My name is Ayu

My name is Ayu
Chapter 2


"Dio.. open the door!" The knocking sound on the door sounded very loud. Who knocks on a door that loud in the morning?


"Papa open it if you don't want to open it." I heard the door lock sound. The door is open.


There were footsteps approaching. My consciousness is still not restored. Just a sneer I heard. I still hugged my necklace which felt very warm and comfortable.


"DIO! WHAT ARE YOU DOING!!" yelled at someone who surprised me. I was shocked when the bolster I was hugging suddenly moved.


I opened my eyes. Still dizzy feeling. "Pap.. papa." the voice of a man beside me. Wait for. A guy? In my room? I looked to the side and sure enough there was an undressed man sitting beside me. Face frightened.


How can there be a man... I checked my body covered in blankets. God, I don't wear a thread on my body. I hurriedly covered my old body and sat down.


I saw an om-om and his wife holding his hand so as not to commit acts of violence. I still don't understand what's going on. Uh. My head is still dizzy.


I saw the man beside me who also still looked shocked and could not believe the situation. You know, he's the guy who bought me a drink last night?


I saw her body as naked as me. My consciousness is also recovering. "No. What the hell's going on?" many confusions.


"What have you done to me?" I cry hysterically. The honor I've been keeping for 22 years is gone overnight. How'this? What should I say to the God who is waiting to marry me.


The man beside me scratched his non-itchy hair. He punched a blanket that covered our bodies. "Shit!"


"Dio. Who her? Who is this woman? Mama answered now Son." a woman of almost 50 years old cried to see the state of her son who was chaotic like this.


"Dio doesn't know, Ma." replied the man beside me. Yes, I remember a little. We had a drink last night together. Name's Dio. He bought me a drink that tasted sweet. I drank a few times because it tasted good. After that I don't know what happened.


I covered my body even more tightly. I am ashamed of what happened to me.


The man who had been banging on the door and shouting suddenly spoke after previously just being quiet.


"You don't know this woman but you fucked her? Do you often do this Dio? Has Papa taught you to be this kind of jerk?"


Plakkkp... A slap landed on Dio's cheek. He simply bowed in silence to accept the punishment he received.


"You!" Papa Dio pointed at me. "Wear clothes. We'll talk after you're done getting dressed."


I hurriedly pulled out the blanket to cover my body. After being tightly closed I picked up my clothes scattered on the floor. I went to the bathroom to wash my face and put on clothes.


I was already in the bathroom when I heard their conversation lurking.


"Wait, what blood is this?" Mama Dio checked the sheets I was sleeping on. "The woman was a virgin, Pa. Our son took his virginity. Oh my God Dio.." Mama Dio's crying voice rang out the heart.


I light the faucet in the sink and wash my face. I saw my face without the makeup and lipstick I was wearing last night had faded. Crazy, what I've done. What do Mom and Dad say?


Tears are back to my face. I don't know how my life will be. My world is collapsing. All the ideals I had assembled with the Gods were shattered into pieces overnight.


My tears can't hold me anymore. I was sitting limp in the bathroom of this clean and tidy apartment. Mind empty. The knock on the door woke me up.


"Son, out. We're talking about everything." Mama Dio's voice sounded calm.


I woke up and put on my shirt. I washed my face to get drunk last night completely gone. I breathed heavily and opened the bathroom door.


Mama Dio was waiting at the door. He gently guided my arm. His gaze implied that everything would be fine. He took me to the living room.


Dio was fully dressed and sat down with his eyes down. His face was a bit swollen from the slap from his Papa which must have been very painful.


"Sit down." Mama Dio told me to sit next to Dio.


Papa Dio looked back at me with a glance. Then his gaze turned to Dio with an angry and disappointed look.


"How do you know each other?" papa Dio's view towards me. Yes, he asked me not his son. Maybe Dio was asked before me.


"Mm.. Last night we met at the discotheque." I replied timidly.


"Then how did you get to sleep together like this?" papa Dio's interrogation of me.


I'm afraid to answer. His eyes looked so sharp as if judging me. Suddenly Mama Dio's hand held mine. "Tell me son. Don't be afraid." he said as if the source of my strength.


"I was at an office event but didn't join the others because I was going clubbing this time. I was sitting and.. Dio's coming. We met and Dio bought me a drink. Because the drinks are good so I ordered again. I don't know what's going on anymore. As soon as I wake up I'm here and.." My tears can't hold me back.


Mama Dio gave me tissue. I took the tissue and wiped the tears that were dripping down my cheek.


"You, Dio. Why can you do that?" this time Papa Dio interrogated his son.


Dio just kept quiet. He stayed down without making any sound. Until the voice of his father's screams boomed, it made him talk. "ANSWER PAPA'S QUESTION!"


I'm getting scared to hear it. It's so scary Papa Dio.


"Patience, Pa. We'll finish up fine." Mama Dio tried to calm her husband down. "Dio, answer Papa's question before your Papa gets angry." Mama Dio warned her son.


"Dio... Dio Khilaf, Pa." Dio's reply made me lift my face and look at him. It was delicious he answered khilaf. Do not know the consequences that I will face next. What about my future? I'm already dirty. Does God want me again?


"Initially Dio saw he was drunk. Dio wants to take him to his team-mates. But seeing them drunk too, Dio could not believe it. Dio's the address where Ayu didn't answer. He's been so heavy. Dio finally took it to Dio's apartment."


Dio glanced at me. "Dio's drunk too, Pa. Can't resist lust. Dio did it."


Plakk. My hand reflexively slapped Dio's face. How depraved he has done to me. I was crying hysterically. "I'm sorry, Yu.." said Dio regretfully. Yes, sorry. My lost virginity will probably come back again. I feel my tears are endless. Keep dripping without me holding back again. Destroyed is my future.