My name is Ayu
Chapter 71

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Still POV Dio

I decided to take a shower after I didn't sweat anymore. The cold water made my body fresher and my mind clearer. I have to set the pattern of work because the sooner the work is completed, the sooner I and my employees can gather to Palembang.

I honestly have never been there. Just heard the story from Mama that Guntur is now domiciled there taking care of its rapidly growing business. Om Ridho also only occasionally there to supervise the development of Thunder business.

I actually wanted to go there a long time ago. But I am also busy taking care of my business which is no less advanced rapidly. But great also Thunder can be that advanced. If Ayu was next to me, I believe my business could go even further.

Fresh cold water does not necessarily make my head clear if it has been thought about Ayu. Where are you, Yu? How are you and our son now?

I looked at our very simple wedding photos first. No fancy wedding dresses. There are no receptions in the building and a super grand event. Marriage is only religious. It was also simple and not many invited guests were only close relatives.

The feeling of regret continues to plague my heart. Why was I so weak that I was helpless about every decision I made. I was like a paper boat that was tossed about and finally destroyed by water.

Regrets always come later. But I don't want to just regret and just sit on my hands without doing anything. I often visit my in-laws' house. At first the door of their house was always closed to my arrival, but now the Ayu family slowly accepted me. But still they do not want to tell where Ayu is.

Why not hire a detective. I used to think like that. It's not a fictional world, big bosses tell detectives to investigate something. Not using money? Is it not expensive? What do you want to pay for? Dandruff feathers?

Savings money I have used to rent a rented house next door and buy equipment for working capital. Where there's money to hire a detective. So why not just hire a detective? Not that easy. Everyone has their own considerations in every decision.

If my savings used to hire a detective, then I managed to find Ayu. What am I gonna do next? There's nothing. Because I'm still the old me and the coward. Find Ayu but I haven't changed for what?

Ayu left me because she could not bear to see me under pressure from many parties. Ayu felt sorry to see me living a depressed life with her because that was why she left. Even though I was friday at that time but I could feel the warm embrace of Ayu who still hugged me tightly and did not feel disgusted to see my another person.

That's why I changed and made myself worthy to be able to pick Ayu back to my side again. That's if Ayu is still alone. But I'm sure that Ayu didn't go with the Gods. I followed God and I saw him living in his parents' house after he got divorced.

How do I feel about Sheila? Since Ayu left and I was down, there I realized that Ayu had replaced Sheila in my heart. I may have been comfortable with dating Sheila for 7 years but my love slowly disappeared, eroded with my love for Ayu.

Sheila never stayed silent. He will not let what is his own be taken by others.

2 Years after Ayu's departure suddenly Sheila comes home. That night when Sheila came Mama was not home because she was returning to Semarang. I'm alone. Heavy rain flushed Jakarta accompanied by flashes of lightning.

The sound of a knock on the door surprised me who was sketching a new model of furniture. I left my job and opened the front door. See who's coming in this rainy day.

I opened the door and saw Sheila coming. He was wearing a dress shirt with a model like the one Ayu used to wear. For a moment I thought Ayu was coming home. It turns out I realized it wasn't Ayu but Sheila.

"What are you doing La night and night here? Raining again?" ask me with a cynical tone.

"At least let me in first, io. It's cold outside."

I let Sheila in. "Come in. I made you some warm chocolate milk."

Sheila closed the door of the house and sat in the living room. I left it and went to the kitchen. Light the stove and heat the chocolate milk on top of the pot.

"Why have you changed, io? You used to be so happy to hug me like this?" Instead of letting go of my arms Sheila hugged even tighter.

"I want to pour hot water, La. Take it off." Sheila finally obeyed my words. He let go of his embrace. I turned around to take a glass to pour warm milk.

I think Sheila has given up on her efforts. But seeing me turn around he put his hand on my neck. "What else now, La?"

Sheila kissed my lips. Our height that was not much different made it easier for him to kiss me directly. Naturally she's a model, so she must be tall. He continued to kiss me lustfully. Forced until I opened my mouth.

His efforts succeeded, when I wanted to protest he kissed me even more lustfully. Not only did she kiss forcibly, she took off her dress button and pulled my hand to feel her body.

Whatisthis? why is Sheila this aggressive? However, I am a normal man who will definitely be tempted, especially I have not had sex for 2 years since Ayu left.

I started to kiss back. I thought I'd burn like lust when I kissed Ayu first. After I felt it, Sheila's lustful kiss just felt so bland to me.

Sheila just keeps flirting with my man's lust. Suddenly there was a text message coming in on the phone that I put on the table. I saw a wallpaper depicting my son with Ayu. The little baby's face awakened me from the caliphate I might soon be doing.

I let go of my kiss. Sheila was shocked by my sudden actions. I also released Sheila's hand on my neck and the other hand was busy forcing me to explore her body.

"Dio-"

"Sorry, La. I can't."

Sheila looked at me with a look of disappointment and embarrassment. Her tears started to come out from her black eye patch. I re-buttoned the shirt he had opened.

"Don't expect me again, La. I don't have feelings for you anymore."

"But you returned my kiss, io? You still like me!" sheila said with a trembling voice interspersed with the patter of her tears.

I'm messing with my hair. I was stupid. Why did I kiss her back? I should have just refused from the beginning Sheila tried to seduce me. Stupid dio!

"Dio...." Sheila tried to put her hand around my neck again but I was patty.

I breathed a heavy breath. "Sorry, La. I was just testing my feelings for you. And. I'm sure I don't love you anymore."

Plaque. A slap floated across my face. For a long time I was used to getting slaps on my face.

"Sorry, La." I said, bowing.

Sheila left my house. The door of my house was slammed with anger.

I took my HP. A sms from the operator that came in I deleted, not important. I'm looking at my baby wallpaper again. "Thank you baby, you saved Papa from the mistakes that Papa would make. You've also made Papa aware of who Papa's been loving all this time."