My Sugar (Jenifer Alexander)
Chapter 49. It's gonna end

Om Kenzo is focusing on opening an email on his laptop. I, who did not want to interrupt, chose to be quiet while playing my phone. Not long ago, there was a chat coming in from Brother Gerald.

Just about to reply to his chat, Brother Gerald already called me.

"Hallo Je," he said from there.

"Yes, hello," I said. But it turns out my voice has disturbed Kenzo. He glanced at me with a sharp look, I got goosebumps looking at him.

I forced a smile, then moved from there. Ask Kenzo for permission to pick up the phone.

"Why did you block my number Je.?"

I was surprised to hear Mr. Gerald's question complaining that his phone number was blocked. Now I know why Gerald didn't call me anymore after calling me back then.

"So brother's cell phone number was blocked.? I think it's just deleted. I don't think I'm calling anymore." I'm a little upset. Upset at Kenzo for blocking Gerald's number without my permission. .

"Is your husband blocked.? So really yesterday was your husband Je,,?" I was made even more surprised. Out of nowhere Gerald concluded that Kenzo was my husband.

"What..?!! Husband.?! Where did the husband, hahaha," Although I was shocked, I laughed because it was so funny to hear his words.

"Geez, Gerald is so funny. He's just me, "I reasoned. There's no way I'd say that Kenzo is my sugar daddy, to put where my face is. Before I had never been in a relationship with anyone, once in a relationship even the status became sugar baby.

Suddenly my phone was taken, I turned around and looked at Kenzo who didn't like it. This is the second time Kenzo took my phone while I was on the phone. Even calling the same person.

Again he reasoned about the contract between us. He reminded me to come back out of touch with other men during the contract.

And what makes me disappointed, Kenzo even snapped at me.

"How many times do I have to say.! It is forbidden to be in a relationship with other men, even if only talking on the phone.!" Speak with a high tone. Om Kenzo grabbed my hand putting the phone in my hand violently.

"Wait until our contract expires.! After that you are free to connect with any man.!" His impact.

Something sharp felt piercing my heart. It hurts so bad. Not because Kenzo yelled at me, but because his words were able to realize that our relationship was definitely going to end. Then what about how I feel about her.? Can't these feelings be welcomed.? Is it true that Kenzo has no feelings for me after what we've been through together.?

Maybe it's true, om Kenzo never put the slightest feeling on me.

"Sorry om," I said. Since then I kept my head down, unable to look at the man who had made me fall in love, but repeatedly hurt me.

"If you feel any objection, you can end the contract now." Say again. His voice was not as rough and tight as before, but it was able to make this heart break. Kenzo told me to end the contract after all this heart was owned by him.

Even though I looked down, I could still see her footsteps moving away. He left me without saying anything more to me. This heart was getting torn apart by him. Nope.! But I myself have given my heart voluntarily to be destroyed by it.

Yes, I myself have been the cause of this heartache. If only I could restrain myself, if only I had not used my feelings in this cooperation, I would not have been hurt like this.

I kept quiet after Kenzo from before me. I try to control my heart that may have been broken not left, trying to be strong must be very difficult.

This is called heartbreak, not only destroying my feelings, but taking away all the happiness I had ever felt before. It makes me no longer feel the happiness Kenzo gave me. Lara is all that remains.

After feeling quite calm, I left the balcony and approached Kenzo. I lowered my gaze as he stared at me with a sad look. Maybe he felt guilty for talking rudely to me, not knowing that I was more hurt.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to snap at you. I don't like it, you know that. So,,,, uh,,,

"I'm sorry o'm." I cut out Kenzo's om. It was impossible to listen to his explanation.

I picked up my bag that was on the sofa.

"Where are you going,,?" Om Kenzo held my hand, he looked up and kept on holding me. I lowered my head, avoiding eye contact with him so as not to get sicker.

"I want to go home. Thanks for the kindness so far. I've decided to end our contract." I was trying hard, speaking normally as if I was okay. But if asked how I felt, I felt that there were thousands of sharp objects that pierced my heart. Ending the contract was not my wish, but the circumstances that eventually forced me to become self-conscious in this paper-based relationship.

The pain that kept raining down on my heart, made me unable to stem the tears that had been forcing me to come out. I immediately wiped it off before these tears drenched my cheeks.

"I'm sorry, sit down. You can't end the contract unilaterally," Om Kenzo gently pulled my hand, telling me to sit next to him.

I don't know what Kenzo wants. After telling me to end the contract, now he says I can't terminate the contract unilaterally.

I ventured to look at Kenzo, after making sure there were no more tears in my eyes.

"Om himself has offered to terminate the contract. Please just end our contact and let me go, "I'm pulling my hand from Kenzo's.

"It's enough that Ken's been making me misunderstand all this time. I really want to end the contract, I hope we don't see each other again,,"

"Once again thank you for your attention and kindness so far. I'm sorry, excuse me,,"

I do look strong, but I'm actually very fragile. I felt like I wanted to rest on the floor, this leg was so weak as to step. The pain in my heart is growing, not only felt in my chest, but felt throughout my body.

"Stop Je.!" She screamed to hold me back, but I didn't care and kept away.

"I said stop.!! This contract will continue at the time stated there.!!!" Kenzo's om screams are getting louder, making me a little jerked.

To be honest I don't want to end this contract either, I even hope this contract won't expire for good. But I don't want to feel any more pain. I couldn't bear to see Kenzo and Fely's brother get married.

"You can't just go.!" Om Kenzo grabbed my hand as I opened the door.

"Please om.! I beg you to let me go, indeed we should end this contract," I tried to pull my hand out of his grip, but instead Kenzo was getting stronger to hold my hand. He even looked at me sharply.

"You may go, but after I ask for my right.!" Om Kenzo dragged me, pulling my hand so hard that I was forced to follow in his footsteps.

"Of.! What do you want.?!" I was so panicked when Kenzo took me to his room.

"I've never asked for my rights. So don't expect to leave before I get it.!" He shouted with a firm voice. Kenzo is so scary in my eyes.

"Don't do it om, I beg you," Om Kenzo took my hand off, he pushed me until I fell on the bed. I shuffled back as Kenzo approached, he even took off his shirt and threw it away.

"Why.? Don't you want it too.?" Om Kenzo got me. Both of my hands were even held by him.

I'm getting scared. I wanted it at the time, but not anymore.

I'm afraid it's gonna get ruined if Kenzo takes my chastity and eventually he'll leave.

"I don't want you, please let me get out of here." I pleaded with tears flowing. Om Kenzo as if he didn't care, he attacked me with a crude melu*t of my lips.

The kiss went down, until it stopped on my chest. I continued to rebel and scream, but my strength was not worth it. His huge body had even overstimulated me, rendering me unable to move.

"Please stop om.!!!" I screamed at the rest of the energy I had. Again Kenzo didn't listen to me. He had already stripped off all the cloths that were attached to my body by tearing them apart. Om Kenzo is terrible at the moment.

My head shook quickly, looking at Kenzo with a wail and pleading. He is currently trying to bring unity.

"Just do it om.! Do it if it makes you satisfied.! If you need to, bun*h I'll just after this.!!!"

My shout managed to make Kenzo stop, he stared fixedly at my face that had been flooded with tears.

Om Kenzo rubbed his face rough.

"I'm sorry," she got up from above me, then pulled out a blanket to cover me.

Without daring to look at me, Kenzo got out of bed and went into the bathroom.

He slammed the door hard. Now I even heard the fist on the door many times.

I was still silent on the bed, with tears flowing. Why is our relationship so complicated.

Kenzo came out of the bathroom, he walked in the closet. After putting on clothes, then approached me. Took my bag that fell on the floor and took my clothes out of the bag.

"Pake the shirt, I'll drive you home after this."

Om Kenzo thrust the shirt at me, but my eyes focused on Kenzo's hand that was injured in his fingers. Some of the wounds even continued to bleed fresh. I don't know why I feel the pain in both hands.

I sat down with a blanket wrapped around my body.

"Bloody hand, "" Instead of taking the shirt in his hand, I held Kenzo's hand. He noticed the wound on his hand that looked severe.

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