Muhasabah Love Hasna
MCH 4'S

"Hi, you need help?" Raihan greeting one of the girls who seemed troubled to lift a conductor filled with water to bathe later at home. Hasna did not want to bathe in a lake like Yulia.

While Yulia who was left behind also carrying a basin containing clothes and dishes that were clean. They did wash by the lake because the last two weeks of water in Yulia's house often died during the day.

"Thank you, I can do it myself.." Hasna said firmly and continued her journey that began to be difficult because the road was a bit uphill.

Raihan was not disappointed because of Hasna's indifferent attitude. It was precisely because of this that he became more challenged to recognize Hasna more closely.

Raihan balanced his steps behind Hasna, he was wary of Hasna falling due to the heavy weight in his hands. Raihan glanced back, far enough away Yulia was left behind and Hery seemed to be able to get close to Yulia as the burden in Yulia's hands had moved into Hery's hands.

And Hasna though seeming distress but he did not want to be considered weak in the eyes of men, the trauma he experienced enough to make him not want to be carelessly close to his name men.

"I can't lose to Hery.." Mumbled Raihan who did not manage to get close to Hasna who seemed indifferent to him.

"Hey, can I? Where is the mosque here?" Said Raihan from behind who tried to talk back to Hasna.

Hasna did not answer he continued the journey but suddenly..

"God.."Bereft Hasna whose legs suddenly tripped over a rock.

But Raihan had not been able to help Hasna who almost fell, Hasna quickly stood up straight again. Hasna held back the pain in her leg which was apparently injured visible from her pink-gray socks that were red with blood.

"Hasna, are you okay deck?" Said a well-dressed adult Muslim man who seemed to be getting ready to pray in the sizable Mosque in front of them.

"Yes Haikal, I'm fine." Speak Hasna fast.

"So her name is Hasna, a beautiful name as beautiful as her person." Mumbled by himself.

Haikal had heard Hasna's screams when he wanted to enter the mosque, he immediately approached Hasna who looked in pain.

"It looks like your leg is injured deck, go home and treat it, ask Yulia where the cure is, okay." Haikal said, looking worried for Hasna.

"Yes, brother, thank you.."

"You're the new guy here? You know him on deck?" Haikal asked at once to see Raihan standing behind Hasna.

"I don't know brother." Answer Hasna quickly.

"Sorry my name is Raihan, I was new here, I was just wondering where the mosque is located here brother uh Mr. Ustadz." Raihan said plain that called Haikal as Ustadz because of his appearance that is like Ustadz. But Raihan's eyes were fixed on Hasna who walked a little limped with a heavy burden in her hand towards a house that turned out not far from the mosque.

"Oh yes.You are on the right path, please! soon Adzan." Said Haikal invite Raihan into the mosque.

But Raihan stopped his steps, he has not ablution.

"Why?"

"I haven't wudhu.." Said Raihan while looking towards the male WC.

"But sorry Raihan's deck, it just so happened that the water died."

"Lho, so if wudhu where is ustadz?"

"Normally, the people here used to worship from their homes or they worshiped by the lake."

"Geez, that means I have to go back down to ablution, to go back to the Inn even further." The Raihan monologue in his heart.

"Thank you ustadz, I'm down first."

"Together." Haikal entered the mosque.

Hery runs up to Raihan after parting ways with Yulia.

"What's Rai doing, how do you want to go again, have you met the mosque?"

"There is no water for ablution.."

"Yes, said Ustadz Haikal his water is dead.."

"Haikal Yulia's sister you mean?"

"Yulia's sister or Hasna's sister? I don't know if it's Her."

"Haha." Hery laughed off seeing Raihan's face that looked sullen unlike her happy self being able to get close to Yulia and tell her a lot with Yulia during their journey.

"Hasna is his friend Yulia, he is the same as we come from the City to fill the holidays, the difference is Hasna is from the City of Padang."

"You know where it's coming from?" Raihan said as he walked back to the lake for ablution.

"Yulia... Like your efforts are hard ya approaching Hasna? And Hasna has a story that traumatizes her with men."

"I can't believe it.."

"Not believing, good luck... Oh, didn't you think that way too?" Said Hery who then ran away leaving Raihan who was still fixated on thinking of Hery's words.

He also heard the melodious voice of Hasna by the lake chanting verse by temple Muhasabah Cinta.

Love words are beautiful

Flowing dhikr in my prayer song

The pain I feel is the antidote to my sin

Grain of love tears my eyes

Remembering everything you gave me

Forgive khilaf and wrong all this time

Yes divine, Muhasabah my love

"Hey, you want to stay there quietly? You don't hear Adhan's voice, let's not let me pray late. Or you're okay with me living alone." Shouted Hery from the lake.

"Basically you think I'm a coward Her, watch out for you."

"Yes I'm first." Said Hery who had finished ablution and then walked back to the mosque.

"Be careful not to look back if you hear someone calling.." Raihan's shout managed to make Hery's steps stop.

"Hahahaha, you're the coward Hery. We're finally destined to be together.." Said Raihan who then quickly took ablution from the lake water that felt pierced into his cold bones.

***

Hasna and Yulia were finally able to go to the mosque after prayer, because Hasna had to bathe first with potable water and treat her injured leg, after making sure the blood on her leg did not flow again, he could just pray.

"You believe Na, teach them to teach, you already have a brother Haikal, you don't have to bother to help."

"As much as Lia, I feel sorry to see Haikal's overstretched brother teaching and organizing them that much."

Hasna had been there for three days, the previous afternoon she was traveling with Yulia she accidentally heard Haikal who was seriously advising the children who acted while studying, and she was not aware of the situation, indirectly made Hasna moved to help Haikal.

"Said Brother Haikal, the children here are fierce and do not want to be silent lo Na, you will give up deh."

"It is precisely because of that Lia, I see they are smart children who have high curiosity, only they are not well guided, yes it was because of the limitations of Master. The children of twenty people should not be handled with one Master Lia..."

"Yes, your legs don't hurt anymore, do they?"

"Please let this pain be nothing compared to the pain left by Mas Roby." Saying Hasna with a sad face.

TBC...