Muhasabah Love Hasna
THE MCH 48

"Rai, let me sleep next to you.." Said Hasna who did not remember her promise again that she would come out as soon as Raihan did not feel pain anymore.

Hasna tried to close her eyes, humming back.

Real hope, happy life...

The first love, in the heart of the slave..

With you, Messenger, long to be together

To you, Rabbi, may it be granted

Hasna singing her prayer song again while hugging Raihan, one hand still faithfully rubbed Raihan's head gently, releasing longs even though he did not know what he would face later after Raihan woke up.

His longing will meet the Messenger of Allah as well and rise up in Hasna's chest, until his tears have drenched his cheeks while chanting the prayer.

Intajid ya toha binnuril hidayah

O Messenger, Ya Rasullallah

Ji'ta bidinillah ji' kullal baroyah

Yahabiballah Ya Habiballah

Yes yes yes yes basyirol khoir

O Messenger

Yes yes yes yes dalilannur

Yes Habiballah

Until it was not felt, the chant of the shalawat was getting weaker out of Hasna's mouth. Hasna fell asleep in that position.

Hasna was awakened when Azan Zuhur reverberated from a cell phone in his gamis. Hasna glanced beside him, Hasna did not find Raihan there anymore.

"Astaghfirullah.I forgot my promise, I have to leave immediately. Don't make Raihan mad at me." Hasna said after waking up, she immediately sat down.

Hasna got down slowly from the bed. Just as her feet set the floor, Raihan's flat voice instantly made Hasna silently fixated there.

"Where are you going?" Said Raihan who just came out of the bathroom.

Hasna gasped, worried that Raihan was angry because he did not keep his promise.

"You're Hasna, right?" Raihan said as he walked closer to Hasna. With a feeling of still wastage, Hasna raised her head slowly looking at Raihan who was indeed taller than her.

"Beautiful too. but look forward to Early, but darling, Dini is evil.. He dared to betray my love when I was never evil to him..." Raihan with alai style. It looks like a big new kid. LeBay does not reflect the attitude of Raihan who has grown up at all.

Hasna glared her eyes at Raihan because she did not expect her husband's style of speech like that.

"Yes Allah... Why is my husband's style of speech like a child?" Say Hasna at that moment.

"Hey, why do you say I'm a kid? I've been in college to know, but it's only the first level anyway.heee." Sahut Raihan while grinning.

Hasna rolled her eyes and closed her lips. Hasna seemed to think, what might be the memory of her husband only until he had just entered college, while in reality Raihan was the same final level as herself.

"But yes Hasna, said my mother.. Why do you want to be like me, who is still a child.. You're old, aren't you..?"

As soon as Hasna took hold of her face, she quickly brought herself to look at it behind the mirror.

"Still young gini spelled old.." Say Hasna while pouting in front of the mirror. But at once he hesitated with his words because he saw himself was thinner and his face was not as bright as usual.

"Hey, don't be sad dong.I mean.your age must be older than me. because you look really mature.." Said Raihan who was behind Hasna.

"Ma mmhee..." Hasna said with widened lips while turning her body to face Raihan.

"Well?" Raihan said by leaning his face on Hasna's ears so as to make Hasna's Roman fur instantly bristled.

"Go pray jama'ah Rai.. why else right..? It was time for Zhuhur.."

"In the meantime, we said we're married.means I'm the same you're "that" dong.." Raihan said flirtatiously as his hands formed quotation marks while emphasizing the word "it" on Hasna.

"Jeez Rai... Not that you are a child but your mind is..?" Hasna pushed Raihan's body which was getting attached to her. Raihan looked indifferent.

"Ah yes I forgot, you are actually an adult what not yet, dizzy me.." Hasna said back while patting her head, she immediately moved away from Raihan, then came out of the room because she wanted to perform the prayer Zuhr in her room upstairs. Raihan looked to be smiling at her.

***

At lunch together. Hasna who just came down from the top floor saw Bu Lena and Raihan already sitting at the dining table. Netra Hasna circled around then she asked Bu Lena.

"Ma, why don't I squirm Early with Baby boy huh?"

"Hasna, sit down first..!" Sahut Bu Lena even allowed his daughter-in-law to sit next to him. Hasna followed her mother-in-law's advice.

"So, Dini wanted to tell you, but she was afraid to bother you, so she told Mama to tell you Na, that Dini does not live here anymore. He went back to his mother's house.."

"L-yes Ma.."

Hasna actually wanted Dini to still live there with them. But maybe that's the best way for Dini to forget and let go of Raihan.

"And you Rai, soon forget about Dini. Open your heart only to Hasna, your wife.."

Raihan did not respond to his mother's words. He even switched the conversation.

"Ma, I'm hungry, can I eat?"

Bu Lena just grunted in annoyance, she had to add her patient stock to her son who was like losing his identity due to his amnesia.

"Na. You have to eat a lot. let your body back good. Mama saw your body getting thinner.."

"Yes, Hasna, her beauty is gone, and so looks old too.. So I'm not wrong to call you older than me..". Raihan said while blasting his lips.

"Rai, watch your words.. You guys are the same age, it's just Hasna is too tired to take care of you in the Hospital, over a month you are in the Hospital, Hasna is loyal to take care of you. Until he forgets his own health." Said Bu Lena with her wrath at her son.

"Ma. I'm fine.. Raihan is not wrong.." Hasna mediates.

"God, thankfully Hasna was your wife, if someone else you might have left.." Bu Lena sighed while sighing her heavy breath and then exhaled quickly.

Raihan also looked indifferent. He began to put rice in his plate.

"Here I help Rai.." With a swift Hasna moved around the table approaching Raihan who was in front of her. He also took over the spoon held by Raihan, then steered the rice into Raihan's plate, then spooned the side dish.

"You eat this soup, yes, your body is in recovery, so this soup is good for you."

Raihan just kept quiet, he instead began to spoon the rice into his mouth. Hasna returned to her seat next to Bu Lena with disappointment.

"Na. forgive Raihan's attitude, baby.. Mama is sure if she recovers she will be ashamed of herself when she remembers her present attitude towards you.. Because Mama knows, Raihan loves you so much Hasna. You must be patient with it." Said Ms. Lena while rubbing Hasna's shoulder and Hasna nodded her head and gave a smile to Ms. Lena that she would be fine.

In the corner of the room, Hesti seemed to be smiling.

"Mas Raihan doesn't seem to like seeing the skinny mom of Hasna. This is my chance because my body is good not to lose to mbak Dini.. Raihan must like me." Hesti said confidently.

TBC...

Hi everyone, morning spirit... How are you? Still faithful waiting for the continuation of MCH no..? Oh yes do not forget to support continue yes, because the author will look for readers with the most support again from today until next Thursday.. And the prize will land pretty Friday insyaallah.

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