My name is Ayu
Chapter 59

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AYu POV

"Let me wash the dishes. You take a shower there. It's night. Want to take a hot shower?"

"No need. Use cold water just let seger. I'll take a shower." Dio took the towel hanging on the towel clothesline and went straight into the bathroom.

I cleaned up the former dinner plate with both of us. Wash dishes and glasses and put them on the dish rack. Not to forget I turned off the kitchen lights and checked if all the doors were locked.

I went back to the room after brushing my teeth in the washbasin. It is my habit to brush my teeth before going to bed.

Dio came out of the bathroom. As usual, only with a towel wrapped around his waist. I don't know why I took a sip of my saliva looking at that scene, even though I've seen it many times over the past 6 months.

Dio picked up his T-shirt and boxer boxes. Clothes that make them comfortable while sleeping. He also lay down to sleep next to me.

"Yes." Dio patted his arm. It's code. He asked me to put my head there. I just according.

Dio kissed my forehead and hugged me tightly. I can smell her body after a shower. Fragrance is 'so bad' in my opinion.

Dio then let go of his embrace and gently stroked my hair. I wanted to ask but I doubt it. I just waited until Dio told me everything.

"Yes."

"Hmmm...."

"If only.... " Dio didn't continue the story.

"If you're why?" ask me after Dio doesn't continue his words. I wonder what he wants to say.

Dio let out a heavy breath. "What do you think if I'm not what you see?"

I raised my face so I could see his handsome face. There was doubt in his brown eyes. What is he trying to say?

"What do you mean?"

Dio's eyes glared far away staring at the ceiling of the room I had filled with glow in the dark stickers. Dio turned his gaze and started looking at me.

"If I have a disease for example?" dio's hand stroked my face and continued to trace the curves of my face.

"Disease? You sick? What pain? Going to the doctor now?" I can't hide my panic now. Dio's sick what? Why didn't he tell me earlier that he was sick. Is the pain severe? He'll see his son later. Hush. I banish bad thoughts in my brain. Dio will be fine.

"Pst... Calm down. Don'worry. I'm fine."

I let out a sigh of relief. Congratuations. I was a widow at a young age. Huff.....

Dio smiled at his smile. I know my expression was exaggerated. I do condemn my stupidity. I like to be spontaneous in doing things without thinking.

Dio's face was serious. "I'm so glad to see you're watching me. I'm not physically ill Yu, but mentally ill."

I scrunched my two eyebrows. "mental pain? A psycho? Schizophrenia? Double personality? Bipolar?"

Dio's originally serious face immediately laughed out loud.

"Devil!" I hit Dio's chest, which didn't stop laughing. "I'm worried you know!"

Dio wiped away the tears that came out from his eyes after laughing crazily. "Sorry... You're real funny."

"Not funny to know. I'm worried, uh you're laughing like that!" I'm singing my lips together.

Muachs.... Dio kissed my lips fast and soft.

"Ih you-" Dio kissed back my lips. This time gently and **********. I closed my eyes and enjoyed her soft kiss.

Before long Dio laughed again and let go of his kiss. "That's bummer!" I hit her chest again. Upset with the act I turned my body and turned my back on Dio. I don't know how sikon. Basic men are insensitive!

Dio stopped laughing. He hugged me and put his hand on my stomach. He rubbed my stomach gently. "I'm sick, Yu. Pain that can make you and the people around me ashamed."

Dio was silent again. I let Him overcome the problems in his own heart. "I have an anxiety disorder, Yu. Anxiety Disorder is called. All because of my childhood trauma. Am I.... can I be a proud Papa for my son?"

I hugged him and patted his back gently. Letting Him cry in my arms. No need for too many words. I know just the warm embrace he needs right now. Hugging her means I give her support and support.

I don't know what Anxiety Disorder is, what the symptoms are and how it is. All I knew in my life was that Dio had never been. All I have to do is act as normal as before.

"You're not ashamed Yu has a husband like me?" dio asked after being calmer.

I smiled my smile, trying to melt the atmosphere. "Why should I be ashamed? It's just a little short of you among the thousands of advantages you have."

"You haven't seen Yu if I'm friday. You will definitely be afraid, resent even hate like..... Sheila's."

Oh... I know why Dio talks like this. When Dio asked for my hug I knew that something had happened to him. So when I met Sheila at her house, it turned out to be a recurrent illness. Dio was disappointed to see Sheila looking at him with a hateful look.

"So you've been at Papa's house again?"

Dio nodded.

"And... Sheila was there too?"

Dio nodded back.

"And... Sheila looks at you full of hate?"

"Where do you know Yu?" Dio wondered why I knew everything.

"You can't lie, io. You'll definitely convey what happened even if not with words."

"Sorry, Yu."

"Don't apologize, io. I knew sooner or later this would happen. This is not something I should avoid. If I friday what are you doing? And what do I do?"

Dio frowned. Confused by my question. "You don't know what we're talking about there?"

"Necessary. Because when you come back to this house you choose not to let me go." I replied confidently.

Dio smile. Muachs... He kissed my lips again. When he wanted to kiss me again I held him by my hand. "Jawab my question first. What were you doing when you were friday? And what should I do?"

"Oh.. that. I. will mingle indistinctly while covering both my ears. There's nothing you need to do. Just waiting for me to calm down and give me some water to drink. That's all."

I was silent for a moment and was thinking. "Oh..."

"Oh?" dio was confused.

"Yes.. Why why?" now I'm confused by Dio's question.

"Aren't you disgusted?"

"Why should you be disgusted? I thought you were gonna roll on the floor. Or undressing while jumping is not clear. Just rummaging and closing your ears is no problem. If you roll and jump around is not clear it is only a problem. I'm pregnant and I won't be able to catch up with you."

"You think it's Yu daritadi?"

"Let's go. How about taking her home try if you run away while taking off your shirt?"

"Don't you think you'd be publicly humiliated if I was framed?"

"Shame to be ashamed? After all everyone has their own shortcomings." I replied casually. I'm relieved I think Dio will do another reckless act. It just doesn't matter to me. Then I should be ready for mineral water wherever I am.

"Thank you Yu. You've accepted me for who I am."

"Ih what the hell. Lebai know not."

Dio smile. This time it's a nasty smile that he hasn't let out for a long time. "When I take off his shirt in front of you, how? May it?"

I didn't answer when Dio kissed me. I forgot what I wanted to ask and what I wanted to demand from Dio. Dio completely undressed in front of me like Dio said before.

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