My name is Ayu
Chapter 33

"That's when you're ashamed to say it. The important thing is I know how you feel. We go back to the show, the others come." Dio clasped my hand and led me back to the reception.

His anger was now completely gone replaced with a happy smile on his face.

"Why are you smiling like that?"

"Hmm... Why? Just smile."

"I don't think I'm talking about anything, I've concluded myself."

"I told you, Yu. You don't have to talk about it, I know how you feel. Be not most of what you think. You will be sick again." Dio then took me to the photo booth.

"We take a photo of Yu Yu. We have no photos of the two other than the wedding date. That's also Mama's HP."

What Dio said was true. We never took pictures of both of them. Just a photo of the marriage contract first, it was Mama Lia who published it. I just agreed to Dio's request. Ah I am unstable, what Dio always asks me to do.

Dio asked to be photographed by his phone as well as by the photographer.

"Let's get the picture closer yeah, don't be far away later on think again enemy again." photographer began to direct our photo style.

Dio immediately grabbed onto my waist and pulled her closer. The smile on his face immediately expands making anyone who looks at him will surely be amazed at his good looks.

I also smile so that the photos are good.

"It has. Wow very harmonious. Cute and pretty. If you have a child can be very beautiful or very handsome if the seeds are like the two of you." praise the photographer snobs know that.

"Can be Bang. Doain aja moga cepet given momongan." loh Dio why even ask at doain as well as photographer? there was Dio mah.

Photos are also directly. Because the Dio family has a wish then he casually asked for 2 photos no matter the queue behind us began a lot.

A notification on my HP reads. There's a WA message. Turns out Dio sent us a picture. True, said the photographer, we look very harmonious in this photo.

"Is it good for the picture?"

"Yes, that's it." I replied rather lazily.

"Yes."

"Hem."

"Udah is angry. I'm sorry if I was wrong. You're right, I'm unstable and I don't have a definite decision. Let's go Yu as usual. The problem is going to be how we see it later." Dio clasped my hand again. His eyes look into my eyes.

"One thing's for sure, now you're my wife. Let us marry siri or officially still our marriage is valid in the eyes of God. When I married you, I promised not just you, but God as well. I don't know what else Papa's planning either. It's not that I don't want to fight Papa. Not because I was afraid of not getting the inheritance from Papa anyway now I live independently without Papa's inheritance, all the results of my hard work so far. Have you used my money."

"Honestly, the current position of you and Sheila is a draw for me. You're my wife and Sheila's the boyfriend I love. Selfish name, but I don't want to lose you both."

I was just about to let go of Dio's hand again as it started to get emotional. "Wait. Don't get emotional yet." I let Dio hold my hand. "I married you because of responsibility. But now maybe because we're having a hard time together, I'm starting to love you, Yu."

Dio threw his gaze in the other direction. I know he's trying to stifle his embarrassment because he's been honest about his feelings for me. There was a sense of pleasure infiltrating my chest. Without us knowing we both have a feeling, although not love dies like with our respective girlfriends. But because of the habit of relying on each other to live daily life, affection and mutual belonging also slowly grow.

"Ehem.. okay, let's just forget about the fight today. I hungry. Hopefully the catering is still there for us to eat. Let's eat!" I let go of Dio's handrails and walked ahead of him towards the reception buffet.

Dio sped up his pace and taught me my steps. His hand held my hand again.

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Reception is over. Dio and I went back to the room where we were staying at Aunt Irma's house. We were lying on our back on the bed feeling the pleasure of being able to straighten the body. Pegeeellll.

"Tante Irma really yes, the guest is not exhausted. Until my feet ache." lamented Dio.

"Outside me, io. Wear high heels pacing here and there. Uh it feels like my calves are twitching."

"Do you want me to get a pijitin?" Dio offered to help but I immediately refused. Do not let there be any intention behind the bakwan. Aye?

"Gok usaaahh... Makasshiii."

"I want to be sad. What do you think it is?"

"Think nothing." my dear.

"Hayo must have cheelonjor deh aka daydreaming dirty."

"No, no."

"But if what you say is true Brother Photographer, is it possible that if we have children will be handsome or beautiful, Yu?" Dio now supported his head with one hand in order to be able to while looking at me.

"Where I knowuu... "

"You don't want to get pregnant with my son, Yu?"

"Start getting into trouble. Just been at peace."

"Who's looking for trouble, Yu. I am the same as you. Don't bring a feeling. Consider us again a question and answer session. Now you answer dong, do you want to not get pregnant with my child?"

I stared straight at the ceiling. Trying to avoid Dio's eyes.

"Yeah.... Answer dong. Don't let it go."

"Hm... You alone, don't you want to have a child with me?" I finally asked him back. I know Dio doesn't like it the most when his question is answered with a back question.

"You want me mah. No problem. Make delicious. Sok oruh if you want mah I'm ready." said Dio with full spirit.

"Yeeehhh. True spirit."

"If the matter is so, I am Yu's spirit."

"In addition to being good for her, why do you want to have a child with me?" this time I want a serious answer from Dio.

Dio seemed to be pondering the answer he was going to say.

"Hmm. because. You will be a good mother to my son. You will be a good example for him. You will also definitely give spirit and motivation when he falls and falls. Like I am at the moment. If it wasn't for you, Yu, I might have ruined my own life. Ever since you were by my side, I started to get to know what windfall means. My salary I never initially thanked for being too small but after being with you I felt in my salary there was a fortune for you and me. We can even save from that small salary. It's called fortune when we get married, Yu."

Very wise. Although sometimes like a ship that oscillates and easily wavers, but Dio is actually wise. He was not allowed to make his own decisions in his life. Always follow Papa's will. The first decision of her life was to marry me and she was ready to bear the consequences of her decision.