Muhasabah Love Hasna
THE MCH 23

Afternoon In Hospital.

In the care room Dini, Dini is happy because soon Raihan will be her husband. Although Dini had to share Raihan later with Hasna, because Raihan gave conditions to Dini, he would marry Dini but he would also marry Hasna later. But Dini seemed to have a plan when accepting the terms of the Raihan, so he was ready to accept it.

Dini is being groomed by a MUA, although Dini is still in a weak condition but he still wants to be beautiful when the wedding will take place in the nursery. Papa and Mama Dini were also present there.

While outside the room looks Raihan who is sitting in the waiting room with Bu Lena. Raihan looked lethargic and his gaze was blank straight ahead. Raihan felt like a loser, he was forced to break his own promise to Hasna to make Hasna the only wife in his life up to His Heaven. But in fact now, he can no longer refuse to be married to Dini.

"Are you sure you'll marry Hasna later on Rai?" Bu Lena said in the end after a while they just kept quiet.

"Ma. Hasna's disappearance was like the loss of half my soul and now when she returns, my soul seems to come back completely.. And I'm not sure I'm gonna be able to lose her back.." Raihan nelangsa.

"But Rai, are you sure Hasna still wants to accept you?"

Raihan could not answer his mother's question, to be honest with Hasna it felt so difficult for him to do so he chose to keep a temporary secret from Hasna until he was ready.

A few minutes later, Penghulu came, Raihan and Dini's wedding was held in private at the Hospital.

***

Time went by so fast, three months had passed, Hasna's divorce with Roby had been officially decided. It was inseparable from the help of Hery who faithfully accompanied Hasna in her divorce trial. As for the business of lecture Hasna who was left behind has been confirmed directly to the campus thanks to the help of Hery as well. Although Hasna had to repeat one more semester in the next year.

"Her, thank you very much for your help.but may I ask you something?" Hasna said to Hery sitting in front of her. They just got back from the Religious Court. Usually Hery will go straight home after delivering Hasna.

Hery did not answer Hasna's question, as if he was afraid that what Hasna was asking was about Raihan and he had no right to tell Hasna, because Raihan has forbidden Hery from saying anything about him.

"I feel like you're keeping a secret to me.."

"So Her, please answer honestly.."

Hasna said back to Hery who was just silent.

"Her, please answer..."

Hasna is increasingly suspicious of Hery and Raihan, why every business there is only Hery who accompanies her.

"What's wrong with Raihan Her, why he never showed up at all, every time my business is always yours for me. Where is Raihan Her, what about her promises?"

With a roaring breath, Hasna finally vented all her heart to Hery, all this time she held back because her business with Roby was still not finished. But when his business was finished Raihan still did not show the trunk of his nose. And during that time Hasna also refrained from contacting Raihan's phone because Hasna thought she was worried about disturbing Raihan who said Hery was busy taking care of his Papa company. Hasna prefers to concern herself more closely with her Lord, knowing that her love for His created being overcomes her love for the Creator himself.

"I'm coming Hasna.. I have come to fulfill my promise to marry you.. And I'm sorry I just got to see you this time.."

Hasna immediately fell silent to the voice she had not heard for a long time.

"Ray.."

"Yes Na.. Next week we're getting married and you're past your Iddah. I'll be here in a week, we'll be married here."

Raihan then decided to go home, as well as Hery. Leaving the silent Hasna glued alone there. Hasna felt guilty for thinking badly of Raihan.

For his Iddah, Hasna did not think in that direction because during the marriage with Roby, Hasna only get torment when every time Roby wanted it. And Hasna knew that there was no Iddah for a wife who had not been raised.

"Lho, instead of Raihan's son just coming, did Bibik mishear..?" Ask Bik Ina who came out from behind at Hasna, so that surprised the dreamy Hasna.

"I-iya Bik, Bibik is right, but Raihan has gone home Bik.." Reply Hasna stuttered a little.

While outside, before Raihan got into his car, he was intercepted by Hery.

"Rai. Until when did you become a cowardly man haaa.. Why don't you still dare to tell Hasna the truth.. And you want to marry Hasna and Hasna doesn't know your current status. You're gonna hurt Rai's heart.."

"I can't Her yet..."

"But until when Rai... Until when did you hide Dini from Hasna..?"

"Here you go, only time can tell.."

"I don't think about you Rai..." Hery.

"Her.."

Hery passed by leaving Raihan. Hery got into his car and drove away regardless of Raihan's call. And Raihan finally got into his car and left.

***

At the house of Miss Lena.

"Honey.. Until when don't you want to touch me?" Dini tightened and tilted her body at Raihan who was sleeping on his back.

"You'd better learn Religion first early to understand it like Hasna." Said Raihan who immediately sat away from Dini, he walked towards the sofa. He prefers to sleep on the sofa back like the previous nights. He who was so tired wanted to straighten his body first on the mattress because sleeping on the sofa makes his back sore.

"You always compare me to Hasna Rai, just look I won't let Hasna take you away from me." Early grumble in his heart that was upset to hear Raihan's words.

Dini flips her body looking for a comfortable sleeping position for her body who is 6 months pregnant.

"You were not born yet to be troubled.." Maki Dini in the baby she contains, a baby she once wanted to throw away. Dini who was hoping to sleep by hugging Raihan can make herself a little comfortable. But must swallow the disappointment of Raihan's attitude that jutek to him.

Raihan did not mind Dini who continued to flip her body looking for a comfortable position. Raihan only focused on his thoughts on Hasna.

"O Allah, lead me to the right thing.If it is better for me to tell Hasna before marrying her, then give me the strength to speak to Hasna.." Said Raihan then closed his eyes.

Raihan prayed expectantly to his Lord until he finally fell asleep in his sleep.

TBC...