My name is Ayu
Chapter 10

Me and the gods have arrived at the cafe near my office. Cozy place and great for hanging out. The interior design is also unique. Different from other cafes.

A waiter approached us after we got the seat we wanted. Calm down and not many people will hear our conversation.

"We ordered 2 palm sugar iced coffee and 1 fries." God ordered on the waiter after we read the menu served. I don't intend to have dinner here. I'm sure my appetite won't be as subtle as revealing the truth to the Gods.

"You're healthy, aren't you, sweetheart?" The gods feel like I'm not okay.

"I'm doing fine. But...."

My words were interrupted when the waiter came to bring us our food menu.

"But what? but miss me?"

I looked at God, my girlfriend who was supposed to be my husband for 6 months. Cute. The fur on his beard that had not been shaved added a masculine impression to him.

"I'm sorry, Wa." I looked down. Spontaneous tears came out soaking my face. I sobbed in my tears.

"Why you, honey? Shh... don't cry.. What's the story first?" The god who was originally sitting in front of me then moved beside me. Gently clothed my long hair. The gods seemed worried about this change in my attitude.

"I've done something stupid, Wa. I'm sorry." I said with trembling lips.

"What stupid thing? Everything can be resolved well. You calm down." God took me a tissue and gave me a drink. "Tell me if it's calm."

I looked back at the face of the God who was shady and menanangkan. I wiped away my tears and after I breathed in my courage came.

"I'm married, Wa."

Gods laughing. "Yeah...Yu. if you want to prank do not have to be up to this time." The god was still laughing but his laughter was gone when I just stared at him in silence. There was no smile on my face. And that means I don't prank him.

"Don't be kidding, Yu." still can't believe it turned out.

"I'm serious, Wa."

"When? With who? Where's evidence?" the question of succession began God asked.

"Saturday yesterday." I took out my phone and showed you a picture of me getting married yesterday.

Silent gods. Still can't believe it. "You're kidding me, aren't you, Yu?"

I'm shaking. "I'm serious, Wa. I'm married now."

The face of the red God was extinguished. There was anger on his face. "How can this happen, Yu. We're getting married in 6 months. How can you marry someone else!" I began to fear the God's tone that was starting to rise.

"I'm sorry, Wa. I don't want any of this to happen either." Tears rolled back into my eyes.

"Tell me what happened!" The eyes of the Gods reddened. I know he's very angry now.

"I. I. I did a one night stand with someone when I was drunk on Friday." The god clenched his hands in annoyance. His finger book looks red.

"Then?" The god was still trying to contain his anger.

"Why would you like to? Can you refuse it? You can refuse that marriage!" said the God with a high-pitched voice. Some of the cafe visitors started to notice and talk about us.

"I can't Wa. If I refuse then what? I am no longer holy. Do you want to accept me who is no longer holy? I feel like I'm dirty Wa." I said with tears in my eyes.

God hit the cafe table hard. Expose all his anger. Fortunately the table was strong and the sound of music in the cafe which was finally set a little tight after hearing us fight made the visitors not pay attention to our quarrel anymore.

God's speechless. I know he's thinking hard. I was silent too. The silence between us felt so great. Like there's a ceasefire going on. The god took the drink and then gulped it down. I know He's trying to temper his emotions and think clearly.

"Who is that man?" ask God at last.

"Dio. I just got to know him at the discotheque that day."

"Why do you want Yu to do that? As long as we're dating I'm always looking after you. So what? To keep you holy until we get married. I'm the one who keeps our love faithful but you easily betray it." God's words are heart-wrenching. A single tear came back down my cheek.

"I don't want to do it either. I'm drunk." I hid the fact that Dio had not been too drunk while doing that to me. I don't want them to fight so hard. "When I realized we were..." I don't continue with my words anymore. Remembering the incident is like opening an old wound that has not healed.

"I'm disappointed Yu is with you." The god stood up and left me. I could only fall down and mourn my mistakes.

The sound of footsteps approached me. Did God come back and forgive me? But suddenly someone kicked my leg. I raised my head.

"Heh. has gone home. It was night!" Dio's? Why did Dio come? How could he know I was here?

"You?" many wonder.

"Yes. I've been spitting home. Don't cry here. At home, he continued."

"But..how do you know I'm here?"

Dio finally sat in front of me. He took my drink that I had not touched at all. Sipping my favorite ice coffee boba without permission.

"Yes, I'm following you. When you get picked up by the fortune car I follow you from behind. Uh it turns out you're dumped by your boyfriend." Dio smiled mockingly. Ih really-gener ngeselin ya it's a man.

"It's because of you too I've experienced something like this!" my spray. "You're the one who ruined my relationship with my boyfriend!"

"Have a son, I am one. You were also told to marry me not to refuse." Dio defended himself, which made me even more upset.

"Yes because I think you should be responsible for me. We have sinned, we have to take responsibility."

"That's it. Stay like a boy like that. How not to accept the lack of his girlfriend, just know the beautiful. Even if you didn't marry me then, would He accept you who are no longer holy?" Dio looked into my eyes. "You are not sure He will accept you? That's why it's not certain you'd better accept marrying me who's obviously willing to marry you and take responsibility for what she's doing. Aye right?"

The words that Dio spoke were true. I was too afraid that the Gods would not accept me who was unholy anymore, therefore I accepted our forced marriage.

"Do not worry about men like that mah. Let's go home, it's gonna rain!" I saw cloudy clouds begin to cover the afternoon sky. With no resistance I followed Dio's steps.

Dio opened his motorcycle seat and it turned out to be empty. "Shitt. his rain coat missed again. Come quickly get on the rain!" I quickly put on my jacket. Dio helped me put on my helmet. We also rushed to get to the house before it rains.

In the end we were also overwhelmed. Several times Dio took me aside waiting for the rain to stop but I refused. Already rained let it occasionally play rain. As a comfort to my heart which is wounded because it has been cast away.

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