Muhasabah Love Hasna
Chapter 25

After making sure the message was read, Dini again sent something to the number. After that, Dini called her Papa.

"I don't want to know Pa. Just make Raihan long there.."

"You're calm, baby, about that you just trust Papa.."

"Thank you Pa.. Here dear Papa..."

"Papa loves you too..."

I felt relieved after calling her dad. He also gets ready to sleep.

"I can't wait for tomorrow, I'll make sure he's away from Raihan." Say Early with a triumphant smile, then he closed his eyes.

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After Isha, Hasna was used to busying herself with the Qur'an, her daily target was one juz. After finishing, Hasna wanted to immediately lay her body on the bed, she remembered the promise of Raihan who would come to marry her who was only two days away.

Hasna took her phone from the dresser, Hasna as if she wanted a message from Raihan or Hery. Because Hasna was confused, for her wedding this time she had nothing to prepare. Hery has indeed left an ATM card from Raihan for Hasna, and it can be used for everything Hasna needs.

But Hasna has not used the money in the card. Because of the money given by Roby that he had put in his savings book, it is still enough for his daily needs. Although Roby was depraved but the problem of providing food and clothing and Hasna needs, Roby still carries out his duties as a husband well.

Even the money given by Roby is much more than enough so that even though it has been three months Roby stopped supporting Hasna, Hasna can still use the remaining money in her savings for her daily needs.

After that day, there was no confirmation from Raihan.

"I'd better buy a wedding dress tomorrow." Hasna muttered while taking a deep breath, then she glanced at the cellphone she had been holding.

Hasna saw there were several incoming messages, Hasna suddenly frowned, when she saw there was a message coming from a number that she did not know, because in the phone there was only a number Raihan, Raihan, Hery and another number of Yulia's friends who were once disappointed in Hasna. But thanks to Hery as well, Yulia finally understood Hasna's condition especially after Hery told her about Hasna's scarred life with Roby after the accident. Yulia's heart softened, and Yulia became concerned about her friend's life. So that Yulia re-knit their friendship that had been cut off, even though only can be via phone.

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"I hope you're far away from my husband, do you want to be the third person in our relationship?"

Hasna's heart immediately thumped uncontrollably after reading the message. But Hasna tried to be prejudiced who knew the message was misdelivered.

Before long the picture message came back in from the same number. Hasna's breath seemed stuck in her throat, when she saw a wedding photo there. With such mixed feelings. Hasna again read the sentence after sentence displayed under the wedding photo.

("If you don't believe me, I'll send you a picture of our wedding. You know, I was Raihan's first love. So since I'm sure you're a woman who understands the science of her religion, you definitely won't want to damage other people's households with your entry into our lives."

"Oh God..."

"Somewhere as heavy as the sins that I have committed in the past, until now the test after test is still approaching my life, the hymn of the hymn... Yes Rabb.. What other test is this. hyx hyx.." Hasna cried bitterly and sobbed.

Tok tok tok tok

"Na... Why are you, son..?"

"Na, Bibik's coming in.."

Bik Ina returned to voice but Hasna still did not hear Bik Ina's voice. Hasna's mind was completely fucked up. The world always plays with its fate.

Bik Ina who was worried to hear the sound of Hasna's crying finally broke into the room, lucky Hasna did not lock her room.

"Oh Allah, why are you?"

Bik Ina immediately hugged Hasna, Hasna's body shook violently in Bik Ina's embrace. Her crying is getting worse.

Bik Ina gently rubbed Hasna's back hoping to calm Hasna down.

"Bik.. hyks hyks.. What's wrong Hasna Bik...? Why is bad luck always approaching Hasna..? When does happiness come, when..? Does Hasna not deserve the love of her creatures...? Why only Hasna's wounds get, why Bik...? Hu hu hu huu..."

Hasna expressed all her heart to Bik Ina with a cry that truly broke the heart of anyone who heard it.

"Sssssst, can't talk like that nduk... Allah will not give His servant a try if there is no good with him. So havena be patient, try to calm down first.. Aunt get me a drink first..."

Hasna replied to Bik Ina with a weak nod of her head. He struggled to catch his heavy breath. He wiped away his tears which were still flowing, Hasna's nose looked red after he had been pushed and wiped several times with a tissue.

"grandmother... Hasna misses grandma.hiks hiks hyks."

Hasna loved her Grandma because her grandmother gave her full affection because Papa Hasna had died since Hasna was born and her mother was busy making a living for them, after Hasna sat in High School Mama Hasna also followed Papa Hasna, leaving Hasna her only child with her Grandma.

"If only Grandma were alive. hyks hyks hyks."

Bik Ina went back into Hasna's room.

"Diminum first yes nduk. This is the same story Bibik... Who knows if my aunt can help.."

Hasna also according to what Bik Ina said, he took a glass of warm water from the hand of bik Ina, when he was about to lift it to his mouth, Bik Ina quickly helped hold the hand of the glass, because Bik Ina saw Hasna's hand was so trembling as she raised the glass to her mouth.

After a few gulps, Hasna took a deep breath, then she spoke to Bik Ina. He told about the contents of the message he got from a number that he did not know before and after reading the contents of Hasna so found out that it was an Early number. Because the wedding photo in it is a wedding photo of Dini with Raihan.

"So Bik, tomorrow Hasna should go back to the village... There's no point in Hasna here anymore because Hasna couldn't have taken Bik's husband.. And until now Raihan also no contact Hasna and Hasna so understand the reason why Raihan used to stay away from Hasna Bik.. Apparently this is the reason... And Hasna also did not end up thinking the same Raihan Bik. why he did not tell Hasna honestly. and Hery, he would know this... And why should he hide it from Hasna..? And it turns out true feelings Hasna Bik, they used to keep something secret from Hasna.hiks hyks..." Hasna returned sobbing. His eyes were also puffy from crying.

Bik Ina could not say anything, he was so shocked to hear what Hasna had said about Raihan who was married to Dini, because Bik Ina did not know it. What Bik Ina knew was that Hasna was Raihan's future wife when she told Hery that Hasna had been entrusted to him and would stay with him.

Bik Ina could only tightly hug Hasna. Then Bik Ina helped Hasna to lie down.

"Rest first tonight, if it is the best according to Nak Hasna, Bibik can only help with do'a, may Allah strengthen nak Hasna in the face of all the trials of his life... and Bibik was sure Hasna was among His chosen servants.God willing saved much good after this..."

"Thank you Bik.." Ucao Hasna who had begun to calm down, but her tears still faithfully flowed on her cheeks.

TBC...