My name is Ayu
Chapter 65

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After a long silence, Dio turns on Sheila's car. He stepped on the gas and immediately brought the car into the toll road.

"Where are we going?" sheila asked at the end. He does not like the silence between them.

Dio just kept quiet and didn't answer Sheila's question. His mind kept on raging. Think and consider all the decisions He will make.

"I'm talking to you, io!"

Still no response.

"If you don't want to talk, I'll jump out of the car!" sheila's threat this time made Dio flinch.

"Let me concentrate on driving. I don't want to jeopardize both of our safety!" answer Dio flat.

"Where are you going?!"

"Look at yourself later." Dio turned on the music from the radio in Sheila's car. He returned to driving. He had not ignored Sheila's grunts since. He is still considering the decision he will make.

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Ayu had been feeling restless since. Dio didn't come home. It's 10 p.m. All employees have gone home. Mama Lia was home shortly after Dio left.

Mama Lia kept encouraging Ayu not to get discouraged. Not to forget Mama reminded Ayu to take her vitamins and eat regularly.

The house feels very empty and empty. Ayu is not a cowardly woman. He does not believe in ghosts. Ayu is more afraid of the loneliness that will hit her. What would his life be like if Dio didn't choose him? Should he stay back at his parents' house?

What would He say to his father? He was quite embarrassed on the faces of his parents for doing a one night stand with Dio. Does he still have the face to go back to his parents' house one day after Dio finally dumped him?

Warm details of tears dripping back soaked her beautiful face. A naturally beautiful face without plastic surgery and fillers of all sorts. She was only treated at a beauty clinic and had stopped since marrying Dio. Now she is pregnant and no longer possible facial treatment because it is too risky for pregnant women.

Ayu turned on the radio from her HP. Without him knowing on the other hand Dio also listened to the same radio channel with him. A song added to his heart.

🎶 I'm jealous of the rain

That falls upon your skin

It's closet than my hands have been

I'm jealous of the rain

I'm jealous of the wind

That ripples through your clothes

It's closet than your shadow

Oh, I'm jealous of the wind

'Because I wanted you the best of

All this world could give

And I told you when you left me

There's nothing to forgive

But I always thought you'd come back, tell me all you found was

Heartbreak and misery

It's hard for me to say, I'm jealous of the way

You're happy without me

I'm jealous of the nights

That I don't spend with you

I'm wondering who you lay next to

Oh, I'm jealous of the nights

I'm jealous of the love

Love that was in here

Gone for someone else to share

Oh, I'm jealous of the love

'Because I wanted you the best of

- Jealous by Labrinth

Yes, jealousy overwhelms Ayu. He who has always been with Dio through the days even in the most difficult times. But seeing Dio today go pull Sheila's hand made her chest hurt.

Ayu didn't feel this sick. His relationship with the gods was never jealous. It is precisely Ayu who is always envied by God. He felt the pain of God when he finally married Dio. Pain but not bleeding. And no doctor's medicine will treat it.

Cold air started to enter Ayu's room. He walked to the window and saw the rain falling outside. Bad thoughts began to stir him. Cold air and rain is very suitable if Dio and Sheila directly check in at the hotel.

Ayu never knew that Dio and Sheila had never had sex before meried. Dio only did it with himself. And the night they met 6 months ago was the first time Dio had done so.

No one would believe that a handsome guy like Dio would keep his chastity until he got married. People will think with a handsome face can get any woman he wants. Dio is not like that. And this time Ayu thought badly of him.

It was like Ayu slammed all the furniture in the house to vent his anger, but He remembered how much Dio had struggled to buy with his efforts so far.

A flash struck Ayu's surprise. He walked away from the window and hid his body behind a blanket. He cried until he fell asleep tired.

*****

Dio drove all night. Circling around Jakarta even to Bandung then circling back and finally back to Jakarta.

Sheila was already sound asleep beside him. Tired of asking where Dio was going. He was tired of being angry. When the drowsiness is powerless He can stand it again then better He sleeps.

Dio glanced at the beautiful woman next to him. A woman who has been in a relationship with him for 7 years. The woman he once greatly admired for her tenderness. That woman has changed. It's not as soft and elegant as before. I don't know what changed it. Maybe because of him?

Dio finally pulled over his car in front of a mansion. A house with a large courtyard and several luxury cars parked inside. Dio shut off the car engine.

He took off his seat belt. Looking back at the beloved of his heart that he loved so much. He tidied up the hair that dangled covering the beautiful face of his lover. He kissed Sheila on the forehead, woke Sheila up and saw Dio very close to him.

Dio looked back ahead. It rained very hard. Dio turned off the radio voice that had accompanied his trip.

Sheila sat up straight, watching the surroundings. "Are we in front of my house?"

Dio nodded.

"Wanna get in? Outside the rain. Have coffee first." Sheila was about to open the car door but Dio did not open it.

"I want to say something to you La."

"What's? I've been waiting for you to talk about it but you're quiet." Sheila grumbled.

Dio looked straight into Sheila's eyes. He had already gathered his courage after circling the streets tens of kilometers away. He has made his determination.

"We're breaking up, La."

Sheila quiet. Sheila laughs before she thinks Dio is making a joke with her. "Don't joke, io. Its not April Mop you know?"

"I'm not kidding, La."

"Huh. Its not funny anymore. You want to break me up for that woman?"

Dio nodded. "It's more precisely for the sake of Ayu and my future son."

"If it's only for the sake of the child, let's make it tonight. I'll contain 5 or even a dozen of your children. It's non sense. You're just reasoning for the sake of the child. You love that woman?" Sheila started to rage.

"La, I'm sorry. I know the longer I make the decision that it will hurt you both. I have mutusin La. I better end our relationship. I don't want you getting hurt. I already belong to someone else La."

"Are you not hurting me when you kill me? You'd rather that woman than me be painful, io. Is this you sentin me for her? Nook. Can't be that."

"Sorry, La. Sorry me. I want us to break up well. Sorry, La." Dio opened the car door and walked out.

"No, io. You can't do me!"

Sheila follows Dio, who walks in the rain. Sheila pulled Dio's hand and directly slapped him back.

Plaque.

Dio held onto his cheek which had been slapped twice in one day. "Slap me again La if it can make you let go and forgive me." Dio poked his cheek to get slapped again.

Sheila had already raised her hand about to slap Dio back but he paled. He clenched his hands full of anger. Under the swift rain Dio did not know how fast Sheila's tears were flowing along with the raindrops that fell.

"I won't stay silent. I don't accept being treated like you. Just look at it later!" Sheila turned inside her house. Leaving Dio with a pushy look.

Dio walks gontai leaving Sheila's house. He had cut off his relationship with the only woman he loved long ago. After his love story.

🎶 Now I have to go through my lonely day without you again...Let me now stand up. against time.to forget you....🎶

Glenn Fredly's music was playing in the taxi that drove Dio home. A song that perfectly fits Dio's current state.

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