Muhasabah Love Hasna
THE MCH 54

"Ma, Please Ma, don't ya.. Let Raihan finish his own plan, Hery sure Raihan will not be strong for long have to pretend in front of Hasna."

Ms. Lena seemed to think for a moment,

"Yes already.. Mama wants to sleep first. hopefully your life path is not as good as Raihan if you have married.."

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"Young Master, sorry we've arrived.." The driver woke Raihan.

Raihan woke up, rubbed his eyes and looked outside. Then he felt a pain in his leg. He saw his wife still in her sleep. It had been almost two hours drive, Hasna was sleeping soundly in Raihan's lap.

"Sir, please help bring the suitcase, yes, I'll carry it." Raihan whispered to the driver.

And the driver also just nodded his head, as if he understood why his Young Master spoke so quietly like that.

Raihan seemed easy to hold Hasna's body even though the road he took was a little uphill. Cold air immediately felt bone-chilling, Raihan close Hasna's body to his body so that his wife still feels comfortable in her sleep and not cold.

"Geez baby, you must be very tired, until I don't wake up like this. I'm sorry dear.for inconveniencing you during my time in the hospital." Raihan said in his heart. He did feel Hasna's body was much thinner and lighter than before.

And that night Raihan did not carry out his plan which was very torturous for holding back the desire and longing that was so high on his wife. Raihan could not bear to wake Hasna who was so not disturbed sleep despite having moved places. And now Raihan looked at Hasna who was sleeping soundly on a soft bed with white sheets and red rose petals on it. The room was also designed in a romantic way.

"Your face is so peaceful, baby, but I don't seem to believe that you really love me or not. I can't be the least angry with you. And now I'm really tormented on my own when I have to pretend to be angry and cold to you.." Raihan said as he circled his fingers gently on Hasna's face.

Hasna squirmed and Raihan quickly got out of the bed. He covered Hasna's body with a blanket, and it made Hasna even more comfortable and sound. Then Raihan picked up a pillow and moved to the sofa. He prefers to sleep on the sofa because in addition to him who still has to pretend, he is also not strong enough to withstand the turmoil in him when sleeping beside his wife.

At dawn, Hasna woke up to the sound of the Adhan from her phone.

"Astaghfirullah, I forgot to set the alarm for the evening prayer." Said Hasna who was disappointed when she found out it was time for dawn.

Hasna got up from her sleep, as she sat down she felt a romantic atmosphere envelop the room. He grabbed a rose petal stuck to his arm, then kissed it. The money is fresh. Suddenly Hasna's heart pounded, she immediately thought, whether her husband really can accept her as his wife so prepare everything as if they were newlyweds again.

Unknowingly Hasna checked her clothes. It turned out that his clothes were still the same as the clothes he wore yesterday on the trip and his hijab was still intact attached to his head even though it was a little random. There's no sign that they're going through the night like a bride last night.

With a strange feeling that he felt, Hasna tried to find Raihan with her neutrality around the room, but she did not find Raihan there.

"Ray..."

There was no word from his call. Hasna did not take a headache, maybe Raihan was praying at dawn as he thought. Then Hasna went into the bathroom to wash, she would perform her morning prayer duties first.

Long Hasna waited for Raihan, but Raihan did not come, the morning greeted, Hasna opened the window curtains until the sunlight immediately entered to shine and give warmth to the room. The room is so cold without the help of a cooling device.

Hasna stared out the window, she could see the wide view of the lake from the room.

"God is Your creation, O Lord.." Praise Hasna for a moment.

"Do you like Hasna?"

The words immediately shocked Hasna.

"Ray.."

"You must be hungry, I brought you breakfast." Said Raihan who did carry a tray containing food and drinks in his hands.

"Yes, eat.." Sahut Raihan with his cold tone.

"How are you?"

"I had breakfast first, so I'm a little late coming back here."

Hasna scrunched her forehead. Just now she was hoping for a romantic moment from her husband was like eating together. But at once Hasna had to swallow disappointment and brushed aside her hopes.

With a heavy sigh of disappointment. Hasna finally received the tray that Raihan gave her.

"You are full of mysteries Rai.." Said Hasna while looking at Raihan's back which was moving from there without permission.

After finishing breakfast, Hasna felt bored in the room. Raihan's gone nowhere. Hasna decided to leave the room. Hasna recognized the place. It was the Villa of the late Mr. Raam, Raihan's father. When Raihan picked Hasna up at Yulia's house, Hasna was taken to the villa while waiting for the others to get ready to travel to Padang.

"Oh Allah, I am getting confused about all this, Raihan seems to know that I really want to honeymoon here when he recovers from his coma. And now Raihan brought me here... What is this, Rabb..? If indeed he intends to take me on a honeymoon here but why is his attitude still so cold to me..? Or maybe Raihan doesn't lose his memory at all, but how could he be so cold if he remembers me as his wife...?" Hasna said as she continued to guess what exactly happened to her. Hasna was almost crazy thinking about it.

Hasna also opted out of the villa. He walked towards the shore of the lake. He wants to calm his mind. And Hasna really missed that place, a place where she used to play water when accompanying Yulia washing and bathing. But Hasna knew Yulia was not returning to the holiday village this time, because Yulia wanted to spend her vacation only in Padang.

Hasna brought herself to sit on the shore of the Lake, holding out the lake water with one hand. And his mouth even hummed the song of Muhasabah Cinta which he had once sung.

Lord, strengthen me

Protect me from despair

If I have to die

Find me with You

Love words are beautiful

Flowing dhikr in my prayer song

The pain I feel is the antidote to my sin

Grain of love tears my eyes

Remembering everything you gave me

Forgive khilaf and wrong all this time

Yes divine, Muhasabah my love

Clear thread just flowed from Hasna's eyes after chanting verse by verse a song called Muhasabah Cinta. Hasna remembered the test after test that had befallen her, and now the test where Raihan did not recognize her felt so excruciating. Several times he had almost given up on the test after the test, but God seemed to greet him in order to remain strong through the trials for the trial.

"Yes Allah... I seem to be tested many times but this time I feel I am no longer strong, Rabb.. I'm not strong enough to face the cold..." Hasna was crying there. Until a hand touched her shoulder gently made Hasna instantly stop crying.

TBC...

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