Muhasabah Love Hasna
THE MCH 13

"Tie"

"Ma"

"I want to talk to you.." Say them simultaneously.

Their eyes met, and seemed to misbehave each other, but a moment later Hasna quickly lowered her gaze. He felt his heart beating so hard.

"Then you speak first." Raihan's words allowed Hasna to speak first.

"You are.." Hasna refused as she tried to neutralize the beating of her heart.

"Ladies first.." Raihan forced Hasna to have Hasna speak first. When their eyes met, Raihan seemed to have difficulty controlling the pounding of his heart which suddenly pumped faster.

"Mmmmh okay.. Rai. I want to apologize for my jutek attitude that might offend you." Hasna said quietly, but Raihan could hear her clearly.

"It's okay if I were you maybe I would act like that too." Said Raihan who immediately felt relief in his heart. He did not expect Hasna's attitude could change 180 degrees like that in a short time and now Hasna who had just wanted to talk to him made Raihan happy.

"Can it be like that? You are not a man and I am a woman. Men put their logic first while women are more likely to use their feelings." Hasna spoke again but her head was still down.

"I-I mean I can understand it.." Said Raihan slightly stuttered, he did not expect Hasna turned out to be a smart woman. Raihan recalled that while Hasna was teaching, Raihan was fascinated by the way Hasna taught. Raihan imagines if he later married Hasna, their children would also love to teach with Hasna, Umminya.

"Mmmmh, thank you Rai. Thank you also for helping me.."

"Ray.."

"Yes.."

"Actually me...?"

Raihan deg deg an awaits the continuation of Hasna's speech.

"I asked Par to tell you so you could marry me immediately. But in fact you are the one who first conveyed it. At first I was happy when I heard your words.but now I don't know Rai.. Do I have to accept your proposal or not?"

"Lho why are you so hesitant, instead of you just saying that you want me to marry you immediately..?"

"I'm Rai's widow, I'm afraid that if Mama you won't accept me. I realize my status now could be a barrier to getting your parents' blessing."

Hasna who had just lowered her head dared to raise her face and look at Raihan.

One second, two seconds, three seconds.. They stared at each other and glued for a while.

"Trus what's wrong.. if Mama doesn't mind her?"

***

On the way to the onion fields Omnya Hery, Hery and Mr. Raam looked serious talking.

"Pa, would Papa agree if Raihan proposed to Hasna?"

"Why not? Instead Papa is happy, Raihan can forget Dini quickly."

"Lho, Papa, how come you can be so sure that you know Hasna and you know Hasna's story?"

"Without Papa having to know too, if Raihan had already made up his mind, Papa was sure the boy already knew the consequences."

"It's enough just to be a messian lest you also have feelings for Hasna, you don't want Raihan to be disappointed a second time, let alone his own brother who took Hasna from him." Said Mr. Raam full of pressure on Hery who he had considered like his son.

"Relax Pa, I've got my heart moorings.." Hery smiled as if imagining her closeness to Yulia from the first moment they met.

"Oh yeah? Then Papa will marry you all at once.

"Seriously pa? But I'm not sure she's ready to accept and marry me."

"And how do you yourself, are you sure you want to propose to girls people in the near future like Raihan? And Papa's plan is to urge Raihan to marry Hasna as soon as possible."

"Mmmmh, if I'm Fifty-Fifty just Pa, if he's ready I'm ready too.."

"Yes already.."

***

At the house of Mr. Ahmad, Raihan and Hasna were happy. Why don't you, Miss Lena did approve of them.

"So Rai what are your plans after this? Mama will not allow your vacation time to run out here before you are halal.. If you're halal, it's up to you.."

"If Mama Papa doesn't mind I want today we go to Hasna village in Padang ma, all I want to propose to Hasna directly to Grandma Hasna."

"Ok Mama agrees.. When do you need to marry there.."

"What Ma? Are you serious about what Mama said?"

"You're still asking, do you want Mama to undo Mama's intentions? You got married after you graduated."

"Don't Ma.."

"You don't seem to have patience either..."

"And you rest easy, Papa will send Papa's men to take care of your marriage papers immediately."

Said Mr. Raam who turned out to have returned from the field of Pak Ahmad with Pak Ahmad while Hery was still helping Omnya in the field.

"But Mama think you have to prepare mentally if you get married now you certainly have to LDR and first."

"No problem, isn't it Na..?"

Hasna whom Raihan asked like that could only stare at her smile.

"And Hasna, if Raihan will hurt you, you don't hesitate to talk to Mama.." Said Bu Lena while embracing Hasna.

Buk Par was moved to see the moment. While Mr. Ahmad can capture that happiness also because his wife has also told him at least a lot.

Suddenly Mr. Raam's phone rang. Mr. Raam raised it with a frown.

"Hello, huh Dhani?

"Raam, what does Raihan mean to hurt Dini, Dini says Raihan decided he unilaterally?"

TBC...