My name is Ayu
Chapter 20

- POV Ayu

Bodooooooohhhhhhhhhhp... Ayu bodooooohhh... I continue to grieve my third stupidity, uh four times.

Why did I do it again?

Why is it so easy for me to be lulled by Dio's charm??

Why am I enjoying it too even returning Dio's kiss????

If I don't return the kiss, Dio won't go on to the next stage.

Idiotically

Idiotically

Idiotically

Too self-blame unconsciously I ruffled my own hair until it fell apart. Mas Bagus and Mas Adi who saw me laughed even teased me.

"Why did Yu sprain until her hair was ruffled like that?" ask Mas Bagus.

"Semalem is not given the same ration as Mamas Dewa?" Mas Adi followed.

"What's the ration less Yu?" Good to add again. "Until the urgency is so because of the lack of rations. ha.ha.ha.ha.."

Mas Bagus who threw the ball next question Mas Adi who kicked into the goal and gollll.

"Au ah." I took the glass in the desk drawer and saw my face, it was true that my hair was a mess. I took a comb and straightened my straight hair again without having to be rebonded.

"There is lunch. Who knows after being filled with food you lost, Yu." suggested my senior Goddess Mother who always defended and took care of me from the dim-nosed male demon in my room.

My team consists of 6 people. Pak Wahyu as Team Leader and 5 people are Mas Bagus, Mas Adi, Mas Dika, Mbak Dewi and I of course.

We are a solid and compact team. Sometimes different opinions are reasonable but we finish well. I feel like I have a family in the middle of these good people.

Deadline and high target we bring enjoy only. The proof is that we still reached the target expected by the company according to its deadline. No need to be too ngoyo that is important to work happy and according to the corridor.

I remembered the words of Mas Adi who thought that I was still dating the Gods. I'm still keeping my marriage with Dio a secret. However, the contract is written that I cannot get married and get pregnant for 1 year before I am appointed as a permanent employee.

I'm not worried that the husband-and-wife relationship that Dio and I are having will result in me getting pregnant. I am calm because I routinely consume pills KB even though for 3 months we have never been in contact with husband and wife, but I am always on standby by taking it regularly.

Sure enough, no one knew that Dio suddenly pounced on me again like last weekend. However, Dio is a natural man if channeling his lust.

And the bodonhnya me is I was too fascinated to see Dio's eyes are light brown. Implied shade and a sense of security. Ah could it be that Dio was wearing a spoon in his eyes? how to wear it?

"Yu, hey.." said Mother Goddess woke me from a long daydream.

"Why, why Mommy?"

"So Mbak tell you to take a break from his face. Find the view and fresh air. Lamaan is also okay just don't forget to come back here again. The work has not yet come. Again quiet. There you go for a walk. Choose to be accompanied by which guy?!"

"Do not be accompanied by Mbak, alone. I rest first, Ma'am." I said.

I took my wallet and HP and walked out of the office. Maybe the streets inside the Mall are good enough to drive away heart turmoil.

Not far from my office there is a Mall that is fairly elite. I used to shop for clothes and bags branded there, but since marrying Dio I have never done it again. Not because there is no money, it is precisely my salary 3 months intact untouched. But I'm starting to appreciate money more.

Seeing the struggle of Dio who tried to live me properly even though his salary is not much to make me feel embarrassed if I have to spend time.

Although I used to have plans to marry a God but the problem of Papa's reception money that bore it because of that I was still wasteful. My life is different now. I had to save because no one knew what would happen to my life.

Dio's body was indeed not God's seatletis. There's no sixpack on his body like a god. Dio prefers art to sports. The time Dio spent producing more work instead of sweat.

"Yu." My daydream stopped when someone slapped my shoulder slowly.

"God?" the ex-lover who I hadn't seen for almost 3 months finally met.

"How are you, Yu?"

"good. How're you?"

"Not too good. Who are you here with? Alone?"

"Yes, wash your eyes again. Get in the office." I said reasoned.

"Lunch together, yuk? I'm hungry."

I doubt I answered it. But then we just had lunch.

I nodded in agreement to the invitation of the God. We had lunch at a Korean restaurant.

I looked at the God who was ordering the menu for the two of us at the waiter. His face was thin and began to grow fine hairs on his face. I don't know how long he hasn't shaved.

I remember when we dated first, I always brought along the God overgrown beard. The gods would then tempt me by tickling my cheeks with his beard until I was in a frenzy. Ah it feels like just yesterday we were in a relationship and now we already have a partner each. No one knows, only God knows.

"Do you know Yu that I'm married?" ask the god after the servant left us.

"Yes. That time I met your mother. He told me you were getting married. Congratulations yes. I wasn't invited so I couldn't congratulate you directly." I tried to put on a happy smile.

God's speechless. Like thinking of something. Doesn't look as happy as a newlywed. Yes, even though I also do not have a happy look when I was a newlywed first. But at least not as dark as his face this time.

"I'm getting a divorce, Yu."

I stared in disbelief at the words of the God.

"You? Divorced? Why?"

The gods are silent again. Our conversation paused when the waiter came and served our dishes.

The god looked at me. "You're still pretty Yu as always."

"Thank you. You haven't answered my question. Why do you want a divorce? Can't it be repaired?"

The god still looks at me not even blinking a single bit.

"You still love me not Yu?"

"Hey. Why ask like that? Why do you want to get divorced? Don't ask any other questions." I protested.

God smiled. "You're still the same Yu. Stay strong with your stance."

"Udah knew I was like that instead of being answered. Why do you want a divorce? if you don't want to tell me already. I don't want it anymore." I started eating my lunch. I was lazy to ask instead of being answered and asked something else.

"Because it's not you."

I put down the spoon and knit my eyebrows at the words of the God. "I mean."

"Because the woman I married wasn't you, Yu. If you'll never let go of me at any time. I. I can't live with another woman besides you, Yu."