My Ex-Husband Is Crazy About Me
Chapter 24 ~ Giving Birth To Him By Risking My Life

The pain starts from one small thing that accumulates, then accumulates and eventually forms a large explosion that can no longer be controlled.

But Ruby had stopped counting how much pain she was experiencing. Although the fact that he has made peace with the situation is not entirely true, but it is also not entirely wrong.

Sometimes, Ruby gets to the point where she just wants to live a peaceful life with her two sons. Be a happy parent by watching his two sons grow up, get married, and have his own family.

That'sallthatis.

But why is it so hard?

Ruby took a long breath. "Nothing to worry about. That's what I thought and thanks to that thought I was able to live proudly for over eight years." Ruby smiled a little. "Now that I think about it, I'm really stupid." At that time he was stupid, stupid, or whatever he called it. Married to a man just because he was pregnant. Sacrificing his precious youth, ignoring his happiness, and after all, what did he gain? Not happiness, not words of gratitude, but hatred and painful death.

"Ruby.." said Veronica in a low voice.

Ruby interrupted him, "Don't worry, I'm just thinking about the boy. After all, she was in my stomach and I gave birth to her by actually risking my life. I'm just a little uncomfortable looking at it. You know, maybe it's a mother's instinct." He laughed bitterly. After all he had survived only to give birth to her at that moment. Her leg was almost amputated, and she lost a lot of blood, but she still wanted to give birth to the child and did not want to harm her.

If he had never seen her since he left her side, perhaps he would never have thought that way. But once the rules were broken, it was destined to be like this.

He had received many things in his life but also lost many things. Sometimes he doesn't even know if he's lucky or unlucky. The only thing he believed in was that the birth of the child was his luck, for that he was grateful to God.

Now after eight years and he saw it was that big, deep in his heart, he felt very disturbed. He knew that one day something like this would happen, but he did not expect his feelings to be this deep. The only thing he could do was ignore it. With that, everything should be fine.

"Why are you saying all this? You are a victim and you are not wrong. All the faults of that despicable man. If it wasn't for her, you wouldn't have had an accident that almost took your life, you wouldn't have given birth prematurely, and you wouldn't have had to flee to America. If anyone is to blame, then it's him, the damned man." Veronica was emotionally stirred. Every time he talks about that bastard, his head smokes and he gets emotional.

Ruby patted Veronica's shoulder. "You're right" he said. "However, I still have to thank you, because thanks to that, I understand that there is no relationship as deep as a man and a woman. Now even if it was like stars twinkling beautifully in the night sky, in the end it would all spread like the froth of a wave hitting the rocks." The human feeling is so easy to grow but it's as easy as it disappears. So, it's great that after giving birth, she chose to end it all. Because if he didn't, if he didn't end the relationship just because of a child, he wouldn't have met Osvaldo and married him, the best man ever.

After Ruby said what she wanted to say, she got up and walked to her car.

"Hey, where are you going?" ask Veronica.

"Go home" replied Ruby.

Seeing Ruby almost get into her car, Veronica hastily prevents her. "You're drunk. Get in my car!" his orders.

"I'm not drunk" replied Ruby.

"If you want to die, wait for me to get married and wait for my two godchildren to grow up. If you die now, they'll both be sad." That means Xavier and Sean, not the other kids, not that unlucky girl.

Ruby hesitated for a moment before nodding. "okay."

***

Meanwhile somewhere else.

Vidrian brings Savana home with complicated feelings.

For a child as small as Savana who has never felt the affection of a mother, who desperately wants the presence of a mother, it is clearly heartbroken after Ruby's sudden departure. But he can what?

Reaching Ruby was as difficult as plucking the stars in the sky. Even if he had a rocket and managed to climb to the top, he still could not reach it. That impossible. It's really impossible.

Vidrian breathed a rough breath. One was his daughter, while the other was his alleged ex-wife. Thinking of the two women, his head became aching.

"Dad."

Hearing his daughter calling, Vidrian turned his head. "Emm?"

"Do you think aunt doesn't like me?"

"Yes?" Vidrian's brain rotated for a few moments before it managed to capture Savana's speech intent. "Where is it possible?" answer later. Savana is a smart girl, although it is impossible to lie to her, she has no other choice.

After all, Vidrian was pretty sure Ruby didn't hate him. She was not very friendly, she hated it.

Savana threw her gaze out the window. "But he really doesn't like me, Dadd." His heavy breathing made him look like an adult with a lot of problems. Though, it was only about Ruby, why did she become like this?

Vidrian stared at Savana for a moment before looking back at the street in front of him. Realizing Savana is heartbroken because of the woman, her feelings are mixed.

He really doesn't know how to handle this kind of thing. One thing she never forgot, Ruby was different. That woman is a species that many men in this world want to have. Not just men, the fact is Savannah even wants it. If it was anyone else, even if the Savanna insisted on making her a mother, she would oppose it desperately.

The only reason he persisted in his solitude was also for this reason. He did not want the position of the woman who had given birth to Savana was moved by another woman who only knew how to take Savana's heart.

But, if the woman is Ruby, even if Ruby only knows how to take Savana's heart, she doesn't mind. It's just that, as fate would have it, not only did the woman not intend to take Savannah's heart, the woman even avoided them like the plague.

And tonight, he sees Ruby really doesn't care about them. No. gabe. That's not. She was angry because Ruby ignored her. Rather than neglecting Savana, he was more distressed Ruby ignored him.

He doesn't want to fight with Ruby. He was just annoyed, always feeling that the woman was like sand in the palm of his hand, which could slip out of his grasp at any moment.

He doesn't like the feeling of losing it. Perhaps because he had been a businessman for a long time, or because of his nature, he liked the feeling that everything was under his control.

Stopping from thinking, Vidrian glanced at Savana at a glance. "Savana, look, that aunt doesn't like you, she just knows you. He doesn't know who you are, he doesn't know what you normally eat, he doesn't know what you like" she explained. Rather than looking at the moody Savannah, he would rather lie a little. Lying for the good should not be a problem.

"Do you think so?"

"Surely," he answered. "Aren't strangers who have just met so often?"

Although not too sure, Savana still nodded. The problem is that the woman who used to approach her father was not like that. Although they had only met for the first time, they acted pretentiously familiar with him. He knew what they were doing to steal his heart.

Ruby is different.

Ruby is not like those women. Ruby doesn't want to look good in front of her, which means, Ruby doesn't like her father much less herself.