Muhasabah Love Hasna
THE MCH 44

With a shunt, Hasna walked out of the Doctor's room. Hasna's body rested on the front wall of Raihan's nursery.

Doctors say that Raihan has an Anterograde Amnesia, the inability of a person to remember the information he has just received. Information that should be stored in short-term memory disappears. The condition occurs because damage in the brain results in the inability to transfer information or new events occur. However, people with Anterograde Amnesia can still remember old information and events that occurred long before the injury. In some people, Anterograde Amnesia can cause temporary or permanent memory loss.

Hasna reached into her cell phone, she contacted Ms. Lena, her Mother-in-law.

"Ma, Alhamdulillah Raihan has realized Ma.. Mama's coming here soon.." Hasna said in a voice made as if she was happy with her Mother-in-law.

But Hasna could not wait for an answer from her mother-in-law again, she immediately hung up the phone. Hasna ran to Mushalla at the Hospital.

Hasna poured out all her feelings there on her Lord.

"Yes Allah... I know this is your love for me.. But this time I can't handle it Rabb... I'm tired. huhuhuhu..." Hasna was crying. A woman who happened to be there gave a gentle touch on Hasna's back.

"Prophey yes dik... God will not give trials that pass through the ability of His people, I'm not sure Brother can pass through." Say that person gently and kindly. From his language Hasna could know the woman was from the island of Sumatra the same as himself.

Hasna nodded her head at the woman, who was estimated to be around her 40s.

The woman also left Mushalla, while Hasna herself no longer knows what to do, went to see her husband again she was unable to because she herself was not recognized by Raihan. She was like a stranger by her husband.

Finally Hasna decided to pray two rakaat hoping her heart was calm. After the tired Hasna prayer finally sat curled up in the corner of the Mushalla room. His head he put between his knees, his hands twisted the back of his calf. His mind drifted everywhere until he finally fell asleep.

***

An hour later, Ms. Lena arrived at the Hospital with Hery. It just so happened that Hery stopped by to play at Bu Lena's house. As was his habit from before.

"Mama, Herry.. You two, where's Papa? Then Dini, isn't she worried about me, where is she?" Raihan asked as his mother and Hery entered his ward.

Hery and Bu Lena exchanged lyrics, feeling the strangeness of Raihan's question. But Bu Lena immediately did not take a headache, he approached his son.

"Alhamdulillah.. Rai you finally woke up too.. Mama can't be calm at home because she thinks of you and Hasna. Hasna must be so tired waiting for you here. Since the accident, Hasna never wanted to be sent home."

"Hasna's? Who is Hasna Ma? Then Accident? Who's the wretched Ma?" Raihan asked Bu Lena immediately made Bu Lena and Hery confused.

"Rai, when you forgot who Hasna was? You were in an accident after coming home from Padang Rai.. We are waiting for your arrival. But fate says another you had an accident at the Sedyatmo Toll.. A month or so you're in a coma.. Don't you remember that?"

Raihan held his head, like feeling pain there from trying to force to think. He shook his head at the sign of not remembering it.

"Astaghfirullah's.. O Allah.. Why else would my son..?" Fret Miss Lena.

"Is Raihan Ma Amnesia? But Amnesia is partly that..? Hery told Ms. Lena.

"Geez. It's just like in Sinetron Her, use memory loss alone.."

"Rai, don't joke with Mama... You're just pretending, right..? Another one of your Papa died in an accident when we returned from Alahan Panjang to Padang. You and Hasna were getting married."

"Ma, Raihan doesn't remember.. Raihan and Hasna want to get married? Where could it be Ma..? Because Raihan only loves Dini, and Raihan only wants Dini to be Raihan's wife. Who is Hasna? Why is he in Raihan's life... Aaaargh?" Said Raihan in a slightly tight tone. He felt like he could not endure the pain in his head.

"O Allah Rai, do you need to pound your head with a heavy object so that your memory will recover.." Said Bu Lena who was upset to face her son who she considered only theatrical.

"Ma, who is patient.. In Sinetron too, it was made because the possibility in the real world actually happened Ma?" Hery's light on Bu Lena who like not to believe the memory loss experienced by his son.

Hasna who had been standing glued to the door because she wanted to enter wanted to meet Bu Lena, she finally undo her intentions. He turned around and he almost hit the Doctor who was about to enter as well.

"Sorry Doc.." Hasna said at once she ran away from it. Hasna's heart ached to hear the confession of her husband who only loved Dini.

The Doctor seemed to understand the feelings that Hasna was experiencing now. He looked pityfully at Hasna who looked so sad and chaotic. Then the doctor came in.

"Doc, what did my son experience? Why he did not remember the accident that happened to him and forgot his wife, even though they were recently married and he also did not remember his father who died a few months ago. While he can still remember us.. Is there such a memory loss disease?"

"True Bu, the patient had Anterograde Amnesia where the patient was unable to remember recent events but could still remember events long before the injury damaged his brain." The Doctor told Bu Lena.

Hery who heard it looked mangosteen.

"So it's true.. Raihan was also visibly in pain Doc as I forced him to remember all that." Said Bu Lena back with the look on her face beginning to understand.

"Yes ma'am, my advice is not to force the patient to remember it at once, because it will make the patient suffer from pain in his head because his brain is forced to work. Slowly while being led with things that might be able to revive his memory. We just pray that the experience of brother Raihan is only temporary."

"Aamiin, thank you Doc.." Said Bu Lena while taking a rough breath. He also thought of Hasna. He immediately asked Raihan.

"Rai, where's Hasna?"

***

Hasna finally decided to go home to Miss Lena's house, during the trip she kept crying. The test he felt was now much heavier than before. The Taxi Driver just stared pityfully at Hasna through her rearview mirror. He did not know how to comfort his passengers who he knew came out of the Hospital, of course, there was a severe problem that had happened to him.

Arriving at the House of Bu Lena, Hasna also knocked on the door and he immediately entered after the door opened in a state of eyes that had been swollen.

Bik Minah who opened the door was so surprised to see the condition of Hasna that Bik Minah knew Hasna was a strong woman but now looks so fragile and chaotic.

Hasna immediately ran up the stairs to get into her room. A room on the top floor.

Early who had just come out of his room which was downstairs staring at the strange footsteps of Hasna who was in a hurry up the stairs. Since the accident Raihan experienced, Dini has not visited Raihan at all to the Hospital because he does not want to meet Hasna as well.

Early vision is also back to normal. He could see back. I also walked up the stairs. He was curious about what had happened, why Hasna came home alone while Dini knew Raihan had realized from Bu Lena who was ready to go to the Hospital.

TBC...