My name is Ayu

My name is Ayu
Chapter 12


AYu POV


My office work just keeps piling up. My body feels tired. Maybe too tired because of last night and also lack of sleep so I work slow.


"Tumben Yu works very sleepy. Like a newlywed." I gasped in shock at the words of Mother Goddess, how could He know? I immediately put on a smile in response to his words as a joke.


"Can't sleep Ma'am. Yesterday drinking coffee at the cafe uh the night my eyes were dry, so stay up late." My reasons make sense, right?


"Jaudah there wash your face let's go again. Don't overtime because of a lot of work." Advice Mother Goddess.


"Yes, Mother." I followed the words of Mother Goddess and went straight to the toilet to wash my face.


Toilets at work are quiet. They are busy with their own work until the pee is detained. Though it is dangerous and can cause urinary tract infections.


I washed my face. The cold water makes me fresher. I took a tissue and dried the water on my face. Fortunately my make-up waterproof so not easily fade.


I looked at my face that looked tired. The blackened eye bags are still visible even though I have covered with concealer. Today I'm wearing a white shirt and a floral scraf. I opened the scraf to tidy up his position. There are some kissmarks left there.


Not only in the neck, in some parts of my body there were traces of Dio's actions last night. I reassembled the scraf so that no one would see the kissmark and gossiped about it.


I remember last night. How I ended up having another husband and wife relationship with Dio for the second time. The difference is that this time we did it with full awareness not getting drunk like before.


I've been heartbroken since God left me. That's why I didn't refuse when Dio was begging me. Huft... It looks so cheap to me.


Will Dio do it again later? What if he would invoice me for his rights continuously? What if I finally get pregnant with her child?


I shook my head casting out all the bad shadows that might be about to happen. Calm. I have to think straight.


I don't want to have a child with Dio because there's no love between us. I'm sure Dio thinks the same thing. He's a man, must think of the good. Last night, he said our relationship was just merried with benefit. Huh.


I saw the clock in my hand. 12 Hours less 5 minutes. I decided to get out of bed rather than go back into the room. I don't want to eat with the others, afraid they ask me a lot.


I set my foot toward the pharmacy at the mall next to the office. My move is definitely taking 2 packs of KB pills to stock for the next 2 months. I hurriedly paid before any of my office friends saw me buy the Pill.


After paying I went back to my room and had lunch alone with the provisions I brought.


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POV Dio


"Yu... You saw my HP charger?" I shouted because Ayu was washing clothes in the bathroom and the door was locked.


"There's a bedside nightstand."


I went straight to the place Ayu showed me. I opened the first drawer on the nightstand. It's true that Ayu moved because my charger was there.


I took the charger but my eyes looked at the Pill that was also there. The pill was empty, meaning Ayu had drunk it.


Meaning right, Ayu doesn't want to have a child from me. I don't know why there is such disappointment running through my heart. Did I expect Ayu to be pregnant with my son?


I put the Pill back in the nightstand. I then charge my lowbath HP. Soon Ayu came out of the bathroom with her wet clothes after rinsing the laundry.


"Meet you?" tanyakanya.


"Your meeting." I replied flatly. I feel disappointed so I better not talk much.


"Dio, help me with dong. I'm tired of coming home from work not having a break. The house is also a mess." Ayu asked me.


I saw his tired face and there were blackened eye bags on his face. "Yes. I'll take it." I said feel sorry for him.


"That's dong. Thanks to ya."


"Hm."


After the house was neat I took a shower and went straight to sleep. I turned around and turned my back on Ayu. I better not make much contact with him than I burn lust again. Toh Ayu also does not want to have children with me.


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AYu POV


Without feeling it has been 2 weeks Dio and I married. I thought Dio would ask for his right every day, it turned out that he was so tired that even his sleep was behind me.


Being married to her wasn't as bad as I imagined. He helps with homework and faithfully takes me to the office every day. I rarely chatted with him either on the trip or at home. Dio is more reserved now and how I feel is it seems like Dio is avoiding me for some reason.


"Dio, tomorrow we go to the market again?" my many. It just so happens tomorrow weekend and today is out of payday. Dio told me how much he paid. Smaller than my salary. But what amazed me was that Dio gave all his salary to me and only left money for his fare and expenses, it was only one and a half million a month, which means 50 thousand a day. What is money like today?


"As far as you. Want to shop monthly? Washing soap and carbolic acid for mopping are up too." Dio spoke without taking his eyes off the laptop. He said that he did his job at home so he could pick me up on time. He comes home from work busy with his laptop again.


"To the Supermarket?" much fun.


"That's it."


"Well, of course." I wasn't invited to the traditional market anymore.


"Jude."


Judekah? No more additional words? That's very short. Dio why the hell? I'm angry with me again. Huft...


Rather than bengong there is no better job I iron the clothes deh. Pretty dicil. I'm going to the supermarket tomorrow. Ah dimeh once, to the supermarket alone I was very happy.


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"We didn't take the taxi?" I asked Dio who was holding out his hand to give me the helmet.


"Taxi only. Costly. I'm on a motorcycle."


I also put my lips. Pouty. I dandan kece gini even ride a motorcycle. How did you bring the groceries, try?


"So no? If not, I want to work again!" threaten Dio to me.


"Yes.so.." with my face bent because I was annoyed I took the helmet and went straight up to the bike.


Supermarket when pay is more crowded than a normal day. Dio took trolly and pushed him. I walked beside him and took our necessities and put them in a grocery trolly. Dio was quieter again. Even until it has finished shopping and is bringing groceries to the motorcycle parking lot.


Suddenly I saw someone I knew very well. Someone who's supposed to be my Mama-in-law in 6 months. I was just trying to hide but he saw me.


The God Mama approached me. He stared at Dio from head to toe.


"Mama." My broom. I reached out to greet him, but he shook my hand.


"Don't call me Mama again! You are married to another man" said Mama.


I just looked down and felt guilty. I know this time I was wrong. Being married to another man means I'm the one who left God. It's only natural that Mama is so angry with me given how much God loves me.


"So this is your husband? Because of the kayak gini kere men you can leave my son God? I think you're a more sophisticated father, it's still mending my son God." I just silently accepted the anger of the God Mother. While Dio just folded his hands on his chest and listened to our conversation. The groceries he put on the motorbike hanger.


"At least if the same God you live sitting sweet in his Fortuner car. It's not hot on the bike right now. Surely you're sorry you left a god for this man?" the voice of the God Mama implied a great anger towards me.


"But unfortunately God has forgotten you. Tomorrow he'll be married. But Auntie doesn't want to kill you. Afraid you'll cry again. Yes, it's hot outside. Are you too hot to ride a motorbike? Auntie is ogah." The God Mama then left me while laughing satisfied.


I just ducked. My tears can't hold me anymore. Dio put a helmet on me. "Crying on the bike. Shame on many."


Hugging Dio I cried on his back. Dio stayed focused on driving and didn't nag me for getting his jacket wet from my tears.


God is getting married and in a week's time. Where does his love always say to me? Just broke up with me and married another woman.