Muhasabah Love Hasna
THE MCH 38

Lying that Hasna wasn't jealous, meanwhile, if you trace the story from the story of the wife of the Prophets, namely Siti Eve, jealous because Adam came home late at night when she knew that she was the only woman on earth.

Siti Aisyah was jealous because the Prophet always mentioned the name of Mother Siti Khadijah even though she had died before she married the Prophet.

And Zulaicha was jealous of the land only because every time the Prophet Joseph met him always bowed to the ground.

Moreover, what faced Hasna now was a woman who became the wife of her husband as well, which was the responsibility of her husband as well who was once there was love between them even though the circumstances have now changed.

Raihan finally thrust a glass of mineral water directly into the mouth of Dini and Dini welcomed him with pleasure. He sipped the drink with several gulps with one hand attached to the hand of Raihan holding a glass.

"Darling.thank you..."

Raihan just kept silent not to reply to Dini because there is a heart that he needs to take care of.

"Ray..." Call Dini who is trying to catch the body part of Raihan who wants to stay away from him after giving a drink. Dini's movements turned out to be so swift that he could hold Raihan's arm. He also spoke again,

"Rai..you don't go again yes.I'm afraid Rai.. It's dark here.I can't see anything... hyks hyks hyks." Said Dini instead crying with sobbing while groping her husband's face to make sure that the one in front of her was Raihan her husband.

Hasna was still glued to look towards them. His heart was filled to hear the complaints Early. Although his heart ached and jealous but he still could not bear to see the situation Early now.

Raihan looked towards Hasna. Hasna with a faint smile gave a nod to Raihan. Finally with a heavy heart, Raihan took a sitting position next to the Early bed.

For some reason Hasna was moved to approach them. Hasna took Raihan's hand, it was about to put it on Dini's shoulder.

Raihan held his hand, he raised his head at Hasna, he looked at Hasna with a sharp look.

Hasna quickly shook her head. One finger he put on his lips gave Raihan code to be silent and just follow Hasna's direction.

Raihan was forced to surrender, his hand almost touched the shoulders of Dini, but..

"Honey.. There's Sister Aisyah right here..?" Ask Dini to Raihan who apparently can feel there is another figure besides her husband there.

"I'm sorry.no, I'm not Sister Aisyah. but I am a special nurse hired by Young Master Raihan who will replace Sister Aisyah in caring for you Young Miss.." Say Hasna without hesitation answered the question Early.

"By saying Your name, Lord, I am sincere because of You, and because of my love for my husband

aslo. I don't want my husband to be put in Your hell for neglecting his duties and responsibilities as a husband to one of his wives Rabb, so please strengthen me.." Monologue Hasna in his heart to his Lord.

She established her heart to care for Dini by pretending to be the nurse her husband had hired for Dini.

Raihan immediately got up from his seat, he did not expect Hasna to do anything unexpected. She quickly held Hasna's hand and pulled her away from Dini who looked happy because she felt cared for by her husband.

Raihan continued to pull Hasna's hand until he reached the park in the hospital.

"You're nothing at all? Don't do anything before asking my permission. And you should know, I won't let you claim to be her special nurse..." Raihan said in a high voice to Hasna when they were already in the park.

Hasna lowered her head, not expecting Raihan to be so angry with her. Hasna's tears didn't just flow on her cheeks. But she must be strong, she must sincerely accept her husband's anger. Hasna looked back at her husband.

"Tray... I'm sorry I didn't ask for your approval just yet.. I'm sincere Rai. if you end up angry with me, but I did it because..." Hasna's speech was held because it was directly between Raihan.

"Hi, honey, are you not aware, it has made your heart hurt a lot, not only your heart he ever hurt but my heart too... You know how it feels to be betrayed, that's how I felt. Now you are telling me to love him. No, baby, I won't do it anytime.." Raihan said full of emotion. Raihan's heart and logic are at war now.

One side Raihan wanted to keep Hasna feeling, the other side was actually in the bottom of his heart he also felt sorry for Dini but he did not want to show it to Hasna. Because what is in Raihan's heart now is just a pity on Dini, nothing more. So he does not want Hasna even misunderstand him if he applies well to Dini because in his heart there is actually no more love for Dini.

"Tray... That's her status right now as your wife, she deserves your affection too. I'm sincere because of Allah Rai..." Hasna said with both hands holding Raihan's arms, hoping that her husband's heart was broken to accept his status as an Early husband as well and carry out his obligations as a husband well.

"But not by having you claim to be an Early nurse, right Na...? Let Dini learn to accept you..." Said Raihan whose tone had started to soften. He actually also did not want to see Hasna sad because of her uncontrolled emotions.

"Just like that, Rai, we can live peacefully in three houses. In such circumstances, Dini certainly really needs you to always be by his side. As for me. I also can't be far from you Rai..." Hasna said then directly lowered her head, her hand already detached from Raihan's arm. Her tears rolled back in her eyes and eventually fell down her cheeks as well.

Raihan lifted Hasna's chin, then he gently rubbed Hasna's cheeks wet from tears with the back of his hand.

"Darling, don't do it if it's just torturing yourself later."

Hasna quickly shook her head.

"No Rai. I'm fine. I'm even happy if my husband can be fair and do his best job as a husband for both of us.. although I have to pretend first Rai... Because I know, Dini wouldn't want to see me. So I will try to take Early's heart my way. So focus on Early healing.. May God open his heart to accept everything later with sincerity." Hasna said with a meaningful smile looking into her husband's eyes.

"Darling... I'm sorry for bringing you in such a complicated situation.. If there had been no such event, perhaps Dini would not have existed in our Household life.."

"Rai, don't talk like that. This is all God's destined for us to go through. So inevitably we have to go through it with a big heart."

Raihan looked at Hasna with an erratic feeling. Hasna was so confident in her plan that Raihan finally nodded his head in a sign of giving Hasna permission. Hasna smiled at Raihan.

Suddenly, Raihan's phone rang.

"Yes hello, how about...? Okay, okay, I'll find a flight that leaves early."

TBC...

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