Muhasabah Love Hasna
THE MCH 53

Hasna's eyes continued to circle the outskirts of the road they were on. Even though it was night, Hasna knew where their car was going. Hasna glanced at Raihan. He was about to ask what purpose Raihan had brought himself to the area Hasna had expected them to go to. Hasna found her husband asleep.

With hesitation Hasna was about to wake Raihan up. Many times she wanted to touch Raihan but there was no intention of his delivery and as she steadied her heart to wake up and wanted to ask her husband, the driver who never spoke was now even voiced to Hasna.

"Sorry Miss, if you sleep.. Pity the Young Master if he disturbs his sleep." The driver looked at Hasna from behind the rearview mirror in the car in a firm voice as if he did not want to be friendly. From the language of Hasna so know that the driver is not from the same area as him like Mr. Amir.

"Yes Sir.." Hasna replied stuttering because she did not expect the driver to see her behavior and instead forbade her not to wake her Young Master.

Finally Hasna chose to sleep, The number of thoughts that were milling in her head made her dizzy. Moreover, Raihan had fallen asleep beside him.

"I know you're not Roby Rai, so I'm sure you don't have any evil intentions for me." Hasna muttered as her eyes closed. He even remembered the time when he was taken to Solok by Roby when he managed to survive the car driven by Mr. Amir who used to carry himself, Raihan, Hery, Bu Lena, and others, Mr. Raam and Mr. Amir's wife who fell into the abyss at that time.

Raihan who turned out to be just pretending to sleep, immediately smiled to see Hasna who was asleep whose head was already leaning on Raihan's shoulder.

"Sleep, baby, get some rest because tonight we're gonna be overtime." Raihan murmured while smacking his smile. He threw Hasna's head into his lap. Then gently rubbed the head of his wife. Hasna was not disturbed by her sleep at all. Even more comfortable in the lap of her husband.

Half an hour later..

"Rai, I'm glad you finally remember me... I almost want to despair Rai, I can't stand your cold attitude.."

Raihan was immediately shocked when he heard the sentence was thrown from the mouth of Hasna who was asleep in his lap. Raihan could catch a glimpse of Hasna's smiling face from the reflection of the outside light from the passing truck's car lights. Raihan was about to lift Hasna's head from her lap thinking Hasna had woken up from her sleep, but Raihan quickly abandoned his intentions because Hasna instead moved to change her sleeping position to seek comfort in Raihan's lap.

"Huuft." Raihan exhaled his breath rough.

"You think I'm not tired of pretending to be with you, baby..." Raihan muttered as he rubbed the head of his wife back.

And Raihan also tried to close his eyes because the road they passed had begun to climb and it made Raihan remember the first moment he passed the road with Mr. Amir and Hery.

Want it he enjoyed the view that spoiled his eyes that he had never enjoyed fully. It's a pity that when passing the road it can not enjoy the scenery presented so beautiful pampering the eyes, but because the darkness of the night makes Raihan just want to close his eyes and finally Raihan even fell asleep. Because to chat with the driver Raihan was afraid to wake Hasna.

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Bu Lena who felt guilty to Hery for accidentally scolding him, he returned to meet Hery after his Isha prayer which happened to be that night Hery was staying at his house.

Tok Tok Tok Tok's..

Ms. Lena knocked on the door of the room that was specifically intended for Hery when staying at the house.

"Her, can Mama come in..?"

"Yes Ma.."

"Thank You Her..." Bu Lena said to Hery when the door was opened. And Ms. Lena went straight to Hery's bed, and sat down on the side of the bed.

Hery just looked at Bu Lena in wonder. It's not usually Miss Lena goes to play in her room. Not that they finished talking, either. Hery also chose to sit on a sofa in the room.

"Her..how are you trying to get close to Sister Aisyah, is it progressing?" Asked Bu Lena by looking at Hery's face, Bu Lena seemed worried Hery felt sad after he was angry.

Hery smiled and it made Bu Lena's heart relieved.

"Her, Mama hope you find your soul mate as soon as possible, because Mama feels your age will not be long. And Mama misses your dad too.. Almost every night Papa comes in Mama's dream." Said Ms. Lena who somehow had a hunch that her life ration would not be long in this world. The late presence of Mr. Raam in Bu Lena's dream made Bu Lena increasingly resist the longing of her husband. Her husband called himself in the dream.

"Ma, don't talk like that.. Don't you want to see your grandchildren grow up first."

"It was like that Her, and Mama wanted Hasna to get pregnant. So Mama can still see your granddaughter born. And you Her, Mama just calm down when you're married and find the right partner in your life."

"Yes Ma, Hery please do'a from Mama huh.. About Sister Aisyah, Hery gave up deh Ma. because it is not easy to conquer her heart that has been disappointed in men." Hery replied as if he was desperate to expect Sister Aisyah's love to him.

"Lho, it's not like you ever told Mama that Hasna also closed her heart from her name before knowing Raihan. You might have less effort.."

"But Hasna and Raihan are different cases Ma, they seem to be paired and deliberately united by God even though in a way that does not make sense to us. And that's Ma, why would Raihan accept my offer to perform."

"Let's try why, quickly tell me Her.. I can't wait to hear it.." Said Bu Lena who looked serious listening to the continuation of Hery's story that had made him curious. And it made Hery immediately smile amusedly at the behavior of his adoptive mother. But Hery continued his story,

"Because Raihan feels Hasna his heart does not fully love Raihan Ma.. Either because of the trauma of Hasna's injuries made Raihan think that he doubted Hasna's love for him Ma. It could be that Hasna's trauma makes her not really want to have a complete sense of Raihan. Try to think, where there is a woman who easily divides her husband with other women, especially the woman is her ex-husband, and that woman also ruined Hasna's happiness on her wedding day with Roby. And that Hasna did Ma." Said Hery who deliberately did not mention the name Early again, because Hery was worried that Bu Lena was re-engaged by his emotions as before when Hery told Dini's ugliness to Bu Lena.

"Yes, may your thoughts on Hasna be untrue. Because Mama was sure Hasna's love was pure, sincere love coming out of her heart. Because his love also brought Dini back to remember her who had made a mistake." Said Bu Lena who then got up from her seat.

"Yes Ma.." Answer Hery briefly and slowly. He even remembered the answers of Sister Aisyah who always made his heart stupefied. Hery's heart was not strong to face Sister Aisyah's attitude towards him. And suddenly he thought back to Julia.

"Mama's gonna call Hasna, Mama doesn't want Hasna getting tormented by the boy's play.." Said Ms. Lena then she walked out of Hery's room.

"Haaaa, Ma. don't..."

Btc ..