My Sugar (Jenifer Alexander)

My Sugar (Jenifer Alexander)
chapter 1. Prologues


My name is Jenifer Alexander. I used to be called Jeje by my family and friends at school. Yeah, I was in 3rd grade High School and it was just counting the months. After that I will graduate.


Having a tall body, white, slim, beautiful face and sharp nose, makes me a prima donna in school for 3 years in a row - also. again bragging.? No, because that's the fact.


From the first day I went to school, all the upperclassmen were racing - the race wanted to date me. And it happened until now. Even now the underclassmen are coming - follow me.


But among the many students who tried to get close to me, none of them caught my attention.


So it is clear that until this moment I am still single and have never dated.


Until I was nicknamed jones by my best friend. Even so, I was not upset when they mocked me as "Jones", aka singles.


Because my button is a choice, not because of fate.


They should have called me "joklas", classy singles.


I was born on September 16, 2000. Oh my goodness, I am almost 18 years old. Living that long in this world, until this moment I do not know for what purpose my parents gave birth to a daughter as beautiful and perfect as myself. To make me a filler in their magnificent home.? or to make me as a tool to scatter their money so much and probably will not run out 7 derivatives. I don't know, I was confused thinking about it myself.


Let it be my parents' secret.


I am the second son of Alexander William and Clarissa Imanuela. I have an older brother named Nicholas Alexander. We are 6 years old. Right now my handsome brother is continuing his master's program in New York. By taking a business major.


Papa educated Mr. Nicho very hard and firmly. Since early childhood papa has taught brother Nicho business science and occasionally invite brother Nicho to plunge into his world.


Papa also demanded Nicho to go to college well, so that later he could replace the position of papa to become a leader in his company.


Sometimes I feel sorry for him because papa puts a heavy burden on Nicho's brother. Papa imposes his will on Nicho, without ever wanting to understand what Nicho really wants for his own future.


But sometimes I also envy her because it gets more attention from papa and mama. Although I know if the attention they give to brother Nicho is solely because for the sake of the company papa.


I don't know when they'll realize that a child is more valuable than a company and a treasure.


I hope they realize it before it's too late.


They always think that our lives are happy because we are happy and can buy whatever we want without ever being banned. It gives us life and luxurious facilities. They don't realize that we also need their genuine care and affection as parents. It is not just giving material that cannot be used to buy happiness.


"Jeje,, wake up baby,,,!"


I squirm when I hear my mother's voice screaming outside my room. I opened my eyes slowly, collecting the rest of my life that was still scattered due to my beautiful dreams that arrived - it had to end because of the sound of mama's screams and the door's pounding.


"Yes, Jeje has woken up.!" I replied with a shout as well, no less loud than the cry of mama. Not for retaliating or for disobedience, but for my mother to hear my voice. This room is too spacious, if I don't use my inner strength to shout, then I guarantee you will continue to bang on the door until it breaks.


Lazily, I stepped foot on the shiny marble floor. It feels so lazy to take a shower and get ready for school. Though it's Saturday, will go home early and certainly tomorrow will be a holiday. That's what I'm waiting for the most - wait. My day off I always use to hang out with my two best friends, Celina and Natasha. I can laugh happily when I'm with them.


They are also the same fate as me, not much cared for by their parents who are busy working and working.


If so, it feels like I want to sing the song Pak Haji Roma Irama. That's the lyrics.


"Haii old man,, totettotet totet,, you know,,


Love your son,,, uuuuu,,,,,,


I'm ready for a full school uniform with white shoes. Shoes that have a color pattern on both sides with army green, red, army green.


Shoes with that brand have been perched dozens of pairs on my walk in closet. Not only shoes, bags, clothes, hats and glasses are all complete with similar brands. Not to mention with other brands that are not less.


Mama and papa always bring me by - by branded goods whenever going abroad.


Maybe they think all those expensive things can make me laugh, can take away the loneliness in my heart. Until they stacked those things on my very wide walk in closet.


If I may choose, I would like to exchange all those luxuries for someone who can give me complete happiness and attention.


For what to have all that luxury stuff, but poor happiness.


I went down the stairs one by one. Wide staircase with imported marble floor. This magnificent house is like a palace in the eyes of others, but like a funeral in my opinion. It's a little laugh and there's no comfort here.


I went straight to the dining table. Mama and papa were already there in non-formal but neat clothes. Mama also put on a thin face. Guess what, they're going overseas on business. Geez, please put it where else by - by them. Because the storage is no longer available. I even sold some of those things and I donated them to an orphanage.


Do they know I'm selling their gifts.? Of course not. They don't care what I do or do out there.


They didn't even look for me while I was staying at Natasha's house for 3 days without asking them for permission.


"You're a habit, if no one wakes up, you don't wake up." My mother sprayed me with words I heard almost every day.


"It's still sleepy, "" I replied casually.


I sat down and started breakfast with my mom and dad. The atmosphere was quiet, we would not talk when we started eating food.


"Today my mom is going to Paris. Only 4 days there. What do you want to nitip.?"


That's right my guess. Almost every month they go abroad. Let them keep busy with their business. Don't blame me if I turn into a wild girl looking for happiness out there.!


I'm tired of my empty life.! I thought if I became a good kid and always ranked in school, they would pay attention to me. But until now they are still the same as before.


"Whole papa and mama. Jeje left first, it was noon, "I stood up, went up to mama and papa to kiss their cheeks.


After all, they were my parents. I still love them. Because of them, I was born into this world. At least I thank them for this meaningless life. Yeah, that doesn't mean I think.


"Be careful on the road dear, don't speed," cried mama.


I just nodded without stopping my steps.


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