My name is Ayu
Chapter 49

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🎶 I've never left, it's always in your heart

You're never far away, you're always in my heart

My sukmaku yelled insisting I love you

Thank you for the love that unites us

When I'm no longer by your side

I'm waiting for you in eternity.....🎶

The melodious song sung by the Citra Lestari Flower sounded to slice my heart. It has become a habit in the room to work while listening to music. I don't know why the songs that have been playing since are silent songs.

The song also changed. This time it turned out to be even more heartbreaking.

🎶 Desert in the barren desert

A heart-thinking

Separated 'me in between

Love is complicated

When my faith comes

Love is not just love

The great sacrifice of love

I'm betting

I'm sorry if I'm not perfect

This love is impossible to prevent

Love verses tell stories

My love for you...🎶

Tests. I quickly deleted it so that no one would see it. Fortunately, my work was a bit high, so my team mates couldn't see me crying.

"Yes! Ayy! Ayu Febriana!" The hand of the Goddess Mother in front of my face spread my daydream.

"Eh... Yes, why?" I immediately nodded in shock.

"You why the hell did Mbak see from earlier daydream. Any issues?" Ma'am Dewi is very sensitive as a fellow woman. He knew when his co-workers were in trouble. I just shake my head weakly.

"Tell the story when it's ready. You're always there for me." Madam Dewi smiled sincerely at me. I think of him as my own brother.

I just nodded my head, but I don't know when I can tell everything to Mother Goddess. I'm the kind of person who's closed. I don't like to tell other people about problems, let me take it upon myself.

"It's daydreaming again." Maak Dewi relinquished my daydream.

"Sorry, Ma'am. I've got a problem again. I will try to concentrate again." I said regretfully.

"Who's Ma'am?" Very rarely does anyone want to see me. Most customers, even if there is a problem just looking for me, or when they want to cash out the loan.

"Don't know. Mothers said."

I scrunched my forehead. Who's looking for me?

"I'll let you go ahead first." Pamitku to Ma'am Dewi.

"Take your wallet there! Wash your eyes and let your mumet say. I want a break too. You'll be right back on your break, okay?" Very good, Ma'am, I want permission to go forward even told all rest.

I smile. "Thank you, Ma'am."

I walked to the reception desk. I'm looking for a guest who wants to meet me in the waiting chair.

"Mama?"

Mama Lia smiled to see me.

"What's Mama nyari Ayu? Get to Ayu's office everything."

"Mama wants to talk to you. We're talking where's the good one?" Mama was looking for a comfortable place for us to talk four eyes.

I knew Mama would have talked about yesterday's problems. Sooner or later I will have to face the problem yesterday, I don't need to hide anymore.

"We're out of the office, Ma. I was allowed to go out because I wanted to take a break."

"Goodoo. Let's go to the Mall there." Mama took my hand.

Mama called the private driver who drove her. A white Alphard stopped in the lobby shortly after Mama called her.

"Come on, Yu." I followed Mama into the Alphard car that Mama's driver had opened the door to.

I just kept quiet all the way to the Mall. Not far from the office to the Mall. About 10 minutes. Alphard Mama's car stopped in the lobby. We got off after the driver opened the door for us.

Mama took my hand back. Her warm and motherly attitude made me more comfortable. "We've never been together, huh Yu? Sorry, my mom is too busy. We go to the salon sometime. Mama likes someone who accompanies Mama to the Mall kayak gini. Where do Papa and Dio want to walk in the Mall nemenin Mama shopping? Good thing Mama's got you now, Mama's daughter."

I returned Mama's smile. Lucky I have in-laws as good as Mama Lia.

Mama took me to Marugam* Ud*n. Mama ordered Beef Curry Udon for her and Nikku Udon for me.

"Your eyes are clearly visible, Yu. Surely you didn't sleep last night thinking about yesterday's problems? Mama knows it must be hard for you and Dio overcame this problem. Mama if in your position will not necessarily be able to live it."

I just looked down and was quiet. Mama grabbed my hand and rubbed it gently. The warmth gave a little haru taste in my chest. I sobbed and could not hold back my tears.

"Sorry Mama yes. Mama can't do anything to help you. Honestly, Mama really likes you, Yu. Mama is grateful that Dio married you instead of her boyfriend Sheila. Mama's happy with Dio's change since being with you. He used to think about the company especially the people around him. Dio is now a responsible adult. I am so grateful to you, Yu."

Mama drank ice ocha to moisten her dry throat. "Mama knows what Papa did to you is evil. Mama can't do anything Yu. The one who helped Papa was Sheila's father. There is a debt of gratitude that Papa cannot pay forever. Only by marrying Sheila and Dio will Papa's debt be paid."

Mama's eyes stared at the view outside the Mall as seen from the window of the building. She remembers her husband's past. "Papa Putra was not as rich as he is now. It was similar to Dio at the moment. Started the effort from zero. His business was bankrupt and Papa Putra felt very embarrassed because he invited Mama to live hard. Papa did not even want to go to Mama's house in Semarang because he was embarrassed to meet Mama's parents. Gengsinya high. Thankfully, Sheila helped him. They were friends since young. Papa promised Papa Sheila that his son would marry his father's daughter Sheila."

"It turns out Dio and Sheila are dating without Papa's knowledge. When Papa finally found out they were dating, Papa was very happy. Moreover, their promise of fiancee after Sheila's photo shoot was completed. But destiny says something else. Dio eventually marries you, and changes his spoiled nature to become independent."

Mama patted my hand slowly. "Your presence in Dio's life has changed everything that even Mom and Dad can't change. Dio used to work just messing around. A letter of reprimand and a Letter of Warning from the office He never wrote. Papa's threat he's never been afraid of. But Mama saw the look in her eyes frightened when Papa threatened her yesterday. Look into the eyes of fear of losing you. If only, Yu.... If you could make Papa's appointment cancelled. But my mother could not. That promise was already engraved in Papa's heart. This is the time when Papa must pay all his promised debt in the hard times."

I'm back sobbing now. There are so many tissues that I wear to wipe my tears that never stop flowing.

"Keep with Dio, Yu. Never leave him. Dio will be devastated and devastated if you leave him now. What Dio needs isn't Sheila the boyfriend she loves. What Dio needs is you his wife who makes him rise up and feel alive. Maybe this fate is too cruel for you. But Mama's sure, there'll be a rainbow after the storm."