mommy be like that?"

Nando fell silent, He immediately returned to focusing on the film we were watching earlier.

" What if I don't answer?" ask me to push

Nando looked at me.

" Have you got your period?" Nando asked back

" Here you are, new also fresh jelsi" immediately Nando limp.

" How come? Why?" ask me wonder

" Maybe you have to get pregnant first, let the road not convoluted"

Now it's my turn to drown. I never agreed to that path. But from here I know, what Mama Nando's response to my relationship with Nando.

" Mama said, how would we marry if our beliefs are different. My mother agreed with my relationship and yours. But my mom asked for that, a matter of faith. Because Papa would not agree that different as it is now "

" It's getting harder... "

" What's so hard yank?"

" It's difficult this relationship. From the beginning riweh, now it is more riweh"

" Mama wants you to go back to your city. After the contract ends, you go there first"

" You??"

" I'm following. Because you have to find a new GM first. If I see you soon, I'll have a chelate coming there."

I've been limp thinking about this belief issue. But if I go back to my city, I am also confused, even more confused about surviving in this city.

" What about Uki?"

" She had no comment, just ngokng ngokng only when mama said"

" You?"

" I don't want to think about it Bi, I said that I can cut the road to make it shorter, yes I shorten the process "

" About my contract extended, huh?"

" Why is that? Don't you want to go home?"

" No, I wonder if the city still accepts me Ndo, I'm afraid, I really miss my mother" I cried. I can't hold it anymore. Today although on one hand I am happy because behind the issue of belief, Mama Nando accepted me. But when I was alone, I really missed my family.

When my crying had begun to subside, and the grip of my hand on Nando's shirt began to wobble, Nando just started talking.

" Call your sisters.. Ask the condition of the father and mother "

" I intended to, but I'm afraid that if they're with Mom.."

" If this hour may no longer be Bi, try it..."

Finally while wiping my tears, I took the phone and looked for the number of Lusi. I contacted by doing Chat.

" Lusi, are you sleeping?" thankfully, Lusi is still online.

" Sister, how are you? " answer immediately

" Who else is the same? Can the phone call? But don't know Mom"

" I'm alone, brother, in the room. I slept, brother"

I looked at Nando. And Nando nodded encouraging me. This is the first time I've called Lusi again after months ago, when my mom scolded me.

" Deck...." Call me when Lusi answers the phone..

" Yes, brother... Big brother is well, how are you?" I immediately cried hearing the voice of Lucia. It feels so missed.

" Sister is healthy, how are you?"

" My dad's been sick for a few months. Dad yesterday had a stroke, but thankfully started to recover. Now just his talk is a little unclear. Healthy mom. Yes in healthy. Because actually every two weeks you have to control the doctor "

" Geez deck... How could you get sick? "

" Yes brother, since brother left, and Mother Brother Dion's family came, angry. Not to mention our own families who started telling us sister"

I'm back sobbing. I feel like a very selfish human being. I don't think his problems will get this bad. Until my parents got sick.

" I'm sorry, big brother... But that's how Dion, brother can't handle Dion"

" What's wrong, brother, we see the true nature of Brother Dion. He dared to curse mom and dad. Until I was really furious, and fell down immediately when Dion's brother came home"

" Geez, who did he dare to curse the father? And you guys just shut up? Why not teriakin maling"

" Who are we brother? He's the ruler of this city. We're just ordinary people"

" Anj**g is indeed Dion,, "

" Sister, we don't have to deal with rich people like that anymore. It's hard to finish it, brother"

" Lusi, did you use your sister's money? "

" Sister, that's all we expected, brother. It all depends on that"

" You, if there is more need, tell brother immediately yes, from next month brother will try to send more. You too, if you see mom again need a lot, tell brother yes, brother will try"

" Yes, brother..."

" Anytime, what happened, tell sister immediately. Or ask for your account number"

" Don't brother, later even mother thinks strange if I have money brother, he thinks I sell myself like the accusation of brother Dion to brother. Now I'm good at driving, because I had to rush to learn, no one wants to say father if not brother"

I laughed at what Lucia said. Also, it must be a question if suddenly Lusi has money.

" Yes already, sister send to Mom's account only yes. Lusi sleep, thank you very much deck..."

Phone's on the lid.

Nando looked at me inside.

" How much money do you want to send to your mother?" Ask her.

I let out a sigh and checked the balance through e-banking. I showed her my balance. There is a 7 million figure less. The money I managed to collect a little because my expenses were minimal. Almost all in Talangin Nando.

" Request an account number, I add it" he said.

" No need, I'll send you another 5 million. Yesterday at the beginning of the month I sent 4 million, 5 million for additional Mother hold-hold quite, I until this payday hold 2 million ngirit, canaaa...."

Nando then grabbed my phone and looked at the account number. And landed 25 million. Four shock. It's easy for people to give that money.

" Is this a loan or a gift sir?" ask me

" Gift, love to Mom, money you save"

Immediately I sent the money to my mother's account.

For a moment I forgot the bad feeling to Nando. Because when mom needs it.

" What's your plan now?" Nando stroked my hair. Make sure I'm okay.

I let out a breath.

" I want to curse Dion. Want me to tear his mouth "Objected me.

" Patience first. There is a time, silencing the mouth of such a man must be with something great "

I'm sure, right, silencing such a person should be with something that could put him to shame. Not with violence.