Muhasabah Love Hasna
THE MCH 28

Angga gasped at Hasna's words. He immediately rushed to Raihan. While Raihan can see the attitude of Angga's attention to Hasna so that makes his heart slightly heated up.

"I said to Hasna, you're okay, right?"

"Sorry sister Angga, let me drive Hasna, Hasna is my future wife. We're getting married soon." Raihan said directly to the point only to Angga. Makes Angga surprised to hear Raihan's words. As for Hasna, her eyes instantly rounded hearing him. Hasna wanted to scold Raihan and scold Raihan, but she realized there was Angga there.

"If so, I say goodbye first. Assalamu'alaikum." Said Angga who looked like a broken heart. He turned his body and walked into his car. Angga had been defending quickly flew to Padang to meet Hasna again, making sure Hasna was safe to arrive in Padang even though the business was not finished in Jakarta. But his hopes were dashed before they developed. Just like when I knew Roby was Hasna's husband-to-be.

"Wa'alaikumussalam.." Raihan replied while Hasna was only able to answer the greeting of Angga in her heart. After Angga left, Hasna was like a time bomb, which just exploded when the time came.

"Why are you so mean to me Rai... Wh why? Just so you know, the woman who came claimed to be pregnant with Roby's child and now it turns out you are secretly married to the woman.. Why Rai? Wh why? And why do you still insist on marrying me Rai? Don't you think about my feelings? Or the woman's feelings? Rai answered." Hasna said to Raihan with overflowing emotions as if she could no longer bear it.

"Na, come with me first.. I'll tell you everything. After I tell you later, if you're still mad at me, I'm ready.. So too from Dini.." Say Raihan slowly. Raihan could understand Hasna's anger.

Hasna glanced around, the people on glanced towards them. Hasna complied with Raihan's invitation. Because Hasna also did not want them to be a spectacle of the crowd.

Raihan takes over the bag of clothing that Hasna was holding, he carries it to his car and Hasna is forced to follow Raihan from behind.

The car Raihan drove also drove split the ByPass road. Raihan took Hasna to a large mosque on the Bypass side of the road.

"We prayed Maghrib here first.." Raihan said when his car was perfectly parked in the field of the mosque.

Hasna simply responded to Raihan's words with a small nod. They also came down from the car and the Maghrib Adhan was heard roaring melodious from inside the mosque.

Hasna and Raihan were both dissolved in the Maghrib prayer service in the mosque, the Imam's prayer reading sounded so melodious and heartbreaking that tears did not feel dripping from Hasna's eyes, and so is Raihan.

And on their last bow, Raihan solemnly offered his Lord a prayer.. For the moment of prostration is the closest moment between the servant and his Lord. Likewise with Hasna, Hasna sobbed in her last bow.

After obligatory prayer and followed by sunnah rawatib ba'diyah Maghrib prayer, Raihan first came out of the mosque. He's waiting for Hasna outside. And soon Hasna came out of the mosque.

"We'll eat first yeah, you'll be hungry."

Hasna nodded, she was already very hungry because during the journey not a bit of food entered the stomach of Hasna except mineral water.

Raihan takes Hasna to a diner.

"Are you okay eating here?"

Raihan ordered food for them, Raihan did not want to ask Hasna again, he decided to choose a menu that was served directly on the table, so that Hasna could immediately choose a side dish menu that she liked.

They also eat in silence.

"Ma... Ii'm sorry.. I am indeed a cowardly man Na, I have kept Dini a secret from you.." Raihan broke the silence between them. Hasna and Raihan have finished their dinner.

"Did you remember the time at the lake? At that time I was also so angry with Roby, because Roby turned out to be just messing around with Dini. And Dini is broken because of it. Dini, she is my past Na, she is indeed my first love.." Raihan tried to tell the truth, he did not want any more lies, even though later the risk Hasna would not accept it again.

Hearing Raihan call Dini his first love, Hasna's heart aches but Hasna quickly realizes that Raihan is also not Hasna's first love.

"And when you were about to go home from the Hospital, I could only ask Hery to help pick you up and drive you to stay with Bik Ina. Because at that time I had to marry Dini who was being treated at the Hospital as well, Na.." Raihan said with guilty eyes.

Hasna immediately remembered the photo sent Dini, the photo was the background is indeed like in one of the hospital rooms, looks Dini who still uses an infusion slang in her hand.

Hasna did not interrupt the slightest explanation of Raihan, she heard and reviewed every thing that Raihan said.

"At that time Dini injured Na, he was injured in my house when two unknown people infiltrated the house. Mama seems to owe her life to Dini because Dini dared to fight the intruder. And at that time, Dini expressed her wish to Mama that she wanted to marry me even though she would eventually leave this world. Dini again confessed and apologized to Mama that she used to be only a victim of Roby so Mama became compassionate to Dini, fearing it was the last request from Dini Na.."

Raihan paused for a moment, he sighed deeply as he suddenly felt a tightness in his chest. Then Raihan continued his story. While Hasna tried to look in Raihan's face and look him in the eye, Hasna could feel no lies there.

"Indeed, Mama asked me to come back to Dini when you disappeared. Mama thought I'd come back to have the spirit of life if I re-united with Dini. But I continued to reject Na, I no longer had any sense in Dini, when I knew Dini had played with Roby, at that time my love was lost to her. And when I met you again my life seemed to come back completely Na, I again had the spirit of life until I did not want to lose you again. But, fate said another Na, I was forced to marry Dini, because I could not make Mama ashamed of herself who promised to grant the request that was considered the last request of Dini.."

"And I'm sorry, but I was too cowardly to tell you the truth so you finally found out about it from someone else.." Said Raihan with a shy face. He was so ashamed of Hasna. But Raihan is trying to continue his story. So that the matter with Hasna was over that night as well.

"And about why I still want to marry you, and I don't seem to think about Early feelings. It was already submitted to Dini before we got married, I gave Dini the requirement that I would marry her as long as I could still marry you. And Dini agreed to the terms Na.."

"And I didn't expect it to turn out that Dini didn't really agree to my terms, until she stormed you with our wedding photos. Dini also sent the photos of your togetherness with Angga, until my heart heated up. But I am grateful because of that photo as well I know you will return to Padang. And it just so happened that I was taking care of Papa's company in Padang Na."

Hasna was surprised to hear Raihan saying that Dini also sent her photos with Angga to Raihan. And Raihan wasn't even mad at her. Hasna can see the maturity and patience of Raihan in responding to Early behavior. So is Raihan's patience with her who can't control her emotions.

"Now, I leave it to you Na. I may not deserve your love..." Said Raihan.

Silence was created between them. Raihan deg-deg waiting for Hasna's answer, but he tried hard to accept whatever Hasna's decision. Although his heart was very hopeful Hasna would accept him.

TBC...