Missing From Bian
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Nando still sobbing. I can't bear to see it like this. But even comforting words I can no longer afford. Just silence. Crying, even though trying to calm down.

" Bi, just this once Bi, I beg you"

" Ndo, you used to expect me to get pregnant to cut off this difficult path from the beginning, but God didn't allow Ndo "

" I want Bi, I want to have a child from you, I want you to raise our son2, I want us to continue together, let's face Bi, don't give up"

" Don't give up Ndo, right, I don't give up. We keep going and try to survive, until where we can. Let's try Ndo, you don't have to cry. You have my whole heart"

Nando stands. Her face was red, then turned off my steamboat stove. Nando pulled my hand rough, headed for the tent and closed it. I'm resigned. I'm not fighting back. Whatever Nando does, I'm sincere, even if what happens after this is a loss to me, but if after this I'm pregnant, fine, then, maybe the steeper road we'll take, I'm sincere.

Nando undressed forcibly, I just stared at him, but Nando didn't blink a bit. An angry and sad expression mixed on his face, no, it was a frustrated expression. The heartbroken nando.

After finishing everything, Nando crashed beside me. I then curled towards her, hugging her field chest.

" Dear "Call me

" Hmmmm" he answered while stroking my shield that was above his chest.

" Lelie? "

Nando just shook his head.

" Eat yuk, I'm hungry "take me. I want Nando to take his mind off. I remember that we had agreed to camp until Sunday. If Nando's story is frustrated like this, I don't know if camping this time will be as exciting as usual?

" Yuk, put on your clothes first" replied Nando.

Nando also petrified me from the bed, and put on clothes. After that we ate, without any conversation.

The next tent had just been filled, and again we were neighbors with a small family. Even their children are still around 3 to 5 years old.

Nando occasionally glanced at the little family, they laughed at the funny behavior of their child who was fishing without patience. Reject back in check, and disappointed because the fish no one stuck.

Seeing me and Nando glancing at the lyrics and smiling at their son's behavior, the old man also threw a smile at us, which made me and Nando a bit groggy, and the kids were just so scared, because they are caught watching people.

" Boy.want the fish?" Call Nando original

" Want ooomm" replied the long boy and pleaded.

Nando also gave the child a cue to come to him, and gave the fish that had been put in the bucket. The boy's parents laughed.

" Piere, say thank you to her" cried the mother

" Thank you Om." said the child with a smile. Yes, a beautiful smile, like my shadow if I have a child.

Then the mother went inside the tent for a while and came out carrying the package. Unexpectedly the mother even walked towards us.

" Om, auntie, this is made by me, where do you like.." the mother thrust food in aluminum foil towards me. After we thanked her, she returned to her tent. They're friendly, but I hope they don't realize that we're lovers, not husband and wife.

We went back into the tent. The rain will fall, the sky will begin to turn red, and the wind will be strong. Inside the tent Nando ate the spaghetti given by the mother next door. Like the weightlifting sport had spent his energy, or this is preparation for the next round. Oh my...

I laid my body on the bed, playing with my phone, but it seemed like the bad weather was making the signal start to get ugly.

I put down my phone and looked at Nando who was still eating voraciously.

" You hungry? Or is the spaghetti delicious?" ask me.

" Gak, hahahahaa, I just want to take it easy for tonight" Nando then glanced mischievously at me, and smiled seductively.

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The next morning I woke up, Nando was lying next to me. We didn't tell each other last night, the last thing I remember was Nando eating spaghetti, and then I fell asleep.

I love seeing Nando's sleeping face, and always feel proud that I was the woman he loved.

While lying down, I looked through the ticket promos on the blue bird app. In the near future I have to go home, leave everything here, everything, except my heart maybe.