My name is Ayu
Chapter 99

"So... now can the story dong what is it?" I scrunched my forehead. Confused by Dio's question.

"What's wrong? Meanin?"

"Yes that was this afternoon. What happened until you cried in the pool?" oh it turns out that... Dio won't let me hold my own feelings. He will demand answers from me.

I pulled up the blanket and put on my clothes that were on the floor. Yes, you know what's done. Kevin sleeps in Aki and Omanya's room. Why else try not to make Kevin adek?

"The story first dong. Where are you going?" ask Dio impatiently.

"Mo peed. Kebelt. Wait for me to pee first. You wear clothes there. Wind in. AC is cold here."

"No need. Later if you want the second round easily do not need to remove the shirt again." Dio showed off his million-volt smile. The combination of an ignorant smile and a perverted smile that is made into one that causes electricity that makes anyone who sees it will be shocked by the charm of the million-volt smile.

But not for me. I took Dio's clothes and I threw them in the bed. "Got cake. If I still don't use it when I get out of the bathroom I pinch it!"

"So bad." I went straight into the bathroom.

Out of the bathroom I saw Dio was wearing his shirt and sitting playing HP. When I saw him, Dio patted the spot next to him so I could sit down. He put his HP on the nightstand.

I know who Dio is. He likes something I hide. He dislikes me holding something and not telling him what happened. So I'm not surprised that he will wait until I want to tell you what made me cry this afternoon.

I'm approaching Dio. Instead of sitting with her, I covered my body with a blanket and a bed beside her.

Not wanting to force me to talk while sitting down, Dio followed me. He also pulled out the blanket and supported his head with his hands so he could look directly into my eyes as we spoke.

"So what was it? What dong story. So I knew. From now onward, whenever there's something we have to story. We promise to improve our relationship, including communication problems like this."

I turned my body looking straight into Dio's eyes. Instead of talking I hugged Dio tightly. I breathed Dio's body which made me more comfortable in his arms.

I remember what Mom said last afternoon. My tears flowed back without being held back. Especially now that I am in the arms of the person I hurt to make it down. What happens if until that time Dio can not rise from his slump? What happens if Dio never returns to normal again? I can still hug her like this.

"Sstt....cup..cup.....why? Dong's story is the same as mine." Dio's voice still sounded soft even though I knew he panicked to see me cry like this.

Why are you still this good as me, io? Why are you still chasing after me even though I've left you until you're down? Why are you still good to me who has corrupted you?

🎶🎶 Oh how I am right now... I love to hate... Hating you.... Oh how I am now... I hate to love.... Loving.... I don't know what's going on... Between me and you, all I know is that I hate to love you.....🎶🎶

Naif's song Hate to love feels very fitting with what I feel right now. I don't hate Dio. I hate the circumstances that kept us apart. Hate our love that has to unite in a complicated way.

Dio let me continue to cry in his arms until the weight on my chest lifted. He returned my arms while occasionally kissing my forehead.

After the flood of tears that made dio's clothes wet and I had difficulty breathing finally my tears receded. My eyes must be swollen by now. For more than half an hour I cried.

I nodded and let go of Dio's embrace. I sat down and picked up a tissue on the nightstand. I shed my tears and my nose to breathe again.

Dio took off his wet clothes with my tears and threw them into the dirty laundry basket. He piled two pillows and leaned his body. His gaze never escaped me. Waiting for me to talk.

"Can you tell me now?"

I nodded back. I took a deep breath set the losing words quickly from the tears that had already flowed again.

"I'm sorry....."

Dio frowned, confused by what I said. "Sorry for what?"

"I'm sorry I left you.." I didn't dare look down at Dio. I know I've been an ungodly wife who left her husband and even went with other men, yes even though I have no connection whatsoever with Thunder it's still her name I went with another man.

"Mama told you something?" shoot Dio.

I nodded again. I wiped my tears again. "Don't get me wrong, Mama. I made Mama make up stories. I'm sorry, io. I have done evil with you. I. I've left you until you're down. I didn't know that my actions would be like this. I am selfish. I'm evil." I came back hiccupping and flooding tears.

Dio hugged me back. "This is indeed our path Yu. I never blamed you. I know you don't want to leave me either. I know you'd rather be by my side than go far away. I know you want to feel pampered husband while pregnant. I know you want to feel accompanied during contractions and during childbirth. You're not wrong, Yu. The circumstances that make us like this. Makes us hurt each other."

"It doesn't matter to me that you or I are wrong. The important thing is that you are by my side again. I've been losing time with you and Kevin for 3 years. But I don't want to lose you again for decades to come. Don't blame yourself too much. I'm down not because of you, because I blame myself too much. Not because of you. I don't want you to feel what I feel."

"Let our bitter memories be the dark sheets that we will use as reminders as we face even more trials. Our bitter memories are precisely the ones that will continue to strengthen our relationship now and forever."

I let go of Dio's embrace. I want to look directly into his eyes. "Aren't you angry or vengeful what I've done?"

Dio shook his head confidently. A smile full of shade It's a snick. "My sense of love is greater than the resentment and hate I have with you. The difference is far away. There is too much love and affection than hate. Take care of everything that has happened. What matters is that we live happily ever after."

I still stared in disbelief at this kind-hearted man who had become my husband. If we hadn't been drunk and slept together we might never have known and met like this.

I kissed Dio's right cheek. "Thank you very much, dear."

I kissed Dio's left cheek. "I'm sorry for my mistakes all along."

I kissed Dio's soft lips. "I Love you."

🎶 And it's over this love is no longer left to the world. Because I spent the rest of my love just for you. 🎶

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