Missing From Bian
The End Borrow the Shoulder

At the end of the car out of the asphalt path, entering the rocky road and has begun to look some parked vehicles, also small lights set beautiful. I could hear the sound of the waves, and the strong wind. The beaches…. I immediately got out of the chair. I don't know what happiness looks like, because I rarely see the beach. In my town there are no beaches or mountains, so seeing the beach is something Woww

Nando smiled seeing my reaction. 

“ Happy? “Tanya her

“ Banget...” I answered while preparing to come down. 

It's not Sunday night, but Friday night Saturday, so it's not too crowded, during this town, I'd love to go to the beach, but because the distance is very far from the city, I was reluctant to ask Risna to bring me here. 

I went down and walked with Nando, and honestly, there were a lot of young people who looked scary, like thugs. Nando immediately grabbed my hand when one of the groups saw me as if to interrupt.  

We looked for a food vendor's lodge and Nando asked for a mat rental, also ordered grilled corn and drinks. 

“ Forgot, should have bought a snack on the road.”  Nando said

“ Cana da grilled corn, eat until the teeth shake.” Answer me while laughing. 

Geez, why not take the beach tonight anyway, if the afternoon or afternoon, I do not want to eat meatballs gpp deh, which is important see the beach. If the night is beautiful, but more beautiful there is the sun.

The mat came, Nando showed us where we were going to sit, the seller still gave us the long wooden chair that was available, but Nando and I sat down, on the mat, our chairs make a place to lean. 

I started playing with the sand with my hands. I realized Nando kept staring at me and smiling. Ah, fortunately I was crying in front of Nando, so I was brought to the beach. Tomorrow if you want to go to the mountain, I cry again, right? Haha…

Although not too crowded, but can be seen around the beach many young people who pair up eating corn, chatting, also I see some families, which I believe they come from out of town. 

Not long ago, corn and tea in the bottle that Nando ordered came. 

“ Eat first wooyy,” take Nando

I immediately smiled, and grabbed one grilled corn. 

“ If I know you want to make sure I go to the beach, do not have meatballs earlier, directly here, so you can see the beach when it is still bright.” whispered me while smiling to Nando

“ Ouh Neng, there is no plan yes, this way here because I am confused to be taken where this crying woman, want to be taken to the boarding house, later down cry I thought abis mistreating you, want me to take it home, later we are watched aunty and steadfast, confused I” 

I laughed to see Mr. Boss explain it all. 

“ Almost want to call Risna again, kok was the same Risna not cry, the same I cry anyway, haduuuhhh” added while shaking his head.

“ Tau gini I brought Bi chess, or monopoly? Wantsome? I'm looking for a department store near here?” joked Nando again. 

“ Hahahahhaaa.. no no, just sit sweet and chat , while eating this” I thrust grilled corn to Nando. 

“ When was the last time to Bi beach?” Ask her..

“ Last year maybe, where I have no mountains, no beaches, if you want to see both, I have to go out of town, last year went with Dion and friends, camping, barbeque.. ….” I did not continue my story, without realizing that every time I mentioned Dion's name my chest was immediately tight. And tears were pushed out. 

Nando regretted asking that. Because back I was crying, and he was confused about what to do. Finally the corn that is not being eaten is put again to the plate. Can't afford to continue eating. 

“ Map..” Nando's whisper

“ Gpp, I am sensitive,” I replied 

“ You, if you know, there is no gap about me that without Dion, almost every day me and Dion that way. 2 years, every day Dion comes home, Dion, unless he is out of town with his family, or again there are his office activities, or family events, even family events sometimes I follow? so this incident makes me asphyxiate” I cry again, and Nando again took a deep breath, confused. 

“ If you want a story, tell it, I listen.” he said

“ I'm an introvert Ndo, I miss Mom at a time like this, I want a story, but here I don't have Mom, if I tell you over the phone, Mom must be worried. Maybe it's because I didn't get it out, so it's really tight in Ndo's chest. “ 

“ Just like me, I listen.. gpp, tomorrow is also a holiday, gpp will we go home later? “ 

“ Gpp.. I was also afraid that if I was alone in the boarding house, I was just crying.. Dion and I had been dating for more than 2 years Ndo, during the courtship is also not always sweet, serinng fight as well, because Dion was positive, when we graduated from college, I want to work at the hotel, he was super duper bawel, and, until I say so I don't work at the hotel, he wants to marry me. You know, even if there is a guy who just told me how to look like he is, or there is a guy chat, I will be angry. Until he talked to his parents, make my application directly ever you know “ 

“ Keep applying? “ 

“ Yes, crazy, just graduated from college and I married that? Dion was childish, spoiled, but he loved me so much. I was just sick of worrying for forgiveness, if I was angry until crying, he begs to apologize usually, will not come home from my house if I have not smiled. He's an official's son, maybe I'm selfish and matre too, Dion's had several times offended me, even once humbled my family, I wanted to break him, but back again, back again, parents already know we are dating, big family kuk too, they often mention his Cousin, his ponakan, his beautiful grandson will be the son-in-law of the Father A, he said, the most famous officials in my city, I am ashamed, if I suddenly break up, how do I have to face them. And more, I have been lazy to start relationships with others, and more, starting PDKT again with another guy, who is not necessarily better than Dion” 

“ Keep even if he hurts you, you keep ?” 

“ For those reasons yes.. and continue to hope he will change. According to her parents far away the changes Dion before and after with me, her parents love me very much Ndo..” I sobbed again sobbing sobbing in light of Dion's parents' excellent treatment of me. And this time I had a hard time stopping crying, my chest tight, I wanted to scream. 

Nando immediately rubbed my hair, as I bowed in tears and could not stop. Unexpectedly, Nando grabbed me, and placed my head on his shoulder. Reflex I took his arm and I hugged. We leaned against the wooden chair with my head on his shoulder, and his arms that I hugged. Nando rubbed the back of my hand. Borrow Mr. Boss' shoulder first, whatever he wants to think about, but this is very comfortable. 

But, I don't know what just whispered to Nando, until he suddenly kissed the tip of my head, so soft, and strange my feeling was a bit strange, my chest was pounding, my chest was pounding, but it's not a beat that makes me as claustrophobic as remembering Dion. I shut up, I just realized, how good Nado has been with me, and for attention, does Nando like me? ah, no way, he will have someone else he likes, already wants to be, again peddling, afraid of being rejected. Whatever it is, what matters tonight she belongs to me for a moment.